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  • www.tips-fb.com Day 3

    Friday, October 30, 2009
    I received my new box of SIY on Tuesday and wednesday, I started my diet and my weight measurement is 60kg.(again start of at 60kg :P)

    That Tuesday nite, I consume SIY nite and after breakfast (1 mug of Nesvita Oatmeal), I drink SIY day. Lunch time I drink the Jus Diet Mate 5 (JDM5) and nite I have 1 pack of instant fried noodle plus I pack of snacks (Miow Miow keropok :P) because by this time already so hungry. Before sleep also, I took I bottle of SIY.

    On day 2, start off with 1 mug of oatmeal and SIY day juice, lunch with juice mate 5, dinner with one plate of white rice and 1 bowl of vegie soup (quite oily coz I eat outside) and then take SIY nite before sleep.

    Today, breakfast with 1 mug of oatmeal, then takes SIY juice, and I decided to take lunch because cannot "tahan" taking 2 things at once, plus so hungry lar, so I wanna make it one day SIY and one day JDM5. So for lunch I eat a quater pepper roasted chicken at Rasamas with Ice Lemon Tea. I also measure my weight using the 20sen digital scale outside Giant, and it showed 58.5kg. Dunno whether the machine is correct or not, but if its true, I lost 1.5kg edi. waaa..so happy.

    Tonite I am not going to take SIY juice because I am going to lunch tomorrow with JDM5.

    Chaiyok2 to me.

    p/s: I'll be in KL tomorrow, seeing my fiance always make me extra hungry, hope this time can "TAHAN" la.. haha....

    www.tips-fb.com Cosmetic

    Tuesday, October 27, 2009
    Right now I am a little crazy about cosmetic. Maybe because of the fact that I want to do my own make up on my wedding day. Why? I don't care about what people say, but I juz do not fancy bridal make up, it look all pretty in the picture, but up close, it looks so unnatural. I want people to see me, and not some make up oversized walking doll. No offense ya people!

    Yesterday I went to Jusco Bandar Perda with the girls and bought Kate Gel Eyeline, Red Earth Magic Line Kohl Eyeliner Pencil, (white), Kate Make Up Base UV at Sasa. Actually have wanted to buy Red Earth Perfect Line but they didn't have the Black colour, only brown, and after went to three Sasa (QBMall, SCMall, Jusco), I decided to give up on it. Maybe I buy it later, another time. Then I went to Elianto. I have wanted to try its make up remover. I choose the ELIANTO CRYSTAL BRIGHT CAVIAR and PEARL CLEANSING OIL for face, lips and eyes make up remover. I try it last nite. It is strong enuff to remove my smudge-proof mascara, eyeliner and foundation, but its is very oily. I need to cleanse my face thoroughly to get rid of the oil.

    I am now looking to buy Urban Decay Eyeshadow Primer Potion and Coastal Scent Eyeshadow. I need to buy concealer too, but dont know which one is worth it. For foundation, I am looking at Bobbi Brown Liquid Foundation. Gonna buy that next week, I hope still have some money for it.

    Well, my car insurance gonna expired soon, there goes rm1k of my salary this month. Hurm, so many things to buy, so lttle money.. haish!!

    www.tips-fb.com Oh Noo

    Monday, October 26, 2009
    Lama betul tinggalkan diet. Selepas raya sampailah sekarang. Makan memang ikut sedap jer. Tak sedar diri tinggal laei 47 hari jer untuk hari perkahwinan. Sebenarnya agak terkejut lah tengok penimbang berat hari tu. Berat naik balik sehingga 61 kg. Alamak, inilah gara2 tidak berdisiplin jaga makan. So start this week, aku mesti kembali menjaga pemakanan.

    Arituh try SIY. Skang dah beli Jus Diet Mate 5. Tapi belum minum lagilah. Sebab baru ja order laei satu kotak SIY untuk diri sendiri. So aku ingat, nak amalkan SIY dan JDM5 serentak. Hopefully boleh nampak hasilnyer. Takmolah nanti pakai baju pengantin x cantik. Kena tunggu SIY sampai dolu, then baru start serious diet.

    Oleh itu, janjiku pada diri sendiri... mesti diet. Atleast turunkan 5kg berat sebelum majlis. :)

    www.tips-fb.com Preparation

    Tuesday, October 20, 2009
    Orang selalu tanya, macam mana dengan preparation. Yelah, tak sampai laei dua bulan jer for wedding. I admit, if compare to other people, our preparation is really modest, and we haven't done much. But we are not too worried about that. So let me summaries here what have been done.

    All the wedding application form is ready, now waiting to submit. Tok Imam cakap, borang hanya boleh submit sebulan sebelum tarikh akad nikah ke pejabat agama. So I'll need to submit the form after 12 November 2009.

    My wedding dress dah hantar tailor. Just jahit sehelai jer.. for akad nikah dan juga wedding, because we did it all on one day, I don't think we need two dresses for that. One would be enuff. The wedding dress would be ready on 7 Nov 2009.

    The canopy has been booked. Along with Meja Pengantin.

    The curtains already been sent to tailor (btw, my sister's sister in law is the one who help me to sew it).

    And a few little things bought here and there.

    Well... thats it.

