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  • www.tips-fb.com Love Story

    Friday, December 26, 2008

    We were both young when I first saw you
    I close my eyes
    And the flashback starts
    I'm standing there
    On a balcony of summer air

    See the lights,
    See the party, the ball gowns
    I see you make your way through the crowd
    You say hello
    Little did I know

    That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
    And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
    And I was crying on the staircase
    Begging you please don't go, and I said:

    Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
    I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
    You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
    It's a love story baby just say yes

    So I sneak out to the garden to see you
    We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
    So close your eyes
    Escape this town for a little while

    Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
    And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
    But you were everything to me
    And I was begging you please don't go and I said:

    Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
    I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
    You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
    It's a love story baby just say yes

    Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
    This love is difficult, but it's real,
    Don't be afraid
    We'll make it out of this mess
    It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

    I got tired of waiting
    Wondering if you were ever coming around
    My faith in you was fading
    When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

    Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
    I keep waiting for you but you never come
    Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
    He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

    And said:

    Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
    I love you and that's all I really know
    I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
    It's a love story baby just say yes

    Oh, oh, oh

    Oh, oh, oh, oh

    Cause we were both young when I first saw you

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    www.tips-fb.com Merry Christmas People

    Wednesday, December 24, 2008

    To all people who celebrate Christmas, I would like to wish you a merry happy christmas.

    I will also be on holiday from 27 Dec till 4th January.. so happy holiday to me too !


    www.tips-fb.com Twilight Saga

    Tuesday, December 23, 2008
    FINALLY finish reading the TWILIGHT SAAGA... HOORAYY!!

    1) Twilight
    2) New Moon
    3) Eclipse
    4) Breaking Dawn

    Love the last book the best!

    www.tips-fb.com Costume

    Finally I have sumthin to look 4ward to. I am so excited that finally I found a costume rental shop in penang, the store is located in Megamall Penang, level 2. The rental price quite expensive and it make me really think thrice before making decision. There's no other shop than I've known of, and because this is my first experience to go to a costume party, I wouldn't mind investing some money for a good memory. Was hoping my darling would be more understanding in this. He always got carried away when its me and spending money, because in the end he is afraid that I wouldn't have enuff money to go by the next month. I am not saying that his worries is unreasonable, but once awhile, cant you just be happy and excited as I am. What done is done right...

    www.tips-fb.com My Space

    Monday, December 22, 2008
    I am no more comfortable being in airtight space than discussing my private life with people. So butt off! I value my privacy more than anything else.

    www.tips-fb.com Diary Of Jane - Breaking Benjamin

    Friday, December 19, 2008

    If I had to
    I would put myself right beside you
    So let me ask
    Would you like that?
    Would you like that?

    And I don't mind
    If you say this love is the last time
    So now I'll ask
    Do you like that?
    Do you like that?


    Something's getting in the way
    Something's just about to break
    I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
    So tell me how it should be

    Try to find out what makes you tick
    As I lie down
    Sore and sick
    Do you like that?
    Do you like that?

    There's a fine line
    Between love and hate
    And I don't mind
    Just let me say that I like that
    I like that

    Something's getting in the way
    Something's just about to break
    I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
    As I burn another page
    As I look the other way
    I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
    So tell me how it should be

    Desperate, I will crawl
    Waiting for so long
    No love, there is no love
    Die for anyone
    What have I become

    Something's getting in the way
    Something's just about to break
    I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
    As I burn another page
    As I look the other way
    I still try to find my place
    In the diary of Jane


    www.tips-fb.com Would you like that..

    Every single time I thought that I have work things out, make sense of every single emotion or action that trigger my emotion, turn out to be I was wrong. why dont these positive feelings linger longer than my negative one. I believe I could taste the happiness, but I could hardly swallow it down.

    My feeling always much more stronger than usual, either it the feeling of love or hate. Guess I cant hide the passionate side of me.

    Should I stick listening to romantic love song or tune on my much more rebellious music to get me going? The impact it does to my life certainly is not as I was hoping it to be.

    www.tips-fb.com Better

    Thursday, December 18, 2008
    Some how, I managed to feel a bit better.. not in my very best.. but better than yesterday.. and that good news to me, after all.

    and I finish reading the second book NEW MOON.. kinda slow reading the Twilight Series, thanks to the ebook version plus I only have time as much as I was at the office. Still didn't get my self a PC yet.

    Anyway.. one quotes from the book that I like

    "Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light
    and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there
    was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon,
    everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the
    stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

    Now I am reading the third book.. Eclipse..

    www.tips-fb.com If I Were A Boy

    Wednesday, December 17, 2008

    If I were a boy
    Even just for a day
    I’d roll out of bed in the mornin
    And throw on what I wanted and go
    drink beer with the guys
    And chase after girls
    I’d kick with who I wanted
    And I'd never get confonted for it
    Cause they stick up for me.

    If I were a boy
    I think I could understand
    How it feels to love a girl
    I swear I’d be a better
    I’d listen to her
    Cause I know how it hurts
    When you lose the one you wanted
    Cause he’s taken you for granted
    And everything you had got destroyed

    If I were a boy
    I would turn off my phone
    Tell everyone it's broken
    So they think that I was sleeping alone
    I’d put myself first
    And make the rules as I go
    Cause I know that she’d be faithful
    Waitin’ for me to come home


    It’s a little too late for you to come back
    Say it's just a mistake
    Think I’d forgive you like that
    If you thought I would wait for you
    You thought wrong

    But you’re just a boy
    You don’t understand (Yeah you don’t understand)
    How it feels to love a girl
    Someday you wish you were a better man
    You don’t listen to her
    You don’t care how it hurts
    Until you lose the one you wanted
    Cause you’ve taken her for granted
    And everything you had got destroyed
    But you’re just a boy


    www.tips-fb.com Lost Without You

    Everywhere I turned my head, there I will see you. All the faces and the voices now suddenly seem to be fading away. All I seem to hear is your voice, so clearly inside my head. I turn to run to where you are, try to catch your shadow, but what I caught are just empty spaces. I am lost without you. Don't know where to go and which way to turn to.

    I never thought that I
    Had anymore to give
    You're pushing me so far
    Here I am without you
    Drink to all that we have lost
    Mistakes we have made
    Everything will change
    But love remains the same

    www.tips-fb.com Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale

    A thousand times I've seen you standing
    Gravity like lunar landing
    You make me want to run till' I find you
    I shut the world away from here
    I drift to you, you're all I hear
    As everything we know fades to black

    Half the time the world is ending
    Truth is I am done pretending

    I never thought that I
    Had anymore to give
    You're pushing me so far
    Here I am without you
    Drink to all that we have lost
    Mistakes we have made
    Everything will change
    But love remains the same

    I find a place where we escape
    Take you with me for the space
    The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
    I walk the streets through seven bars
    I have to find just where you are
    The faces seem to blur
    They're all the same

    Half the time the world is ending
    Truth is I am done pretending

    I never thought that I
    Had anymore to give
    You're pushing me so far
    Here I am without you
    Drink to all that we have lost
    Mistakes we have made
    Everything will change
    But love remains the same

    So much more to say
    So much to be done
    Don't you trick me out
    We shall overcome
    It's all left still to play

    We should've had the sun
    Could have been inside
    Instead we're over here

    Half the time the world is ending
    Truth is I am done pretending
    Too much time too long defending
    You and I are done pretending

    I never thought that I
    Had anymore to give
    You're pushing me so far
    Here I am without you
    Drink to all that we have lost
    Mistakes we have made
    Everything will change
    Everything will change

    I, oh I,
    I wish this could last forever
    I, oh I,
    As if we could last forever

    Love remains the same
    Love remains the same


    www.tips-fb.com I Need You

    Tuesday, December 16, 2008
    I need you, rite now. dont go yet

    But I have things to do, its not that I dont love you, but I have to settle my things first

    But I am feeling utterly miserable. This is one of the time I need you to stay with me.. dont leave me alone

    We'll see each other pretty soon. You have to understand, I cant forgo this whole week like that. I need to send out my resume, and I also need internet connection to do my work

    Just stay, atleast for two days

    I am sorry I cant. Please dont feel frustrated or angry. Try to understand


    Hang UP.

    It's one of that time when I need you the most.
    Just stay...

    www.tips-fb.com Wrong

    There's something seriously wrong with me and I dont know what's that. Life has been good to me, but I never felt content. It is not enuff and I don't know what am I missing. Lack of skill to confide my problem not because I dont want to, but I dont know how. At this precise moment, I felt so miserable, but I dont know why or how can I push it away. I dont know what to do to make me feel okay. I keep calling the same person, hoping that he could say something different that would make me feel better but each time it only making it worst. I feel angry but at who? I feel sad but why? I feel empty yet dont know what I am missing.

