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    Friday, October 29, 2010
    I'm not afraid to take a stand
    Everybody come take my hand
    We'll walk this road together, through the storm
    Whatever weather, cold or warm
    Just let you know that, you're not alone
    Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road



    You've been through the deepest shithole,
    although you managed to climb up,
    brush it all clean with clean pure water,
    still you feel like the smell linger,
    still you feel dirty...


    Yeah, It's been a ride...
    I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one
    Now some of you might still be in that place
    If you're trying to get out, just follow me
    I'll get you there


    You wanna cry out to the world,
    to get it off your chest,
    to fill that deep black hole inside you,
    with the sense of belonging and serenity,
    but you are too afraid to tell the tale,
    afraid it won't make sense,
    and you could only hear the insanity in your voice...

    And I just can't keep living this way
    So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
    I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
    I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
    I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
    Time to put my life back together right now


    The accusation that flaring in the peoples' eyes,
    watching over each step you take,
    waiting for you to make mistake,
    to jump off the bridge and say " I told you so "


    It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
    Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you
    So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through
    And don't even realise what you did, believe me you
    I been through the ringer, but they can do little to the middle finger
    I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of
    My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers, and drop dead
    No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
    To focus soley on handling my responsibility's as a father
    So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it
    You couldn't lift a single shingle on it
    Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club
    Or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up
    Cause I'm raising the bar, I shoot for the moon
    But I'm too busy gazing at stars, I feel amazing


    If you are reading this,
    you are not alone,
    somewhere, someplace,
    beneath the same bright blue sky,
    there's someone having the same share,
    and try the hardest..
    thinking...
    believing...
    EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT

    ~ Lyric from NOT AFRAID (Eminem) ~

    www.tips-fb.com Keretaku Overheat????

    Thursday, October 28, 2010
    Semalam aku pulang awal dari office. Minta Time off dr mr boss sebab nak pegi menziarah Atos di workshop. Mr hubby cakap atos dah siap... tapinyerr.....

    "Orang bengkel cakap kereta sue overheat, kena tukar gasket, head dia maybe kena skin kalo lekuk, tu pun kalo tak teruk, kalo tak kena tukar head.." bla..bla...bla.. dia terus membebel dengan bahasa kereta yang agak susah untuk aku fahami...

    Dalam kepala otakku berputar2 memikir segala macam sebab macam mana keretaku boleh overheat. Disebabkan perlanggaran yang nyata2 tak terkena engine.. pelik... radiator pun tak rosak pun.. huh.. panas betul otak ku menterjemahkan apa yang berlaku...

    So bulan depan... kena bayar saman sebanyak rm300, kena renew insurance dan roadtax kereta dengan NCB ku yang kembali kosong semula dan sekarang kos baikpulih tambahan keretaku yang diluar jangkaan yang mungkin melangkau angka dua kosong... mana nak carik duit nih... perit2..

    Ku sejukkan hati. Setiap yang buruk pasti ada perkara baik yang menyusul. So aku harus terus bersabar dan redha dengan musibah yang berlaku ini. Things will always get better and better... :)

    www.tips-fb.com New Lappy

    Tuesday, October 26, 2010
    Yay... arinie dapat new lappy. Laptop yg aku guna pakai skang mmg agak daif... berbekalkan procesor AMD Turion64 dengan kelajuan 795Mhz dan 1.46GB RAM, dan sudah menjadik kebiasaan aku yang suker sangat multi-tasking, memang dah jadik turtle-lappy dah laptop nih.. hehekss..

    Sebenarnye, manager aku tanyer dah lama, nak tukar laptop ke, sebab kesian tengok aku yg lebih suke buat keje gune laptop compare to desktop, (aku siap guna laptop utk remote ke desktop ku.. hehe).. tapi sebab aku dah install pelbagai macam kat laptop nih, dan dah set dia punyer look and feel ikut aku punyer style, aku asyik tangguhkan jek. So tadi bile dia kata, dah ader laptop available, nak atao nak tunggu yang baru (yg available tu pun baru jugak, baru beberapa bulan) bulan Jan atau Feb 2011, aku pun mengalah lah.. memandangkan lepas nie, lagik banyak task kena handle, kang dari turtle, terus tukar jadik sloth pulak.. hehe..

