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    Friday, December 26, 2008


    We were both young when I first saw you
    I close my eyes
    And the flashback starts
    I'm standing there
    On a balcony of summer air

    See the lights,
    See the party, the ball gowns
    I see you make your way through the crowd
    You say hello
    Little did I know

    That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
    And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
    And I was crying on the staircase
    Begging you please don't go, and I said:

    Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
    I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
    You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
    It's a love story baby just say yes

    So I sneak out to the garden to see you
    We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
    So close your eyes
    Escape this town for a little while

    Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
    And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
    But you were everything to me
    And I was begging you please don't go and I said:

    Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
    I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
    You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
    It's a love story baby just say yes

    Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
    This love is difficult, but it's real,
    Don't be afraid
    We'll make it out of this mess
    It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

    I got tired of waiting
    Wondering if you were ever coming around
    My faith in you was fading
    When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

    Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
    I keep waiting for you but you never come
    Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
    He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

    And said:

    Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
    I love you and that's all I really know
    I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
    It's a love story baby just say yes

    Oh, oh, oh

    Oh, oh, oh, oh

    Cause we were both young when I first saw you

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    www.tips-fb.com Merry Christmas People

    Wednesday, December 24, 2008


    To all people who celebrate Christmas, I would like to wish you a merry happy christmas.

    I will also be on holiday from 27 Dec till 4th January.. so happy holiday to me too !

    :)

    www.tips-fb.com Twilight Saga

    Tuesday, December 23, 2008
    FINALLY finish reading the TWILIGHT SAAGA... HOORAYY!!

    1) Twilight
    2) New Moon
    3) Eclipse
    4) Breaking Dawn

    Love the last book the best!

    www.tips-fb.com Costume

    Finally I have sumthin to look 4ward to. I am so excited that finally I found a costume rental shop in penang, the store is located in Megamall Penang, level 2. The rental price quite expensive and it make me really think thrice before making decision. There's no other shop than I've known of, and because this is my first experience to go to a costume party, I wouldn't mind investing some money for a good memory. Was hoping my darling would be more understanding in this. He always got carried away when its me and spending money, because in the end he is afraid that I wouldn't have enuff money to go by the next month. I am not saying that his worries is unreasonable, but once awhile, cant you just be happy and excited as I am. What done is done right...

    www.tips-fb.com My Space

    Monday, December 22, 2008
    I am no more comfortable being in airtight space than discussing my private life with people. So butt off! I value my privacy more than anything else.

    www.tips-fb.com Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin

    Friday, December 19, 2008


    If I had to
    I would put myself right beside you
    So let me ask
    Would you like that?
    Would you like that?

    And I don't mind
    If you say this love is the last time
    So now I'll ask
    Do you like that?
    Do you like that?

    NO!!

    Something's getting in the way
    Something's just about to break
    I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
    So tell me how it should be

    Try to find out what makes you tick
    As I lie down
    Sore and sick
    Do you like that?
    Do you like that?

    There's a fine line
    Between love and hate
    And I don't mind
    Just let me say that I like that
    I like that

    Something's getting in the way
    Something's just about to break
    I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
    As I burn another page
    As I look the other way
    I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
    So tell me how it should be

    Desperate, I will crawl
    Waiting for so long
    No love, there is no love
    Die for anyone
    What have I become

    Something's getting in the way
    Something's just about to break
    I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
    As I burn another page
    As I look the other way
    I still try to find my place
    In the diary of Jane

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    www.tips-fb.com Would you like that..

    Every single time I thought that I have work things out, make sense of every single emotion or action that trigger my emotion, turn out to be I was wrong. why dont these positive feelings linger longer than my negative one. I believe I could taste the happiness, but I could hardly swallow it down.


    My feeling always much more stronger than usual, either it the feeling of love or hate. Guess I cant hide the passionate side of me.

    Should I stick listening to romantic love song or tune on my much more rebellious music to get me going? The impact it does to my life certainly is not as I was hoping it to be.

    www.tips-fb.com Better

    Thursday, December 18, 2008
    Some how, I managed to feel a bit better.. not in my very best.. but better than yesterday.. and that good news to me, after all.

    and I finish reading the second book NEW MOON.. kinda slow reading the Twilight Series, thanks to the ebook version plus I only have time as much as I was at the office. Still didn't get my self a PC yet.