    I want to let it all out but I dont know how or describe what I feel. I am desperate for somebody to help me but I myself dont know what is there to help?

    Am I going nuts? I am so afraid. What is wrong with me? There's a strong urge of suicidal emotion inside me... but for what reason? Who can help me with this? Will I lost control over my life. I am not crazy am I? People say that crazy people never think that they are crazy, but I am sane enuff to write this, meaning I still have my sanity with me.

    Maybe I am under depression, but what cause the depression? My childhood, my past life, present life or is it my foggy future?

    There's a lot of people who is undergoing a life more harder than me, but why am I feeling this way? Why should I feel so stressful?

    Each time I want to confide to him, I am only making him feel depress also.. so my depression is contagious. I dont want him to feel burden by my existence, but I need some one, I dont trust anybody else.. I never told anybody my exact feeling.. it that what really cause me to feel depress?

    Can anybody diagnose me? Am I suffering a personality disorder? Or is this something that has to do with hormones?

    Why am I feeling this? Oh God, are you punishing me for something, or am I subconsciously punishing myself? Am I trying to block my own happiness? Am I not letting myself to be happy? Am I feel guilty enuff to punish myself and lock my happiness away and throw the key?

    Why cant I be normal? Why do I who could rationally evaluate things and analyze whatever happen, categorized the dos and don't s, still thinking like a mad person?

    What is wrong with me??

    www.tips-fb.com Happiness is merely a far-fetched delusion

    In the full moons light I listen to the stream
    And in between the silence hear you calling me
    But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
    And If I come home how will I ever leave

    The sound has lost it voice, come the deadly silent that consume me hungrily, devouring my every flesh, biting me, waking me up from my unreasonable dream. It cannot prevent me from looking back over my shoulder, just to see him laughing at my stupidity. When reality come flooding back at me, drowning me with the truth, yes, love is a mere delusion. Love is what you seek in order to make yourself feel worthy. What about if the effect is contradicted from what you intended it to be.. and it only left you feeling worthless.

    Now I’m a fat house cat
    Nursing my sore blunt tongue
    Watching the warm poison rats
    Curl through the wide fence cracks
    Pissing on magazine photos
    Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
    Blood of Christ mountain stream

    Trying to hold on to my hopeless sanity, grabbing everywhere for a helping hand to keep me from falling a part. All the crowded people cannot take my loneliness away, all alone and wet with tears, how I wish for a person to understand me.

    www.tips-fb.com Courtesy of my friend

    Monday, December 15, 2008
    Nie gambar yang diedit oleh memberku yang terlebih rajin.

    HEhe.. terima kasih yerr Che Hakam.

    www.tips-fb.com Shelby

    Oh ya..waktu stay kat PGH arituh, tetiba terserempak ngn shelby kat lift. paa laei.. tangkap ganbar lerr...

    www.tips-fb.com A facade of happiness

    "Be careful what you wish for"

    When a dream seems like a dream, life is much more motivated and wonderful, but if the dream and your wish transform to reality, would you be happy as you claim that you would be?

    Dissatisfaction trigger by selfishness of others, yet the victims, so-called the innocent one would suffer the most. To be happy for others is really a hard thing to do if you yourself not happy, but is it that hard to be happy for the one that you claim to love?

    www.tips-fb.com When I m With You - Faber Drive

    Wednesday, December 03, 2008
    Saw you walk in to the room
    Thought i'd try to talk to you
    Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
    Its been two years to the day
    half the time I've been away
    i know I'm not there enough
    but that is gonna change
    cause I'm coming back
    to show you that
    I'm keeping the promise that i made

    When i'm with you
    I'll make every second count
    cause i miss you, whenever your not around
    when i kiss you
    i still get butterflies
    years from now
    I'll make every second count
    when I'm with you

    we've had our ups and downs
    but we've always worked them out
    babe am i ever glad we got this far now
    still i'm lying here tonight
    wishing i was by your side
    cause when i'm not there enough
    nothing feels right
    so i'm coming back to show you that
    I'll love you the rest of my life

    when i'm with you
    I'll make every second count
    cause i miss you, whenever your not around
    when i kiss you
    i still get butterflies
    years from now
    i'll make every second count
    when i'm with you
    when i'm with you

    whatever it takes
    im not gonna break the promise i made

    when i'm with you
    I'll make every second count
    cause i miss you

    when i'm with you
    I'll make every second count
    cause i miss you, whenever your not around
    when i kiss you
    i still get butterflies
    years from now
    i'll make every second count
    when i'm with you
    when i'm with you
    when i'm with you
    when i'm with you

    www.tips-fb.com Twilight

    I finally finish reading Twilight and just cannot wait to continue my reading on New Moon and Eclipse. These books are really easy to read. It suit my mood right now and most importantly, it bring out the side of me that sometime I almost forgotten. The romantic feeling of falling in love and the electricity that use to electrocute me each time I was with him. It bring back memories. Not all good, some are bad, but honestly, that what make the relationship more meaningful. The sentences are really light and easy to absorb, more to teenage reading material. Yet no harm done in being a teenager all over again. :P

    My indulgence in books always influence on how I feels, that go as well for movie. It like I always relate whatever I read to my reality and try to make mine some thing like what have been written creatively on the pieces of papers. No wonder why I really enjoy reading and watching movie so much.

    In the book, it say something about smell. And I believe you don't have to be a vampire to realize that each of us has our very own unique scent that would attract our life partner. We will make aware of that smell, like how my darling smell, I could distinguish his smell, like he could distinguish mine. For me, his smell is sweet and masculine and when the smell mix with his Silver Romance perfume, if I were a snow flake, I already melt. Even if he is far from me, I would still remember the sweet scent.

    Enuff bout that, tomorrow I will be going to KL for two days. That would be my first time stay in Palace of Golden Horses. I am so excited. And is more excited to see my darling there. :)

    www.tips-fb.com With You

    Tuesday, December 02, 2008
    Life was like a moonless night
    Shrouded in the stars
    Beauty can be such a fright
    But now you're in my arms

    He held me close and kiss my forehead. Holding my hands tightly, he whispered the promises.

    " I will always love you no matter what ever happen"
    "No one going to break us a part, even if they try hard enough"
    "The love I share with you would never have an end, even Death can't broke the tie that bind us together"

    I cried. Not of being afraid. But I am so glad. I am so grateful that love as great as this has found my lost soul, and lead me to forever land with him beside me. He wipe my tears away and force a beautiful smile on his pretty face. I know, I am forever his.

    You are my life now
    Can't you see
    I'd cross oceans
    I'd swim seas
    To be with you
    That's enough for me.

    Beneath a dancing free moonlight, where two lost soul has finally find each other, the world has finally make sense after all. As we embracing each other, feeling his warmth make me realize how lucky I am. My life now, finally complete.

    Your face is like a poison
    Intoxicating me
    How can we live forever
    When our love can never be.

    The hardship we'll soon would face, I thought I wouldn't have the courage to face on, but now everything seem so clear, that nothing else matter but us. I am no longer afraid. Holding your hand, putting the blind faith on us, and trusting the strength of our love, I know, if not now, someday, we will be each other fate.

    -->the lyric from Bella's Lullaby , Twilight OST 2008<--

    www.tips-fb.com What Breed of Cat am I?

    Monday, December 01, 2008
    I taken this quiz link from Unid Blog. Thanks Unid yeah..

    You Are a Bengal Cat

    You look wild, but deep down, you're really quite sweet.

    You are curious about the world around you, and you love to explore.

    You liked to swim and climb trees as a kid... and probably still do!

    You are confident and energetic. You are ready to take on the world.

    www.tips-fb.com Bhutan in Cat of The Day

    Finally, Bhutan managed to be featured in Cat of the Day. I am so happy for Bhutan. Now she can declare 29 November as her day. always.

    Please follow the link to see about Bhutan. :)

    People are talking about Bhutan here

    www.tips-fb.com My Favourite Flower

    Wednesday, November 26, 2008
    If you ask me before, which flower that I like, roses and sunflower would be my answer. But now, as time changed, I find that my favourite flower now would be Tulip and Cala Lily. These flowers are simple, elegant, beautiful, pure and perfect.

    So I Google out to find the meanings of Tulip. Juz for fun.