    So, harinie, sambil2 buat keje, aku menginstall dan mentransfer ape yg patut ke laptop baruku. Dari Laptop Fujitsu yang menggunakan AMD Turion64, aku kini beralih kembali ke DELL Intel i5. Ok lah kan? :)

    Mr hubby kebetulan ade plak training lepas keje nie, nak tak nak terpaksa lah berkampung kat office tunggu dia..ntah kol bapelah baru dia abes.. tapi tak kisahlah.. ade masa jugak aku siapkan ape yang patut.

    Kekadang tak sangka jugak..aku boleh jadek seorang workaholic.. xpercaya?? aku sendiri pun tak percaya.. tapi hakikatnyerr... begitulah.. I am starting to enjoy what I do for a living!!!

    www.tips-fb.com Window of Life

    Monday, October 25, 2010
    Looking out the window of life...
    seven-coloured rainbow seem near yet so far away..
    try to touch the cotton candy cloud..
    only to get my fingers wet by rain...
    the cold rain drip to the dry earth...
    and all the flowers smile in celebrating...
    the bees dancing in synchronization..
    a fantasy dream, in living reality...
    looking out the window of life...
    not knowing the surprises awaits us....

    www.tips-fb.com Hari Mengemas

    Sunday, October 24, 2010
    Our home is a small, two storey terrace house. Our furniture although not much, were quite big and bulky, and by having an uncreative brain, I was not good on deciding how to arranged the furniture in the house. Sadly, that part of creativity, was inherited to my dear sister, while I am more on logic (that's figure why I end up as a GEEK and my sister as the HOT one at school) :p

    Well, altho I am no creative person, I was feeling quite suffocated by our house arrangement. It makes our small house seem more smaller that it already is. It is always dark and gloomy (the only good thing is, it is cooler), so I decided to change the furniture arrangement with my husband.

    At first, I was too stubborn to listen to my dear husband and wanted to place the TV near the sliding door. Obediently (he always too lazy to argue with me), he help me move the furniture around. And as the final result, I hate that arrangement more, because I was blinded by the outside light by having to face the sliding door (look like the curtain can't blocked all the light after all).

    So innocently and playing fool, I now seek mr hubby opinion. After having a discussion together, and sketch down the setting first, Finally we kinda follow my sister advice (she did mention it when she spent the night here, but I was too ignorant to listen to her :D), and mr hubby think that it is better to place the three seated sofa near the staircase to give more space to the room, we finally satisfied with the arrangement.

    Now, it look much, much better, and I could sit at the dining table to use my lappy.

    Thanks Mr Hubby and Dear Sister for your suggestion. :)

    www.tips-fb.com The Other Guys (Movie 2010)

    Thursday, October 21, 2010
    Semalam g tengok citer nie ngn mr. Hubby. Seriously beshhh dan lawak gile.

    Ada satu part dia yang aku paling suke...

    Check out the below quote from "The Other Guys"

    Terry Hoitz : If we were in the wild, I would attack you. Even if you weren’t in my food chain, I would go out of my way to attack you! If I were a lion and you were a tuna, I’d swim out in the middle of the ocean and freakin EAT YOU! And then I’d bang your tuna girlfriend.

    Allen Gamble : Okay, First off: A lion? Swimming in the ocean? Lions don't like water! If you placed it near a river, or some sort of fresh water source, that'd make sense. But you find yourself in the ocean? 20 foot waves — I'm assuming it's off the coast of South Africa — coming up against a full grown 800-pound tuna with his 20 or 30 friends? You'll lose that battle. You'll lose that battle 9 time out of 10. And guess what? You've wondered into our school of tuna, and we now have a taste for lion. We've talked to ourselves! We've communicated! And I said "You know what? Lion tastes good! Let's go get some more lion!". We've developed a system to establish a beachhead and aggressively hunt you and your family. And we will corner your pride, your children, your offspring...