    Supposely next week I go to KL to search for hantaran items and to book the wedding dress there for Kajang reception, but my darling will be outstation to Terengganu. So look like another week to postpone. I think I take this weekend to search for Bridal House or Beauty Saloon to do the Henna.

    My darling also insisted to do the Wedding cards by himself. So I hope it will be ready by next month, so I could start to sent it around.

    Really wish everything will went well :)

    www.tips-fb.com Sadness

    Wednesday, October 14, 2009
    Sadness, is not one of the feeling that I should feel right now. I rather be mad than sad. Because the feeling of sadness, its too heavy for me to carry on. They said, the journey towards marriage should be a happy and exciting. Where the groom would lets his bride choose how she would like it to be. The excited bride usually want to live up the feeling, not compress the feeling, and feeling worried and scared all the time. He acted as if he do not care about my feeling. Why does he always failed to comfort me, to give me the assurance that the day would be special for us. Why not he want to be excited as I am? Is he hiding something?

    I am just like any other girl. I seek to be appreciate. Treated like a princess. Honour like a queen. Pampered like a baby. I also have my dream wedding, I push all of it a way, juz to be with him would be the greatest present of all, but that doesn't mean that I do not want it to be special. I am sad.

    Yes, I am sad. Too sad to even have any other feeling. To sad to care about any other things. To sad even to pest him with my continuous calls to seek attention. Too sad even to feel mad anymore.

    Sadness... I shouldn't be feeling it right now. Not tonight. Not when everything should be alright.

    But, there would not be any comfort words for me tonite. He would not call. I know. He doesnt think that I deserve it.

    www.tips-fb.com A Song

    Friday, October 09, 2009
    This is the song that is playing in my radio, while I'm driving during office's lunch time. Haven't hear it for a while and I really enjoyed this song. One marvelous lyric and evergreen song. If only somebody could truly understand its meaning .

    Have You Ever Love A Woman- Bryan Adams

    To really love a woman
    To understand her - you gotta know it deep inside
    Hear every thought - see every dream
    N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
    Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
    You know you really love a woman

    When you love a woman you tell her
    that she's really wanted
    When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
    she needs somebody to tell her
    that it's gonna last forever
    So tell me have you ever really
    - really really ever loved a woman?

    To really love a woman
    Let her hold you -
    til ya know how she needs to be touched
    You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
    Til you can feel her in your blood
    N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
    You know you really love a woman

    When you love a woman
    you tell her that she's really wanted
    When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
    she needs somebody to tell her
    that you'll always be together
    So tell me have you ever really -
    really really ever loved a woman?

    You got to give her some faith - hold her tight
    A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
    She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
    Ya really gotta love your woman...

    Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
    You know you really love a woman
    When you love a woman you tell her
    that she's really wanted
    When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
    she needs somebody to tell her
    that it's gonna last forever
    So tell me have you ever really
    - really really ever loved a woman?

    Just tell me have you ever really,
    really, really, ever loved a woman? You got to tell me
    Just tell me have you ever really,
    really, really, ever loved a woman?

    www.tips-fb.com Treats

    I still remember. Back then when I was still little, until I am in Primary School, the best treats for me was a KFC meal which my mom brought back from her factory, because they were celebrating something.

    My mom used to work as a Factory Operator. If she has Annual Dinner or the boss was giving the employee a treat, my mom would received one box of Dinner Plate meal from KFC.

    She would woke us up in the middle of the nite [she usually reach home around +-12 midnite from work] and told us that she brought KFC back home. She didn't eat it because she wanted to gave to us. All of us would be so happy. While rubbing our eyes, and tearing the KFC box, we would happily eat the delicious KFC.

    Now that I am older, and have my own money, I didn't like KFC that much, but I still remember the feeling, of enjoyment when consuming KFC. A once-a-while treat from mother, although she didn't have the luxury of providing us the expensive stuff that rich kid would enjoy, but she gave us whatever she could afford. Sometimes we tend to forget the big sacrifice, event tho its look so simple.

    For that, I would like to thank my mother. I love you, eventho, I didn't say it much.

    www.tips-fb.com Atos Finally Out

    Thursday, October 08, 2009
    After two month being in the workshop for repair, Atos finally out yesterday. She's so smelly. I have sprayed her with one bottle of FeBreze. This evening gonna take her go mandi.

    I have taken a 1/2 day leave today, to settle my HIV Test for wedding preparation, and also going to wash my car.

    My feeling after getting Atoz back.. I dunno, it feels kinda weird actually, like it is not my car. The feeling really is different. Guess I have to take sometimes to adapt myself to her again.

    related entries A very bad day and Poor Atos

    www.tips-fb.com Destructive

    Wednesday, October 07, 2009
    A thick, black, evil, and tempting feeling of being destructive, resulting from unknown source, therefore will not have any cure.

    It can be keep hidden and suppress, but its there, always there, waiting to emerge.

    www.tips-fb.com PURE ANGER!!

    Tuesday, October 06, 2009
    If u cannot stand five minute of silence, than you would not truly understand me. Believe me, U cannot handle me. Because if you know, it is not silence, its two people, connected on an invisible line, that each one of them is somehow connected, from far, eventho not with words.