    Meaning of Tulip

    The is one of the world's most easily recognized and loved flowers. The meanings of tulips coupled with the immediately identifiable shape of their colorful blooms make them a comfortable flower choice. They are not too elegant, too romantic, too big, too small, or too bright; the tulip is always just right. They are like a favorite pair of jeans or your mom's fresh-baked cookies in that the meanings of tulips express genuine coziness and comfort in all of the right ways.

    The tulip originated over ten decades ago in Persia and Turkey, where it played a significant role in the art and culture of the time. Most likely commenting on the Turkish tradition of wearing tulips in one’s turban, Europeans mistakenly gave tulips their name, which comes from the Persian word meaning turban. As Europeans began taking to tulips, the flower’s popularity spread quickly, particularly in the Netherlands where a phenomenon dubbed tulip mania set in at one point during the 17th century. Tulips became so highly-prized that prices were sent soaring and markets crashing. Tulips are now grown throughout the world, but people still identify cultivated varieties as "Dutch tulips."

    The meaning of tulips is generally perfect love. Like many flowers, different colors of tulips also often carry their own significance. Red tulips are most strongly associated with true love, while purple symbolizes royalty. The meaning of yellow tulips has evolved somewhat, from once representing hopeless love to now being a common expression for cheerful thoughts and sunshine. White tulips are used to claim worthiness or to send a message of forgiveness. Variegated tulips, once among the most popular varieties due to their striking color patterns, represent beautiful eyes.

    With all of the sentiments and meanings of tulips, it's not surprising that their popularity continues to endure. The wide range of colors and varieties available allows them to be used for many occasions. In addition to being a favorite for cut flower arrangements, tulips can also be given as a potted plant. The growing and caring for of tulip bulb gardens and plants is a rewarding pastime for many flower lovers. As one of the world’s most beloved flowers, a gift of tulips is a sure delight, enchanting in its beauty and simplicity.

    Ahhh... tulip.. so pretty!!

    www.tips-fb.com Yoga and Aqidah

    Monday, November 24, 2008
    Baru-baru ini kita dikejutkan dengan penjelasan bahawa Yoga merupakan salah satu acara keagamaan orang hindu yang boleh memesongkan aqidah masyarakat Islam, sehingga Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan mengeluarkan fatwa bahawa Yoga adalah haram. Sejurus itu, pelbagai reaksi telah ditimbulkan oleh masyarakat Malaysia. Ada yang menerima tanpa banyak soal dan ada yang kurang memahami kenapa harus diharamkan, sedangkan tiada bacaan jampi atau mentera digunakan sewaktu mengamalkan yoga. Bukankah Yoga hanya satu senaman untuk menjaga kesihatan?Bagi masyarakat bukan Islam pula, ada yang langsung tidak mengambil kisah perkara ini, namun terdengar juga suara bahawa harus menjaga sensitiviti kaum bukan Islam.

    Provokasi-provokasi ini telah membuatkan saya berfikir. Mengapa kita masih mahu bermain-main dengan aqidah? Matikah kita tanpa Yoga, atau dengan tidak mengamalkan yoga, adakah tahap kesihatan kita akan terjejas, tidak bolehkah kita orang Islam yang terikat dengan solat lima waktu sehari, hidup tanpa mengamalkan yoga? Masih terdapat pelbagai amalan senaman yang boleh diikuti. Saya sendiri akur, saya pernah mengikuti kelas yoga sewaktu menyertai salah sebuah Gym, dan memang tiada nampak sebarang kesalahan dengan mengamalkan yoga. Tapi kalau sudah diperjelaskan mengapa kita tidak boleh mengamalkan yoga, beralih sajalah kepada perkara lain. Bukannya susah pun. Mahukah kita bermain-main dengan aqidah dan sesuatu yang kita tidak pasti, membuat anggapan kita sendiri, bagaimana kalau kita salah? Kemodenan dunia zaman sekarang, banyak menghalalkan cara asalkan kita sendiri rasakan ia tidak mengapa. Kita permudahkan hukum hakam untuk keselesaan hidup kita. Kita takut mendengar dan belajar mengenai agama sebab kalau kita dah tahu, tapi kita tak buat, kan dah berdosa, lainlah kita tak tahu, then kita buat... tak pelah.. kan tak tahu...

    Asal keluar fatwa atau apa-apa kenyataan mengenai pelaksanaan hukum Islam, pasti ramai yang terngadah. Yang peliknya, kenapa ada yang berpendapat fatwa yang dikeluarkan tidak menghiraukan sensitiviti kaum lain. Fatwa ini berkaitan dengan orang Islam. Seperti pemakaian tudung, penggunaan minuman keras... Islam mengharamkan untuk orang Islam, bukan mengecilkan orang lain. Orang Hindu yang tidak memakan daging lembu, adakah ia mengecilkan orang yang memakan daging lembu? Itukan ajaran agama masing-masing, dan kita bebas mengamalkannya. Begitu juga kesnya di sini. Kita tak perlu cepat benar berkecil hati sesama sendiri. Rasa hormat terhadap kebebasan pengamalan agama perlu ada bagi kita hidup dalam suasana harmoni.

    Apapun, ini hanya pendapat peribadiku. Aku pasti ramai yang mempunyai pendapat mereka tersendiri.

    www.tips-fb.com Paper Craft

    Friday, November 21, 2008
    hehe... tengok title ye2 je kan, tapi itulah yg kubuat arinie, melipat kertas jadik kotak dan cari template untuk paper craft yg lain. Ku rasa begitu teruja sebab macam bes je buat benda camnie. G cari paper cantik2, lekatkan sticker.. letak lace and ribbon.. mesti cute.
    Nanti kalo menjadi...ku letak gambar hasil kerja ku di sini.. :P

    www.tips-fb.com Fight Club Quotes

    Thursday, November 20, 2008
    You also would find this interesting. I did...

    Tyler Durden: Listen up, maggots. You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You're the same decaying organic matter as everything else.

    Narrator: When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep... and you're never really awake.
    Tyler Durden: It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything.

    Tyler Durden: You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.

    Tyler Durden: Where'd you go, psycho boy?
    Narrator: I felt like destroying something beautiful.

    Tyler Durden: Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.

    Narrator: [about the soap] Tyler sold his soap to department stores at $20 a bar. Lord knows what they charged. It was beautiful. We were selling rich women their own fat asses back to them.

    Narrator: When people think you're dying, they really, really listen to you, instead of just...
    Marla Singer: - instead of just waiting for their turn to speak?

    Tyler Durden: The things you own end up owning you.

    Tyler Durden: God Damn! We just had a near-life experience, fellas.

    Marla Singer: There are things about you that I like. You're smart, you're funny, you're... spectacular in bed... But you're intolerable! You have very serious emotional problems. Deep seated problems for which you should seek professional help.
    Narrator: I know, and I'm sorry...
    Marla Singer: Yeah, you're sorry, I'm sorry, everybody's sorry, but... I can't do this anymore. I can't. And I won't. I'm gone.

    [meeting aboard an airliner]
    Narrator: What do you do for a living?
    Tyler Durden: Why? So you can pretend like you're interested?

    Narrator: I ran. I ran until my muscles burned and my veins pumped battery acid. Then I ran some more.

    Tyler Durden: Do you know what a duvet is?
    Narrator: It's a comforter...
    Tyler Durden: It's a blanket. Just a blanket. Now why do guys like you and me know what a duvet is? Is this essential to our survival, in the hunter-gatherer sense of the word? No. What are we then?
    Narrator: ...Consumers?
    Tyler Durden: Right. We are consumers. We're the bi-products of a lifestyle obsession.

    Marla Singer: A condom is the glass slipper for our generation. You slip one on when you meet a stranger. You dance all night, and then you throw it away. The condom, I mean, not the stranger.

    Marla Singer: I got this dress at a thrift store for one dollar.
    Narrator: It was worth every penny.
    Marla Singer: It's a bridesmaid's dress. Someone loved it intensely for one day, and then tossed it. Like a Christmas tree. So special. Then, bam, it's on the side of the road.
    [Grabs Narrator's crotch]
    Marla Singer: Tinsel still clinging to it. Like a sex crime victim. Underwear inside out. Bound with electrical tape.
    Narrator: Well, then it suits you.
    Marla Singer: You can borrow it sometime.

    [Of Marla]
    Tyler Durden: She's a predator posing as a house pet.

    Narrator: Marla... the little scratch on the roof of your mouth that would heal if only you could stop tonguing it, but you can't.

    Marla Singer: [after taking a bottle of sleeping pills] This isn't a real suicide-thing. This is probably one of those cry-for-help things.