    Terry Hoitz : And how you gonna do that?

    Allen Gamble : We will construct a series of breathing apparatus, with kelp. We'll be able to trap certain amounts of oxygen...it's not going to be days at a time. But an hour? Hour forty-five? No problem! That'll give us enough time to figure out where you live, go back to the sea, get more oxygen, and then stalk you. You just lost at your own game. You're out-gunned and out-manned. Did that go the way you thought it was gonna go? Nope.

    www.tips-fb.com Rindu laaa...

    Tuesday, October 19, 2010
    Semalam balik keje gie lawat ATOS di bengkel.. banyak giler kete kat bengkel tuh... apa taknyer..M'sia kan terkenal ngn kemalangan jalan rayanyer... tambahan plak di bandar yang rata2 semua orang memiliki kereta sendiri.

    Masuk jer bengkel, mataku dah meliar-liar mencari kelibat Atos.. mana nie si buah hatiku nie.. cari punyer carik (siyes bengkel dia besar gile, macam warehouse.. tapi punyerlah pack ngn kereta), akhirnyer ternampaklah Atos berwarna biru.. aku pun pergi merapati kesayanganku itu.. bonet depan nampaknya dah dibetulkan, cuma belum dicat lagi, then bumper bhgn hadapan, dangan lampu belum diletakkan lagi. Harap2 minggu depan Atos dah dapat keluar...


    Rindu sangat kat ATOS, rindu sangat nak drive!!! apa taknyer.. rasa cam patah kaki jer.. tak dapat nak berdikari.. huhu..

    www.tips-fb.com Pretending

    Monday, October 18, 2010
    Yes, I can hear you VERY CLEAR...
    yes, you really make sense...
    yes, the word you utter are like WISDOM from a WISE man...
    yes, your word really touch me excatly ON the CORRECT spot...
    yes, you are right as always...
    yes, you know EXACTLY how I FEEL...
    yes, you can read me like a book...
    yes, you are always welcome to come and barging in into my life...

    AND YES, I AM JUST PRTENDING THAT IT IS OKAY

    www.tips-fb.com ...

    Thursday, October 14, 2010
    Can't believe that I just realize how obselete my playlist is. Acknowledging that, last night, I spent my time to browse through the chart toppers from US and UK to get the "Today Hits" songs.

    Beside that, my car still in the workshop. Last time I went there, I felt so sad to look at Atos, all dented and broken. I miss Atos, really. This is the second time I have to be apart from Atos. I really hope of getting Atos back, SOON...

    I miss my family too. It have been really long time since I went back to Kedah. Sometimes I feel lonely. Eventho people said that In-Laws are like my real parents too, but it's not. I do missed my mother, although I rarely mention it. Can't wait for Raya Haji to go back. Wonder if she miss me too?

    I miss my nephew, Syamsuri too. Deep within me, I admit that I really can't wait to have a child of my own, but I have not been that lucky. Is it because.... (try not to think too much about it) but people like to ask, as if I'm purposely do not want to get pregnant now... I just feel heart-broken and sad right now...

    I can't remember last time I have the feeling of depression. I guess I am just too tired of being happy all the time... when the truth is I am a gloomy and dark person... or is this my depression speaking...

    I am tired...

    www.tips-fb.com Vacancy kat Spansion Shah Alam

    Actually dah agak lama ader opening kat opis i nie (dua vacancy ganti engineer yg baru berhenti arituh).. tpi still belum dapat candidate laei...

    So sape2 yang tengah mencari kerja, dalam bidang IT, ada experience dalam .NET atau Oracle atau MYSQL dan berminat.. Budak fresh grade pun boleh apply jugerr...