    Anyway.. one quotes from the book that I like

    "Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light
    and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there
    was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon,
    everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the
    stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."



    Now I am reading the third book.. Eclipse..

    www.tips-fb.com If I Were A Boy

    Wednesday, December 17, 2008


    If I were a boy
    Even just for a day
    I’d roll out of bed in the mornin
    And throw on what I wanted and go
    drink beer with the guys
    And chase after girls
    I’d kick with who I wanted
    And I'd never get confonted for it
    Cause they stick up for me.

    [Chorus]
    If I were a boy
    I think I could understand
    How it feels to love a girl
    I swear I’d be a better
    man.
    I’d listen to her
    Cause I know how it hurts
    When you lose the one you wanted
    Cause he’s taken you for granted
    And everything you had got destroyed

    If I were a boy
    I would turn off my phone
    Tell everyone it's broken
    So they think that I was sleeping alone
    I’d put myself first
    And make the rules as I go
    Cause I know that she’d be faithful
    Waitin’ for me to come home

    [Chorus]

    It’s a little too late for you to come back
    Say it's just a mistake
    Think I’d forgive you like that
    If you thought I would wait for you
    You thought wrong

    But you’re just a boy
    You don’t understand (Yeah you don’t understand)
    How it feels to love a girl
    Someday you wish you were a better man
    You don’t listen to her
    You don’t care how it hurts
    Until you lose the one you wanted
    Cause you’ve taken her for granted
    And everything you had got destroyed
    But you’re just a boy


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    www.tips-fb.com Lost Without You

    Everywhere I turned my head, there I will see you. All the faces and the voices now suddenly seem to be fading away. All I seem to hear is your voice, so clearly inside my head. I turn to run to where you are, try to catch your shadow, but what I caught are just empty spaces. I am lost without you. Don't know where to go and which way to turn to.

    I never thought that I
    Had anymore to give
    You're pushing me so far
    Here I am without you
    Drink to all that we have lost
    Mistakes we have made
    Everything will change
    But love remains the same

    www.tips-fb.com Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale



    A thousand times I've seen you standing
    Gravity like lunar landing
    You make me want to run till' I find you
    I shut the world away from here
    I drift to you, you're all I hear
    As everything we know fades to black

    Half the time the world is ending
    Truth is I am done pretending

    I never thought that I
    Had anymore to give
    You're pushing me so far
    Here I am without you
    Drink to all that we have lost
    Mistakes we have made
    Everything will change
    But love remains the same

    I find a place where we escape
    Take you with me for the space
    The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
    I walk the streets through seven bars
    I have to find just where you are
    The faces seem to blur
    They're all the same

    Half the time the world is ending
    Truth is I am done pretending

    I never thought that I
    Had anymore to give
    You're pushing me so far
    Here I am without you
    Drink to all that we have lost
    Mistakes we have made
    Everything will change
    But love remains the same

    So much more to say
    So much to be done
    Don't you trick me out
    We shall overcome
    It's all left still to play

    We should've had the sun
    Could have been inside
    Instead we're over here

    Half the time the world is ending
    Truth is I am done pretending
    Too much time too long defending
    You and I are done pretending

    I never thought that I
    Had anymore to give
    You're pushing me so far
    Here I am without you
    Drink to all that we have lost
    Mistakes we have made
    Everything will change
    Everything will change

    I, oh I,
    I wish this could last forever
    I, oh I,
    As if we could last forever

    Love remains the same
    Love remains the same



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    www.tips-fb.com I Need You

    Tuesday, December 16, 2008
    I need you, rite now. dont go yet

    But I have things to do, its not that I dont love you, but I have to settle my things first

    But I am feeling utterly miserable. This is one of the time I need you to stay with me.. dont leave me alone

    We'll see each other pretty soon. You have to understand, I cant forgo this whole week like that. I need to send out my resume, and I also need internet connection to do my work

    Just stay, atleast for two days

    I am sorry I cant. Please dont feel frustrated or angry. Try to understand

    OK.

    Hang UP.