    Narrator: Bob loved me because he thought my testicles were removed too. Being there, pressed against his tits, ready to cry. This was my vacation... and she ruined *everything*.
    Marla Singer: This is cancer, right?
    Narrator: This chick Marla Singer did not have testicular cancer. She was a liar. She had no diseases at all. I had seen her at Free and Clear, my blood parasite group Thursdays. Then at Hope, my bi-monthly sickle cell circle. And again at Seize the Day, my tuberculous Friday night. Marla... the big tourist. Her lie reflected my lie. Suddenly, I felt nothing. I couldn't cry, so once again I couldn't sleep.

    www.tips-fb.com Interesting Theory

    It is thursday already. Man, time travel fast, sometimes I could hardly grab on to it, and it would fly by right pass me, and it left me feeling so wasted. I always get this tight feeling in my gut, each time I see a day go by, just like that. Oh, maybe I am a lil bit afraid of future, because it is so uncertain. But heck with that, I always feels there's some part of me that love to play around with my feeling and my mind, and here's the deal, without any damn good reason. Yet, I am pretty damn happy. Yes, I am. Believe it!

    Last night, I watched Fight Club. I have the DVD for so long but never got a chance to see it. Ok, the credit goes to TQA for throwing the Fight Club theory to my face and make me think that it is quite interesting theory.

    TQA : pernah ngok fight club x?
    ME : xpenah ,tapi ku ader cd dia
    ME : napekah?
    TQA : uhuh, besshh
    ME : oo..yeker..
    ME :kay balik nie i tengok
    ME :banyak giler dvd kt umah ku..xtertengok laei
    TQA : dia nye theory kelakar
    TQA : do u know why they put oxigen in the plane?
    ME : erm.. WHY?
    TQA :
    Tyler Durden: [pointing at an emergency instruction manual on a plane] You know why they put oxygen masks on planes?
    Narrator: So you can breath.
    Tyler Durden: Oxygen gets you high. In a catastrophic emergency, you're taking giant panicked breaths. Suddenly you become euphoric, docile. You accept your fate. It's all right here. Emergency water landing - 600 miles an hour. Blank faces, calm as Hindu cows.
    Narrator: That's, um... That's an interesting theory.
    ME : /haha
    ME : very interesting indeed
    TQA : nice a , ngok a citer tu
    ME : a'ite , malam nie ku tengok

    Ahh.. and there's this theory

    A condom is the glass slipper for our generation. You slip one on when you meet a stranger. You dance all night, and then you throw it away. The condom, I mean, not the stranger.

    You must admit, this is damn interesting theory. talking about thinking outside of the box. And the movie itself, this is one of the movie that you would love to display the english subtitle so you could get and digest, 100% what he is talking about. And you could go frame by frame, watch over and over, to get it full meaning. First time see.. we will go, whatta hell, second time should be, that's interesting.. third time, yeah..this movie, its a genious.

    Nuff said..

    www.tips-fb.com A Stranger Outside My Window

    Wednesday, November 19, 2008
    He waits for me, again. His dark shadow lurk underneath the silent night, beneath the moonlight.
    Feels like he always has been there all this time, keeping a close eyes on me. Always watching me.
    Yes, I can feels his eyes watch my every movement.
    The voices in my head keep repeating that we are born lovers, united as one soul.
    We barely seen each other, except in those dreams. But still I felt, we have known each other all of our lives.
    The dream that has been visiting my every single night.

    In my dreams, I learn every details and angle of his face.
    I felt his touch all over my skin and the gentleness then creep into my heart, caress me with tenderness
    and devotion. The endless dream, about him, like we live in totally different world than my reality,
    a world that is purely ours.

    The Dream

    I was in a strange place, but I feel so at home.
    A huge mansion, decorated with white and red roses. There's a beatiful lake next to the mansion.
    There, usually I will stood and cast my eyes to the calmness of the flowless water.
    And he would come and hug me from behind. He turn my head to face his and his black eyes would look
    directly into mine, penetrate straight to my heart.
    When he kisses my lips, I feels the ground shakes yet my world finally completed and
    there's nothing else I wish more, than just to be with him, forever.
    As we hold onto each other hands and swear upon our everlasting love, there's a thundering sound and I would wake up. Exactly at 3.03am.
    Each night, always the same time.

    My heart skip a beat, everytime my mind went on wondering about him. There's a deep connection that bond us together. And each night I would
    feel his present outside my window.
    Waiting for me to come back to him.

    I am afraid and scared. My mind find it is imposibble to believe what is happening to me, yet my heart is crying out loud, desperate
    to answer his love call. Desperate to be together with him again. I push the bedroom window open. Brave myself to search for him.
    He is still there, hiding under his shadow. Maybe waiting for me to trust my feeling and to believe that he is real.

    The cool night air brushes my pale face. The full moon is shining brightly, casting her beautiful light to the world.
    My heart can no longer contain the feeling that is building inside of me.
    Slowly, I force my step forward. Tonight is the night. The night that I would finally meet him. The man of my dream.

    www.tips-fb.com Waiting for 1230pm

    I am waiting from the clock to strike 1230 but now it is only 1148. I am so not productive today.

    Oh yea.. my company dinner will be held in Bukit Tinggi instead of KL after all. But I am taking extra leave.. to finish all my annual leave, so I WILL be in KL till new year from 29 December.

    Frens, really hope can meet up. Also so impatient to go see Farah's baby. There's so much things to catch up in KL. I know, 6 days in KL cant cover all. Nevermind tho cause, next year, I would move back to KL. So much for my escape from the hectic life. Hehe, I never realize before that I have turn into KL people already, who could not possibly live away from all the hustle and bustle of city.

    BTW, tomorrow I will start up my detox program with Juvanex. Hopefully Juvanex can really work to remove all those stubborn toxin from my body. The signs that I really in need of detoxification are:

    1) Hair fall terribly
    2) Dandruff problem
    3) Bloatness
    4) Constipation
    5) Headache/Migrain
    6) Tiredness
    7) Face look terribly tired and lots of white/blackhead

    From the testi, seem like this product is good. Well, we have to wait and see that.

    I would write something about the effect soon as I start the program, hope it something good.


    www.tips-fb.com KPop

    Tuesday, November 18, 2008
    Although I still find that SuJu Song seriously better than DBSK, I have to admit, DBSK also not too bad. And because I was juz being introduced to them by TQa, I am loving them already. Especially in this vid-

    MIROTIC (Spell) Dance Version


    Shijakeun dalkomhage, pyeongbeom hage naege kkeullyo
    Eonjena geuraettdeushi meonjeo mal eul geoleowa
    Modeun ganeungseong, yeoleodweo Oh-

    Sarangeun mweoda? mweoda! Imi sushikeo Red ocean
    Nan, breakin' my rules again aljanha jiruhangeol
    Jogeum dachyeodo neon, kwaenchanha Oh-

    *neon nareul weonhae neon naege bbajyeo neon naege michyeo
    He eonal su eobseo I got you- Under my skin
    Neon nareul weonhae neon naege bbajyeo neon naege michyeo
    Neon na-ye no ye I got you- Under my skin

    Ne meorissokeul pagodeuneun nalkaro un nunbit
    Na anigoseon, umjikijido anhneun Chrome heart
    Nega seontaekhan gilingeol Oh-

    Hyeolgwaneul tago heureuneun sueok gae eui na-ye Crystal
    Machimnae shijakdwen byeonshineui kkeuteun na
    Igeotdo sarangeun anilkka? Oh-


    Han beoneui kiseuwa hamke - nali seondeuthan - kanghan ikkeurrim
    Du beoneui kiseu, ddeukebke teojyeobeoril keot kateun ne shimjangeul
    Yeah~ neoreul gajyeosseo You know you got it!
    Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin

    Ne ggum soke nan neol jibhaehaneun mabeobsa nae jumune
    Neon dashi geuryeojigo isseo I got you- Under my skin
    My devils ride, deoneun sumeul goti eobtjanha geurahdamyeon
    Ijen jeulgyeoboneun ke eoddeolkke I got you- Under my skin
    Neon nareul weonhae neon naege bbajyeo neon naege michyeo
    He eonal su eobseo I got you- Under my skin

    Neon nareul weonhae neon naege bbajyeo neon naege michyeo
    Neon na-ye no e I got you- Under my skin


    At the start, you were sweetly, naturally attracted to me
    You stepped up to me and told me it would forever be like that
    All the possibilities, opened up Oh~

    What is love? What! It’s now meant by the Red Ocean
    I’m breakin’ my rules again, you know it’s getting boring
    Even if you’re hurt a bit, it’s okay Oh~

    You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
    You can’t escape I got you- Under my skin
    You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
    You’re my slave, I got you under my skin

    The piercing stare that burrows into your head
    It’s not me, my still chrome heart
    It’s the road you chose Oh~

    Running through your veins, flowing through you are millions of my crystal
    Finally it has started, the end of my metamorphosis
    Isn’t this also love? Oh~

    You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
    You can’t escape I got you- Under my skin
    You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
    You’re my slave, I got you under my skin

    Together with one time’s kiss~ The day is fresh- a strong pull
    The second kiss, your heart felt hot and about to explode
    Yeah~ I got you! You know you got it!
    Yeah~ Come on! Come on! I got you- Under my skin

    In your dreams I control you with my magic spells
    You’re once again yearning .. I got you- Under my skin
    My devils ride, there’s no more room for breathing, if that happens
    How will it be to enjoy it now I got you- Under my skin
    You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
    You can’t escape I got you- Under my skin

    You want me, You’ve fallen for me, You’re crazy over me
    You’re my slave, I got you under my skin

    www.tips-fb.com Minyak.. oo minyak...