    Nak tahu lebih lanjut ke..

    boleh emailkan kat saye yek -> salbiahsaidin@yahoo.com

    (^^)V PEACE

    www.tips-fb.com Currently on My Playlist

    Love The Way You Lie (Eminem ft. Rihanna)

    Just gonna stand there
    And watch me burn
    But that's alright
    Because I like
    The way it hurts
    Just gonna stand there
    And hear me cry
    But that's alright
    Because I love
    The way you lie
    I love the way you lie
    I love the way you lie

    I can't tell you what it really is
    I can only tell you what it feels like
    And right now there's a steel knife
    In my windpipe
    I can't breathe
    But I still fight
    While I can fight
    As long as the wrong feels right
    It's like I'm in flight
    High of a love
    Drunk from the hate
    It's like I'm huffing paint
    And I love it the more that I suffer
    I sufficate
    And right before im about to drown
    She resuscitates me
    She fucking hates me
    And I love it
    Wait
    Where you going
    I'm leaving you
    No you ain't
    Come back
    We're running right back
    Here we go again
    It's so insane
    Cause when it's going good
    It's going great
    I'm Superman
    With the wind in his bag
    She's Lois Lane
    But when it's bad
    It's awful
    I feel so ashamed
    I snap
    Who's that dude
    I don't even know his name
    I laid hands on her
    I'll never stoop so low again
    I guess I don't know my own strength

    Just gonna stand there
    And watch me burn
    But that's alright
    Because I like
    The way it hurts
    Just gonna stand there
    And hear me cry
    But that's alright
    Because I love
    The way you lie
    I love the way you lie
    I love the way you lie

    You ever love somebody so much
    You can barely breathe
    When you're with them
    You meet
    And neither one of you
    Even know what hit 'em
    Got that warm fuzzy feeling
    Yeah them chills
    Used to get 'em
    Now you're getting fucking sick
    Of looking at 'em
    You swore you've never hit 'em
    Never do nothing to hurt 'em
    Now you're in each other's face
    Spewing venom
    And these words
    When you spit 'em
    You push
    Pull each other's hair
    Scratch, claw, bit 'em
    Throw 'em down

    Pin 'em
    So lost in the moments
    When you're in 'em
    It's the rage that took over
    It controls you both
    So they say it's best
    To go your separate ways
    Guess that they don't know ya
    Cause today
    That was yesterday
    Yesterday is over
    It's a different day
    Sound like broken records
    Playin' over
    But you promised her
    Next time you'll show restraint
    You don't get another chance
    Life is no Nintendo game
    But you lied again
    Now you get to watch her leave
    Out the window
    Guess that's why they call it window pane

    Just gonna stand there
    And watch me burn
    But that's alright
    Because I like
    The way it hurts
    Just gonna stand there
    And hear me cry
    But that's alright
    Because I love
    The way you lie
    I love the way you lie
    I love the way you lie

    Now I know we said things
    Did things
    That we didn't mean
    And we fall back
    Into the same patterns
    Same routine
    But your temper's just as bad
    As mine is
    You're the same as me
    But when it comes to love
    You're just as blinded
    Baby please come back
    It wasn't you
    Baby it was me
    Maybe our relationship
    Isn't as crazy as it seems
    Maybe that's what happens
    When a tornado meets a volcano
    All I know is
    I love you too much
    To walk away though
    Come inside
    Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
    Don't you hear sincerity
    In my voice when I talk
    Told you this is my fault
    Look me in the eyeball
    Next time I'm pissed
    I'll aim my fist
    At the dry wall
    Next time
    There will be no next time
    I apologize
    Even though I know it's lies
    I'm tired of the games
    I just want her back
    I know I'm a liar
    If she ever tries to fucking leave again
    I'mma tie her to the bed
    And set the house on fire

    Just gonna stand there
    And watch me burn
    But that's alright
    Because I like
    The way it hurts
    Just gonna stand there
    And hear me cry
    But that's alright
    Because I love
    The way you lie
    I love the way you lie
    I love the way you lie

    www.tips-fb.com Peti Ais

    Wednesday, October 13, 2010
    Alhamdulillah, kekalutan yang berlaku sepanjang dua minggu yang lepas sudah beransur pulih. Lega sangat ... barulah boleh breathe easy sket.. sket jelah.. heehe.. incoming task byk tengah dok beratur tunggu giliran... alahai...