    It's one of that time when I need you the most.
    Just stay...

    www.tips-fb.com Wrong

    There's something seriously wrong with me and I dont know what's that. Life has been good to me, but I never felt content. It is not enuff and I don't know what am I missing. Lack of skill to confide my problem not because I dont want to, but I dont know how. At this precise moment, I felt so miserable, but I dont know why or how can I push it away. I dont know what to do to make me feel okay. I keep calling the same person, hoping that he could say something different that would make me feel better but each time it only making it worst. I feel angry but at who? I feel sad but why? I feel empty yet dont know what I am missing.

    I want to let it all out but I dont know how or describe what I feel. I am desperate for somebody to help me but I myself dont know what is there to help?

    Am I going nuts? I am so afraid. What is wrong with me? There's a strong urge of suicidal emotion inside me... but for what reason? Who can help me with this? Will I lost control over my life. I am not crazy am I? People say that crazy people never think that they are crazy, but I am sane enuff to write this, meaning I still have my sanity with me.

    Maybe I am under depression, but what cause the depression? My childhood, my past life, present life or is it my foggy future?

    There's a lot of people who is undergoing a life more harder than me, but why am I feeling this way? Why should I feel so stressful?

    Each time I want to confide to him, I am only making him feel depress also.. so my depression is contagious. I dont want him to feel burden by my existence, but I need some one, I dont trust anybody else.. I never told anybody my exact feeling.. it that what really cause me to feel depress?

    Can anybody diagnose me? Am I suffering a personality disorder? Or is this something that has to do with hormones?

    Why am I feeling this? Oh God, are you punishing me for something, or am I subconsciously punishing myself? Am I trying to block my own happiness? Am I not letting myself to be happy? Am I feel guilty enuff to punish myself and lock my happiness away and throw the key?

    Why cant I be normal? Why do I who could rationally evaluate things and analyze whatever happen, categorized the dos and don't s, still thinking like a mad person?

    What is wrong with me??

    www.tips-fb.com Happiness is merely a far-fetched delusion

    In the full moons light I listen to the stream
    And in between the silence hear you calling me
    But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
    And If I come home how will I ever leave


    The sound has lost it voice, come the deadly silent that consume me hungrily, devouring my every flesh, biting me, waking me up from my unreasonable dream. It cannot prevent me from looking back over my shoulder, just to see him laughing at my stupidity. When reality come flooding back at me, drowning me with the truth, yes, love is a mere delusion. Love is what you seek in order to make yourself feel worthy. What about if the effect is contradicted from what you intended it to be.. and it only left you feeling worthless.

    Now I’m a fat house cat
    Nursing my sore blunt tongue
    Watching the warm poison rats
    Curl through the wide fence cracks
    Pissing on magazine photos
    Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
    Blood of Christ mountain stream


    Trying to hold on to my hopeless sanity, grabbing everywhere for a helping hand to keep me from falling a part. All the crowded people cannot take my loneliness away, all alone and wet with tears, how I wish for a person to understand me.

    www.tips-fb.com Courtesy of my friend

    Monday, December 15, 2008
    Nie gambar yang diedit oleh memberku yang terlebih rajin.

    HEhe.. terima kasih yerr Che Hakam.


    www.tips-fb.com Shelby


    Oh ya..waktu stay kat PGH arituh, tetiba terserempak ngn shelby kat lift. paa laei.. tangkap ganbar lerr...

    www.tips-fb.com A facade of happiness

    "Be careful what you wish for"


    When a dream seems like a dream, life is much more motivated and wonderful, but if the dream and your wish transform to reality, would you be happy as you claim that you would be?

    Dissatisfaction trigger by selfishness of others, yet the victims, so-called the innocent one would suffer the most. To be happy for others is really a hard thing to do if you yourself not happy, but is it that hard to be happy for the one that you claim to love?

    www.tips-fb.com When I m With You - Faber Drive

    Wednesday, December 03, 2008
    Saw you walk in to the room
    Thought i'd try to talk to you
    Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
    Its been two years to the day
    half the time I've been away
    i know I'm not there enough
    but that is gonna change
    cause I'm coming back
    to show you that
    I'm keeping the promise that i made