    Harga minyak turun laei arinie. Aduii.. nak tao naper aku ngeluh.

    Semalam aku g tengok madagascar 2 kat sunway carnival. Lepas tu singgah petronas g makan KFC. Tanpa mengetahui bahawa arinie harga minyak turun, lepas makan KFC aku terus g isi minyak. Dlm 20 liter minyak le isi semalam. Kalo ku tahu..tunggu arinie isi minyak pun boleh. Tapi apakan daya.

    Untuk memujuk hatiku yang luka, hehe..konon lah, aku kira-kira balik.

    RM0.15 * 20 liter = RM3.00

    Ok lah..xder lah banyak yg rugi .. rm 3 jer.. boleh dapat seketul donut + teh o suam ja.

    Berbalik pasal cerita aku tengok semalam, memang syok tengok citer kartoon nie, sebab kelakar, citer dia x heavy..direct to the point.. yg paling xtahan melihat gelagat si Marty and that bunch of intelligent but noot so intelligent penguin. Xtahan betul.. Cukup bess.. nak bandingkan dengan James Bond..hehe..I like this one better. Tapi xsabar nak tunggu Ice Age 3. Semalam pun tengok trailer dia.. bessnyer...

    ok lah.. filem yg dinanti-nantikan next year would be Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince dan juga Ice Age 3. :D

    www.tips-fb.com Stay- Estrella

    Monday, November 17, 2008
    I have been looking for quite some time the title of this song and finally got it. The music is simple and very nice to hear. Not that I said it is the greatest song ever, it just something nice to hear while I am at the office, buried my face in piles of codes. :)

    sounds straight from the twilight
    has me up all night, i can't
    fall asleep cause i keep thinking of you

    and i saw a shadow
    outside my window
    and it's you

    all my sorrows flew away
    hush, keep quiet, hear me say
    i don't ever want you to go
    please stay

    with the moonlight dancing free
    and there's no one but you and me
    there's no reason to go astray
    please stay

    making up a story
    it's the way you're looking at me
    if you think that this is funny
    it's just you

    try and think about it
    if your heart is closed, don't lock it
    keep your keys back in your pocket
    think this through

    all my sorrows flew away
    hush, keep quiet, hear me say
    i don't ever want you to go
    please stay

    with the moonlight dancing free
    and there's no one but you and me
    there's no reason to go astray
    please stay

    please stay
    just stay with me
    and I will take you to forever land
    just stay


    www.tips-fb.com Another twist in life

    Friday, November 14, 2008
    I suddenly have an urge to write, maybe because I have been reading a lot of article today. Before I call it a day, I just have to get this thought out of my head.

    Nothing much to write ..really.. it just something about me. Yes, me again. This is my blog you know, there's no question who is going to be the main character in this life story.

    Looking back at the past, make me realize, I am quite addictive to having a dramatical life. My life story I think can be put into a bibliography and end up as best seller.. (u think?? U are one really "perasan" girl). True or not, doesn't concern me at all.

    My love story, friendship, family, secret, DARK secret, affair, lies, honesty, pretentious, confusion, and lot of questions has been the major ingredient in making my life what it is right now. It really is something worth remembering yet I force myself to forget.

    I could have a decent, normal life I guess.Like any ordinary decent people. Yes, I believe I could. But each time my life take a turn to make me so-call normal, I will twist it back and add some spices, which sometime cause me to hurt my self. Like rubbing the spices directly onto my wound. Then I would feel miserable. By feeling miserable, I could then acknowledge the feeling of happiness. Sound a bit off.. but I believe there's some kind of truth in it.

    Think about it, if there's a story about a girl who has been through pretty tough time, being bullied, abused and beaten, if finally the girl actually manage to pull through, and gain the "happy-ending".. all the audiences would cheer for her, and the happiness really seem like a HUGE deal. BUT if the story is about an average girl, who laugh, cry, normally like any ordinary people (that would be the side character), if she is also end up being happy, how do we acknowledge the happiness. Maybe we wouldn't even notice her at all. We would forget her because she didn't has any impact to our emotion. She is NORMAL and BORING.

    A lot of apology to those people who got hurt along with the making of "my life story". A little twist here and there, and sometime I did not realize that I also twisted someone else life. Or maybe I do realize.. but I just too concentrate on my life story to give a damn about it.

    OK..i am ending this. Going for badminton .. CHOW!

    www.tips-fb.com My Past Time

    Good bye past time ... you leave me with mere memories.. I shall not forget..

    I am not good in playing pool.. but I nearly won this time, only if I didn't hit the black coloured ball first. This picture is being taken when I hang out with the boys. They are really cute... sadly, more younger than me :P

    Another Cutie that could melt my heart...

    One of my colleague would be leaving my company and today is his last day. Another people who came and go away in my life, and it always make me wonder, who else I am gonna meet in the future, and who else going to be a part of my history later...

    Some of the get together picture wif my colleague..

    Try and guess... which feet is mine? :)

    Hey Guys, what could be more interesting than me taking you guys photo. What are you looking at?

    Got you before you got me!

    This one is the Reader Digest cover for November issue. Why did I take that? No reason. I tot the cover look nice and it address one of the most foundamental yet essential ti life.. WATER...

    www.tips-fb.com love misinterpretation

    Thursday, November 13, 2008
    Love is just love.. and nothing else but love.
    It did not provide answer, nor post any question,
    It did not provide closure, nor have any beginning,
    It did not put food on the table,
    did not provide shelter,
    did not assure happiness or sadness..

    love is simple because that what it is, why making thing complicated then blame it on love.. silly, isn't it?

    www.tips-fb.com Sad..Sad..Sad.. Statue

    Wednesday, November 12, 2008
    Guess who sing this song... :D I am not gonna tell u who..

    Conquest to the lover,
    And your love to the fire,
    Permanence unfolding in the absolute.

    Forgivness is
    The ultimate sacrifice.
    Eloquence belongs,
    To the conqueror.

    The pictures of time and space are rearranged,
    In this little piece of typical tragedy.

    Justified Candy!
    Brandy for the nerves,
    Eloquence belongs,
    To the conqueror.

    You and me will all go down in history,
    With a sad Statue of Liberty,
    And a Generation that didn't agree.

    You and me will all go down in history,
    With a sad Statue of Liberty,
    And a Generation that didn't agree.

    I forgot to
    I forgot to let you know that...

    Justified Candy!
    Brandy for the nerves,
    Eloquence belongs,
    To the conqueror.

    Conquest to the lover,
    And your love to the fire,
    Permanence unfolding in the absolute.

    Forgivness is
    The ultimate sacrifice.
    Eloquence belongs,
    To the conqueror.

    You and me will all go down in history,
    With a sad Statue of Liberty,
    And a Generation that didn't agree.

    You and me will all go down in history,
    With a sad Statue of Liberty,
    And a Generation that didn't agree.


    What is in us that turns a deaf ear to the cries of human suffering?!!!


    Suffering, suffering now!

    You and me will all go down in history,
    With a sad Statue of Liberty,
    And a Generation that didn't agree.

    You and me will all go down in history,
    With a sad Statue of Liberty,
    And a Generation that didn't agree.


    I am bz..bz..bz... oh dear.. so much to do in such little time.. yet I still have time to spare??