    Kali nie tak mau cerita pasal kerja.. penat dah nie memikir hal keje..(tp saye suker keje.. :)).. nak cerita pasal semalam akhirnya dah beli peti ais baru. Alhamdulillah, ader rezeki untuk membeli peti ais juge akhirnyer. Dolu aku memang ader peti ais, kecik je lah, satu pintu, beli pun daripada my sis pasal dia malas nak bw pindah waktu dia dah tamat KPLI dolu. Nak dijadikan cerita, waktu menetap kat kulim, peti ais kat kg akhirnye kaput, kesian plak kat kg xder peti ais, nak beli baru, belum mempunyai budget, jadi aku pun bagilah peti ais ku tu kat mak jek, dan sebagai gantinye aku gune peti ais yg sgt kecil (mini bar org panggil, kalo xsilap aku) milik tunang aku time tu (now my dear husband lah).

    Sejak kawin dan pindah ke rumah sewa sendiri, kitorang terus menggunakan peti ais kecik tuh..kesian kan.. :( So kitorang meletakkan pei ais sebagai top list barang yg kitorang kena beli... mcm aircond pe semua tu..have to hold dolu lah.. itupun kalo ader belanja lebey...

    Perasaan dapat peti ais baru?? sangat happy.. bukan ape, sebab selama nie xboleh pun nak simpan bahan mentah, salu sayur, ikan dan daging kena beli sket2. Makanan left over pun byk buang sebab xtahan lama... jadek agak berlakulah pembaziran jugerr..

    Kitorang beli peti ais dua pintu, jenama Samsung sebab design dia cantik... nak beli Panasonic...mahal sangat, over budget lah plak. Laeipun, baca brochure dia, samsung nie not bad jugak function dia.. ader triple booster, silver nano deodorizer, green zone, dan tray dia semua senang nak dicuci.. xder lekuk2 kat bhgn dalam pintu... oh yer.. dia gune tempered glass yang boleh hold sampai 100kg, tp aku raser semua peti ais skang mcm tu. Salesman dr Harvey Norman yang recommend itu, pergi HSL dia recommend Toshiba, pergi OnKing direcommendkan LG, lastly beli Samsung sebab aku suker design dia plus memang dlm budget kitorang.

    Tp OnKing yang offer harga paling rendah, so kitorang beli kat OnKing dekat kawasan kota kemuning jek. Aku juger dapat tebus rm100 untuk maybank nyer treatspoint, so sangat suke sebab dpt jimat rm100 lagik, plus free delivery..and dpt free gift satu set tupperware (ade 10pieces kalo xsilap aku).

    Lpas nie boleh la buat pudding and choclate cake.. yahooo!!

    www.tips-fb.com Looking Up Ahead

    Tuesday, October 05, 2010
    ~ We could never know what lies in the future, the best to do is use whatever information we had in hand and make the best decision~ wedding crasher~

    www.tips-fb.com Thank You Love

    Monday, October 04, 2010
    My Love,



    Thank you for helping me to do the house chores...

    Thank you for accompanying me through the night when I am doing my work at home...

    Thank you for not complaining when I have no time to entertain or take care of you properly...

    Thank you for being understanding of my situation...

    Thank you for being patience with me...



    Thanks so much...



    I love you... yesterday, today, tomorow and forever <3





    www.tips-fb.com Hectic

    Friday, October 01, 2010
    These few days hass been very hectic for me. For the very first time I have to get my hand dirty with all of the stored procedures and database query. I never had real experence toying with database before, but the database failure incident that happen at my work place, really got me forcing my brain to digest the information, to restore everything back to normal.

    Last night, after running the never-seem-to-end procedure, I finally went back home at 12.30am, hoping dearly in my heart that when I come back in the morning, I could see some progress to it. Dissapointed to see that the query is still running, with the data slowly being populated (estimate to end is about 9days!!!), my leader know we have to find some other solution.

    Now we have to rstore back the corrupt data, and try to approach this with a new sight.

    Look like no weeken for me this week... but sometimes it's good to have to confront all of this issues. This is where the learning began :)

    After all, being busy is always 100% more better than being bored!

    :) Happy Working