    When i'm with you
    I'll make every second count
    cause i miss you, whenever your not around
    when i kiss you
    i still get butterflies
    years from now
    I'll make every second count
    when I'm with you

    yeah
    we've had our ups and downs
    but we've always worked them out
    babe am i ever glad we got this far now
    still i'm lying here tonight
    wishing i was by your side
    cause when i'm not there enough
    nothing feels right
    so i'm coming back to show you that
    I'll love you the rest of my life

    when i'm with you
    I'll make every second count
    cause i miss you, whenever your not around
    when i kiss you
    i still get butterflies
    years from now
    i'll make every second count
    when i'm with you
    when i'm with you

    whatever it takes
    im not gonna break the promise i made

    when i'm with you
    I'll make every second count
    cause i miss you

    when i'm with you
    I'll make every second count
    cause i miss you, whenever your not around
    when i kiss you
    i still get butterflies
    years from now
    i'll make every second count
    when i'm with you
    when i'm with you
    when i'm with you
    when i'm with you

    www.tips-fb.com Twilight

    I finally finish reading Twilight and just cannot wait to continue my reading on New Moon and Eclipse. These books are really easy to read. It suit my mood right now and most importantly, it bring out the side of me that sometime I almost forgotten. The romantic feeling of falling in love and the electricity that use to electrocute me each time I was with him. It bring back memories. Not all good, some are bad, but honestly, that what make the relationship more meaningful. The sentences are really light and easy to absorb, more to teenage reading material. Yet no harm done in being a teenager all over again. :P

    My indulgence in books always influence on how I feels, that go as well for movie. It like I always relate whatever I read to my reality and try to make mine some thing like what have been written creatively on the pieces of papers. No wonder why I really enjoy reading and watching movie so much.

    In the book, it say something about smell. And I believe you don't have to be a vampire to realize that each of us has our very own unique scent that would attract our life partner. We will make aware of that smell, like how my darling smell, I could distinguish his smell, like he could distinguish mine. For me, his smell is sweet and masculine and when the smell mix with his Silver Romance perfume, if I were a snow flake, I already melt. Even if he is far from me, I would still remember the sweet scent.

    Enuff bout that, tomorrow I will be going to KL for two days. That would be my first time stay in Palace of Golden Horses. I am so excited. And is more excited to see my darling there. :)

    www.tips-fb.com With You

    Tuesday, December 02, 2008
    Life was like a moonless night
    Shrouded in the stars
    Beauty can be such a fright
    But now you're in my arms



    He held me close and kiss my forehead. Holding my hands tightly, he whispered the promises.

    " I will always love you no matter what ever happen"
    "No one going to break us a part, even if they try hard enough"
    "The love I share with you would never have an end, even Death can't broke the tie that bind us together"

    I cried. Not of being afraid. But I am so glad. I am so grateful that love as great as this has found my lost soul, and lead me to forever land with him beside me. He wipe my tears away and force a beautiful smile on his pretty face. I know, I am forever his.

    You are my life now
    Can't you see
    I'd cross oceans
    I'd swim seas
    To be with you
    That's enough for me.

    Beneath a dancing free moonlight, where two lost soul has finally find each other, the world has finally make sense after all. As we embracing each other, feeling his warmth make me realize how lucky I am. My life now, finally complete.

    Your face is like a poison
    Intoxicating me
    How can we live forever
    When our love can never be.

    The hardship we'll soon would face, I thought I wouldn't have the courage to face on, but now everything seem so clear, that nothing else matter but us. I am no longer afraid. Holding your hand, putting the blind faith on us, and trusting the strength of our love, I know, if not now, someday, we will be each other fate.


    -->the lyric from Bella's Lullaby , Twilight OST 2008<--

    www.tips-fb.com What Breed of Cat am I?

    Monday, December 01, 2008
    I taken this quiz link from Unid Blog. Thanks Unid yeah..





    You Are a Bengal Cat



    You look wild, but deep down, you're really quite sweet.

    You are curious about the world around you, and you love to explore.



    You liked to swim and climb trees as a kid... and probably still do!

    You are confident and energetic. You are ready to take on the world.

    www.tips-fb.com Bhutan in Cat of The Day

    Finally, Bhutan managed to be featured in Cat of the Day. I am so happy for Bhutan. Now she can declare 29 November as her day. always.

    Please follow the link to see about Bhutan. :)

    People are talking about Bhutan here