    Oh yea.. I changed my number for good ya.. so my friend, please YM me to get my new number if you still didn't have it...

    www.tips-fb.com Aku dan Dirimu [Ari Lasso & Bunga Citra Lestari]

    Tuesday, November 11, 2008
    tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
    tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
    tentang rindu yang menggebu
    tentang cinta yang tak terungkap

    sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
    tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
    memenuhi mimpi-mimpimu malam kita

    duhai cintaku, sayangku, lepaskanlah
    perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
    dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
    sesaat di keabadian

    jika sang waktu bisa kita hentikan
    dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
    meleburkan semua batas
    antara kau dan aku, kita

    www.tips-fb.com Bond.. James Bond

    Monday, November 10, 2008
    Oh yea.. last nite I went to watch James Bond movie.. Quantum of Solace..

    What can I say about it.. It was so BOND's Movie.. enuff said.

    www.tips-fb.com I am like this

    Ever wonder why suddenly you feel like keeping your mouth shut
    or throw tantrum without any reasonable reason
    or laugh so hard at the simplest thing and people think that maybe you are crazy
    or cry your heart out from reading or watching a made up stories that you probably know doesn't make any sense whatsoever...

    Ever wonder why is it so hard to make people REALLY listening to you
    or people actually understand what you've been trying to say or what you have in your mind
    or make people stop criticizing you and act the way you want them to be...

    Ever wonder, why in billions of people in this earth, you feel your life is the worst one
    or why cant you have the same happy life that has been portrayed by probably the most hypocrite person alive...

    Ever wonder why you always feel empty and life isn't enuff and you wanting more and more...

    Stop wondering of stupid things like this and get you ass back to work...idiots.. hahahaksss...

    www.tips-fb.com Love this Vids

    Wednesday, November 05, 2008

    www.tips-fb.com Some title goes here..

    Its been quite a week for me lately. I am so busy with my personal life and also the project I am involved right now. Well, we have to be prepared for the RMTR Showcase which will come on early December, if I am not mistaken.

    A bit caught up in life, I hardly had time to come here and blab about what has happen recently.. so it is now my lunch hour, and I take a few minutes to create this entry.

    Last two days, I think, I nearly fall down from my motorcycle, because the road its a bit slippery and I nearly lost control of my bike. I am okay, no scratch anyway, juz some black bruise on my leg.. huhuks.. luckily it is in a place people wont see.. :D

    Lunch is calling me. Till later.. bye!

    www.tips-fb.com Wet

    Friday, October 31, 2008
    I am wet.. haha...please don't misunderstood me, I am wet from the rain. This morning look like a pretty good weather to me, a bit cloudy, but the sky is blue.. and you can see the sun ray shining down through the snow white cloud. But nearly reaching my work place, it started to get dark, and the cloud look kinda heavy and then come the rain. Oh dear, the best thing about it, I am on my motorbike and I didn't bring any rain coat. Good for me. Upon reaching my work place, I am soaking wet. That serve me right, for not being able to read the weather and for not being prepared for the worst case scenario.

    Ah.. before coming to work, I stop at an Indian stall selling almost the best roti canai that i ever taste here. I must admit, only Indian people could make the best Roti Canai ever. So that is a good start for my day today, after all.

    Note to myself "It is okay to be wet, it didn't hurt to be wet, because surely can save up on petrol."


    www.tips-fb.com Cupcakes anyone.. :)

    Thursday, October 30, 2008

    100g butter

    100g castor sugar

    2 eggs

    90g self raising flour

    25g cocoa powder

    1/4 tsp baking powder

    4 tbsp milk

    3/4 tsp vanilla essence


    Preheat oven to 175 degrees Celsius.

    Beat butter and sugar till light and fluffy. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition.

    In a separate bowl, sift flour, cocoa powder and baking powder. Fold in the sifted ingredients into the creamed mixture alternately with milk, starting and ending with flour.

    Pour batter into baking cups until they are 2/3 full. Bake for 15 to 20 minutes until a toothpick inserted in the center of the cupcakes comes out clean.

    Remove cake from oven and let it cool completely before decorating the cupcakes.

    Taken from HERE

    www.tips-fb.com On my way there

    Wednesday, October 29, 2008
    My heart beats with excitement and full of anticipation. Could this be it? My hope, my dream.. my destination has become nearer and nearer...

    I am almost there...


    www.tips-fb.com What I miss the most

    Friday, October 24, 2008
    This few days, I didn't feel like writing, as you guys read on, you can see most of my entries are cut and paste from other people article or material that I find as interesting. Well, maybe I should have an entry from me today, before I went off and enjoy my weekend.

    Last nite I have been thinking about the bads and the goods of my life here and there. So this is what came to my mind. Thing that I love most about Damansara, the place where I've been living for the past two years before move in Kedah.

    1) My social network- friends.. I miz hang out wif u guys, go mamak stall, watch movie, window shopping, shopping, karaoke-ing, gathering, exhibition.. etc

    2) Cinema.. did u know that in Damansara alone there's 3 cinemas there, TGV, GSC, and Cathay. Of coz my favourite is GSC 1 Utama, Hall 2 and 3 where I catch the latest movie release there. For a movie buff like me.. not watching a movie on it release date is really dissapointing. I feel so left-out now. It does make me feel depress.

    3) All stuff that happening, like the Movie Carnival, Cat Show, the free screening tickets

    4) Food Delivery.. I miz Domino so much. and also mcD. No worries, no matter what's the time, the food is juz a click or a phone call away.

    5) Drive -Thru services. did u know that in Kota Damansara Petronas Station also has Maybank ATM drive-thru services. How more convenience can it get. And of course the drive thru for KFC, McD, Burger King, Dunkin Donut, A&W... I am starting to have tears in my eyes now. I dont even have to get out from my car. All a ready to-go services.. T_T

    6) What bank do you want. In Damansara, almost all of Bank are there. CIMB, Maybank, RHB, Ambank, CitiBank, Bank Rakyat, Al-Rajhi Bank... those are the bank that I go..there's also bank that I didnt go such as Public Bank, Hong Leong Bank, OCBC Bank, and so much more....

    People always say to me because I come from a village also..like kampung girl lah, then why do I feel so stressful living here.. the thing is.. I am a person who love convenience and somewhat hectic life. Here the life style is in slow pace. I am so used to all the conveniences already. What make it worst, I do use all the provided conveniences that make my life easier. Without them, I feel living is so hard and stressful. After all, I never spent enuff time in my hometown because I live in boarding school and then after school also, I choose to live separately and far from my family. Maybe I love being independent, where my activities wont be under my family microscope.

    Well, what am I complaining now. What ever happen is due to my own choice. There's no one force me into what I am doing right now.. or where I am now.

    And here is not too bad. I have easy access to nature, all the waterfall, and mountain and jungle-trekking.. yea..I'll be fine...

    www.tips-fb.com Being understood is blessed

    This is a story that I get from my email today. and it's quite interesting. Read on...

    A store owner was tacking a sign above his door that read "Puppies For Sale." Signs like that have a way of attracting small children, and sure enough, a little boy appeared under the store owner's sign.

    "How much are you going to sell the puppies for?" he asked.

    The store owner replied, "Anywhere from $30 to $50."

    The little boy reached in his pocket and pulled out some change. "I have $2.37," he said. "Can I please look at them?"

    The store owner smiled and whistled and out of the kennel came Lady, who ran down the aisle of his store followed by five teeny, tiny balls of fur.

    One puppy was lagging considerably behind. Immediately the little boy singled out the lagging, limping puppy and said, "What's wrong with that little dog?"

    The store owner explained that the veterinarian had examined the little puppy and had discovered it didn't have a hip socket. It would always limp. It would always be lame.

    The little boy became excited. "That is the puppy that I want to buy."

    The store owner said, "No, you don't want to buy that little dog. If you really want him, I'll just give him to you."

    The little boy got quite upset. He looked straight into the store owner's eyes, pointing his finger, and said, "I don't want you to give him to me. That little dog is worth every bit as much as all the other dogs and I'll pay full price. In fact, I'll give you $2.37 now, and 50 cents a month until I have him paid for."

    The store owner countered, "You really don't want to buy this dog. He is never going to be able to run and jump and play with you like the other puppies."

    To his surprise, the little boy reached down and rolled up his pant leg to reveal a badly twisted, crippled left leg supported by a big metal brace. He looked up at the store owner and softly replied, "Well, I don't run so well myself, and the little puppy will need someone who understands!"

    www.tips-fb.com Malaysian Social Contract

    This article has been extracted from Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad Blog

    1. Before there was Malaya and Malaysia the peninsular was known as Tanah Melayu, or Malay Land.

    2. Saying this alone would result in accusations of being racist.

    3. But I need to go back in history if I am going to be able to explain about Malaysia's social contract.

    4. Through treaties signed by the Rulers of the Malay States of the Peninsular the British acquired the right to rule the Malay States. These treaties obviously recognised and legitimised the States as Malay States. No one disputed this. Even the aborigines accepted this as shown by their submission to the rule of the Malay Sultans.

    5. Initially the peoples living in the States were divided into indigenous Malays and aborigines who were subjects of the Malay rulers and foreign guests who were not subjects of the rulers. There were no citizenship or documents about citizenship status as in most countries.

    6. The foreign guests prospered in the British ruled Malay States and in the British colonies of Penang, Malacca and Singapore. The Malay subjects of the Rulers and the Rulers themselves did not feel threatened by the numbers of these non-Malays and the disparities between the general wealth and progress of the foreign guests and the subjects of the Rulers. They did not think that the foreigners who had settled in the country would ever demand citizenship rights.

    7. When Japan conquered the Malay States and the colonies of the Straits Settlements, the Chinese felt insecure as the Japanese were their historical enemies.

    8. Many Chinese formed and joined guerilla forces and disappeared into the jungle. When Japan surrendered the Chinese guerillas came out and seized many police stations in the interior and declared that they were the rulers of the country. They seized many people, Chinese and Malays and executed a number of them.

    9. Malay villagers retaliated by killing the Chinese in the rural areas. Tension rose and a Sino-Malay war was only averted because of the arrival of British forces. But the ill feeling and animosity between the two races remained high.

    10. It was in this tensed situation that the British proposed the Malayan Union which would give the "guests" the right of citizenship as indistinguishable from that of the Malays.

    11. The Malays rejected the Malayan Union and its citizenship proposal. They forced the British to return to the status quo ante in a new Federation of Malaya.

    12. Only Chinese who were British subjects in the colonies of the Straits Settlements were eligible to become citizens in this new Federation. Naturally the Malay citizens far outnumbered the Chinese Malayan citizens.

    13. Chinese leaders appealed to the British, who then persuaded the UMNO President, Dato Onn Jaafar to propose to open UMNO to all races. This proposal was rejected by the other UMNO leaders and Dato Onn had to resign.

    14. The British kept up the pressure for the Malays to be more liberal with citizenship for non-Malays.

    15. Tunku Abdul Rahman, the President of UMNO decided on a coalition with MCA (Malaysian Chinese Association) and the MIC (Malaysian Indian Congress). In the 1955 elections to the Federal Legislative Assembly, since there were very few constituencies with Chinese or Indian majorities, the MCA and MIC partners had to put up candidates in Malay majority constituencies after UMNO undertook not to contest in these constituencies but to support MCA Chinese and MIC Indian candidates instead.

    16. Such was the support of the Malays for the MCA and MIC alliance candidates that they won even against Malay candidates from PAS. The MCA and MIC candidates all won. Only UMNO lost one constituency against PAS.

    17. The Tunku as Chief Minister of a self-governing Federation of Malaya then decided to go for independence. The British continued to inisist on citizenship rights for the Chinese and Indians as a condition for giving independence.

    18. To overcome British resistance to independence and to gain the support of the Chinese and Indians, the Tunku decided to give one million citizenship to the two communities based purely on residence. One notable new citizen was (Tun) Leong Yew Koh, a former general in the Chinese National Army who was later appointed Governor of Malacca.

    19. It was at this stage that the leaders of the three communal parties who had formed the Government of self-governing British Federation of Malaya, discussed and reached agreement on the relationship between the three communities in an independent Federation of Malaya.

    20. It was to be a quid pro quo arrangement. In exchange for the one million citizenships the non-Malays must recognise the special position of the Malays as the indigenous people. Certain laws such as the pre-eminence of Islam as the state religion, the preservation of Malay reserve land, the position of the Malay Rulers and Malay customs and the distribution of Government jobs were included in the understanding.

    21. On the question of national language it was agreed that Malay would be the national language. English should be the second language. The Chinese and Indians could continue to use their own languages but not in official communication.

    22. Chinese and Tamil primary schools can use their languages as teaching media. They can also be used in secondary schools but these have to be private schools.

    23. For their part the Chinese and Indian leaders representing their parties and communities demanded that their citizenship should be a right which could not be annulled, that they should retain their language, religion and culture, that as citizens they should have political rights as accorded to all citizens.

    24. Much of these agreements and understandings are reflected in the Federal Constitution of Independent Malaya. For everything that is accorded the Malays, there is always a provision for non-Malays. Few ever mention this fact. The only thing that attracts everyone's attention and made a subject of dispute is what is accorded the Malays and other indigenous people.

    25. Thus although Malay is to be the National Language, Chinese and Tamil can be used freely and in the Chinese and Tamil schools. In no other country has there been a similar provision. Even the most liberal countries do not have this constitutional guarantee.

    26. The national language is to be learnt by everyone so that Malayan citizens can communicate with each other everywhere.

    27. It was understood also that the Chinese language referred in the understanding were the Chinese dialects spoken in Malaysia, not the national language of China. Similarly for Malayan Indians the language was Tamil, not Hindi or Urdu or whatever became the national language of India. However, the Chinese educationists later insisted that the Chinese language must be the national language of China i.e. Mandarin.

    28. The official religion is Islam but other religions may be practised by their adherents without any restriction. As the official religion, Islam would receive Government support. Nothing was said about support for the other religions. The non-Malays did not press this point and the Federal Constitution does not mention Government support for the other religions. Nevertheless such support have been given.

    29. A quota was fixed for the Malayan Civil Service wherein the Malays would get four posts for every one given to Chinese or Indians. However it was recognised that the professional post would be open to all races as it was never thought possible there would be enough Malays to take up these posts.

    30. The result was that in the early years of independence there were more non-Malays in Division 1 than Malays.

    31. The Agong or the Rulers of the States should determine quotas of scholarships and licences for Malays. But no one should be deprived of whatever permits or licences in order to give to Bumiputras.

    32. The position of the Malay Rulers was entrenched and could not be challenged. There would be a Paramount Ruler chosen from among the nine Rulers who would serve for five years.

    33. The rulers were to be constitutional rulers. Executive power was to be exercised by elected Menteris Besar, Ketua Menteri (Chief Minister) and Prime Minister, assisted by members of councils and cabinets. The British practice was to be the model.

    34. The most important understanding was the adoption of Parliamentary Democracy with a Constitutional Monarch, again after the United Kingdom model. It should be remembered that the British imposed an authoritarian colonial Government on the Malay State, the power resting with the Colonial Office in London.

    35. Before these the Malay States were feudal with the Malay Rulers enjoying near absolute power. Only the elites played a role in State politics. The Malay subjects had no political rights at all. Certainly the guests had no say in politics. Even the Chinese and Indian British citizens had no say though they may be appointed as Municipal or Legislative Councillors.

    36. The decision to adopt a democratic system of Government was a radical step in the governance of the Federation of Malaya and of the Malay States. This was agreed to by the leaders of the three major communities as represented by their political parties i.e. UMNO, MCA and MIC. There can be no doubt that these parties represented the vast majority of the three communities in Malaya. The Communists and the other leftists did not signify their agreement to the understanding.

    37. The Reid Commission was briefed on all these agreements and understanding so that they will be reflected in the Constitution to be drawn up. All the three parties approved this Constitution after several amendments were made. In effect the Constitution became a contract binding on all the three communities in the Federation of Malaya upon attaining independence in 1957.

    38. When Sabah and Sarawak joined the Peninsular States to form Malaysia the social contract was extended to the two Borneo States. The natives of Sabah and Sarawak were given the same status as the Malays. At this time the word Bumiputra was introduced to distinguish the indigenous Malays and Sabah, Sarawak natives from those descendants of foreign immigrants. Because Malay was widely used in the Borneo States there was no difficulty in the acceptance of Malay as the national language. The fact that the natives of the two states are not all Muslims necessitated no change in the Constitution once the word Bumiputra was accepted. But the official definition of a Malay remained.

    39. The embodiment of the social contract is therefore the Constitution of first, the Federation of Malaya and then Malaysia.

    40. To say it does not exist is to deny the contents of the Constitution which was based upon the acceptance by the leaders of the three communities of the original social contract.

    41. All subsequent actions by the Government were the results of this social contract. The fact that the initiators of this social contract and their successors were endorsed by the people in every election reflects the undertaking of the people to honour this social contract.

    42. Saying that the social contract does not exist is like saying that Malaysia exists in a vacuum, without a Constitution and laws based on this Constitution.

    43. Implementing the social contract requires understanding of its spirit as much as the letter. The social contract is aimed at creating a multi-racial nation that is stable and harmonious. Any factor which would cause instability and result in confrontation between the races must be regarded as incompatible with the spirit of the social contract.

    44. For 50 years no one seriously questioned the social contract. Even today the majority of Chinese and Indians and the indigenous Malays and natives of Sabah and Sarawak accept the social contract. But because Dato Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi basically lost the 2008 election and now heads a weak Government the extremists and erstwhile detractors have questioned the social contract. The Bar Council has now become a political party believing that its expertise in law will exempt it from being questioned as to its credentials and its political objectives.

    45. Abdullah's UMNO is incapable of countering any attack on the social contract. If anything untoward happens Abdullah and UMNO must bear responsibility.

    www.tips-fb.com Happy Deepavali

    Wednesday, October 22, 2008
    To all my friend who will be celebrating Deepavali this coming Monday, I would like to wish you HAPPY DEEPAVALI

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    www.tips-fb.com Mood Swing

    A mood swing is simply a noticeable change in one’s mood or emotional state. Everybody has mood swings and they are a natural part of most people’s lives. We get happy, we get sad. We have a period of feeling on top of the world, and then later in the same day, we feel tired, lethargic and beaten down. Small mood swings are a part of most people’s lives.

    However, some people’s mood swings are so extreme, rapid or serious, that they interfere with that individual’s functioning in everyday life. Bipolar disorder is the best example of a disorder that is characterized by mood swings — from manic to depressed. You can, however, have mood swings between any two moods or emotions, sad to angry, happy to contemplative, etc. etc.

    What Can I Do About a Mood Swing?

    People who are experiencing a mood swing that’s been going on for more than a few weeks and is seriously affecting their friendships, relationship, school work, etc. should consider seeking professional help for the issue. A professional can help accurately diagnose the problem, and prescribe a course of treatment to reduce the mood swings.

    Mood swings are not a person’s fault, nor can time always heal this kind of issue on its own. Without help, often times people get worse instead of better. Mood swings can be so bad as to make it impossible for a person to go to class or work, or hang out with friends or your significant other. Denying one has mood swings, especially if others bring it to your attention, isn’t going to make things any better. Getting help for them can.

    What About Less Serious Mood Swings?

    Mood swings that aren’t linked to a specific disorder generally come and go as a natural part of a person’s life, or might be a part of a person’s personality. While mood swings haven’t been scientifically linked to many specific foods, drugs, or such, a common example is that of someone consuming a large amount of sugar (e.g., from cola or other beverages) and then coming down off of the “sugar high.”

    The best way a person can identify their own mood swing triggers is to keep on the lookout for times when you’ve noticed your mood has changed significantly from what it was earlier in the day, and trace back your steps about what food, drinks or activities you may have engaged in. Tracking this pattern in a journal or online can help you identify things that may trigger or precede a possible mood swing, allowing you to avoid those triggers (such specific quantities of specific foods or beverages) in the future.

    Original article from Psych Central

    By John M. Grohol, Psy.D.
    March 1, 2007

    www.tips-fb.com Definition of Idiocracy

    Tuesday, October 21, 2008
    On my way back yesterday from work, i met a lot of idiots. Let me explain to you certain people that I've branded as idiot. In this entry I would only list down one first.

    *No offense to anyone*

    1) When it is raining heavily, and you could hardly see the road, please switch on your car headlight. Only IDIOTS are stubborn enuff not to use their car headlight. Hallo, of course you can see the road, it not even nite time yet, but when the water cover the window and side mirror, people can hardly see you.And it is the easiest thing to do, SWITCH ON THE CAR HEADLIGHT. If that also you donno how to do... of course, YOU ARE A NATURAL BORN IDIOTS!

    www.tips-fb.com About Laughter

    Thursday, October 16, 2008

    Laughter Facts

    Dr. Lee Berk and Dr. Stanley Tan of Loma Linda University in California have been studying the effects of laughter on the immune system. They have proven:

    -An increase in T Cell activity (very important in the treatment of AIDS) Laughter helps these cells to “turn it up a notch”.

    -An increase in IgB, the immunoglobulin produced in large quantities and an increase in Complement 3, and this helps antibodies to attack dysfunctional and infected cells.

    -An increase in natural killer cells that attack viruses and some types of cancer and tumour cells.

    -Eustress or good stress is created by laughter.

    Laughter is Aerobic – meaning it increases the oxygen intake in your body and also gives your diaphragm a good workout, which in turn is excellent for asthmatics or anyone with a lung disorder.

    Stress Hormones are lowered by laughing. Stress hormones can constrict blood vessels and suppress immune activity.

    The chemical dopamine, which is released during the “fight or flight” response that Dr. Hans Selye discovered in the 1960’s, decreases with laughter.

    In a study published in the Journal of Holistic Nursing, patients were told one-liners after surgery and before painful medication was administered. Those exposed to humor perceived less pain when compared to patients who didn't get a dose of humor as part of their therapy.

    Muscles relax during and after a good laughing session.

    Laughter positive effects all body systems, respiratory, circulatory, blood, cardiac etc.

    Laughter can actually help to lower blood pressure and is also very good for people with diabetes.

    We used to laugh 20 minutes out of every day in the 1950’s. Now we laugh for 6 minutes out of every day. Something has changed between then and now. How do you measure up with laughter?

    Laughter medication for chronic depression and PTSD.

    I was made aware of an important fact this month.

    There is a point in the course of chronic depression and intense stress where the limbic system (that's the body "pleasure center") simply shuts down. The bad news is that the affected individual feels messed up and does not want to do anything positive anymore.

    The good news is that in effect they are not in control of their behavior anymore, which translates into the fact that they need not feel guilty.

    There is a natural, non-medicated way to bring the limbic system back into normal functioning. All you have to do is laugh often and much.

    Science has proven that laughing stimulates the production of dopamine, which in turn stimulates the limbic system.

    -Twenty seconds of sustained laughter is the cardiovascular equivalent of 3 minutes of strenuous rowing. It has been scientifically proven stress creates a reaction in your body. But laughter and a changed attitude can turn around the effects of stress.

    -Laughter is the most inexpensive medicine. Sustained laughter stimulates an increased rate of endorphins, the body's natural morphin

    -Laughter boosts the immune system. Proven by: Dr. Lee Berk, Loma Linda University, California

    -RESEARCH REPORTED: According to a study by Maciej S. Buchowski, PhD, and his colleagues, using a whole-room indirect calorimeter at Vanderbilt University in Nashville, a daily laughter workout of 15 minutes can burn 40 calories and melt away 4 pounds over the course of a year.

    A Laugh and a Half

    Experts have long theorized that regular laughter improves physical health, but however happy the notion, there was no proof it was true. Finally there is. A new study establishes that laughter improves functioning of the blood vessels and blood flow similar to that which results from aerobic activity.

    Michael Miller, MD, director of preventive cardiology at the University of Maryland Medical Center, gathered 20 healthy male and female volunteers, average age 33, to take part in the study. After fasting overnight, each of the volunteers watched a 15-minute segment from one of two movies -- either from the dramatic and deeply disturbing Saving Private Ryan, or from the jolly film King Pin. A minimum of 48 hours later, participants watched the
    segment from the other movie.

    Before and immediately after volunteers watched each film clip, researchers did precise measurements of volunteers' blood flow in the brachial artery (located in the upper arm). The tests showed considerable changes in blood vessel activity that lasted for at least 30 to 45 minutes after participants watched the films. After viewing the humorous film clip (and laughing), 19 of the 20 volunteers had an average increase in blood flow of 22%. This was
    in striking contrast to the change in blood flow when the volunteers watched Saving Private Ryan -- it produced an average blood flow decrease in 14 of the 20 volunteers of an astonishing 35%.

    The reason for this change has to do with the lining of the blood vessels (the endothelium), which plays a critical role in vessel tone and cardiovascular health. Dr. Miller says the study shows that laughter apparently helps maintain healthy endothelium. He speculates that there are several reasons for this. It might be because during laughter, diaphragm muscles massage the internal body structure, but it also might be that laughter triggers chemical changes, such as the release of endorphins, hormones associated with an enhanced sense of well being. He adds that the negative finding produced by mental stress might well relate to a breakdown of nitric oxide, a compound that helps keep blood vessels properly dilated.

    While there is still some mystery about exactly how laughter helps, there is no longer any question that it does promote good health. Dr. Miller advises aiming for 15 minutes a day of meaningful guffaws -- they are good for the mood and good for the body.

    Taken from http://www.afunnybusiness.ca/laughter_facts.htm


    A note to myself: Please LAUGH MORE! :)