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    Tuesday, March 27, 2007
    Last Saturday, I signed up for a membership with one of the gym club here. I wanted to have a new me. I know that I am getting older and of course, it is very important for me to take care of my own health. I only have one tiring session on Sunday, and unlucky for me that on Monday and Tuesday(today), I felt sick. Tomorrow nite I gonna have my class and that leave me only Thursday nite to go there. On Friday I think I have to rest because on Saturday I will go hiking with my fren.

    Yeah, keeping fit is very hard work. I hope I can do it! Come On , SuE! You must do what you think you cannot do!

    www.tips-fb.com My Astrology Reading

    Monday, March 26, 2007
    Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others

    You meet life head on and throw yourself into new experiences with zest and enthusiasm. You are direct, straightforward, assertive, and usually completely aboveboard in all your dealings. Candid and incapable of guile, insincerity or phoniness, you project a confident and sometimes arrogant appearance to others. You often lack tact and sensitivity, and can be completely oblivious to others' needs, and inadvertently selfish. You are self-reliant and don't depend upon social approval and reinforcement as much as other people do. You like to be original and do not mind going it alone. You may feel that you do not fit into groups very well, and that you do not naturally blend in and cooperate with others very easily. You like to be either a leader or a loner.

    Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation

    You are a person who thrives on challenge, and you often feel that you must battle your way through life, depending upon no one and nothing but your own strength, intelligence, and courage. You believe in being totally honest, true to oneself and one's own vision and convictions, even if that means standing alone. Honesty, integrity, personal honor, and authenticity are your gods, and you have no sympathy for weakness of character in others.

    Am I like that? I wonder....

    www.tips-fb.com LOVE

    Friday, March 23, 2007
    "Every instance of heartbreak can teach us powerful lessons about creating the kind of love we really want."

    www.tips-fb.com Pretends

    Thursday, March 22, 2007
    Some people really-really care about this,
    while some other pretend not to care and some of coz,
    really do not care...
    and some unusual cases, people tend to pretend to care but the truth is they really dun care.

    In my case, I belong in the second category. I always pretend as if I dun care but the fact is I do care... Sometimes I pretend not to care just for the sake of other people so they won't feel that in someway they are burdening me with the attitude.

    It is not the best way to handle thing, but it is who I am. But sometimes I just wanted to shout out loud what I really feel inside .. but I know, if I do so, that will be just selfish of me. **sigh**

    www.tips-fb.com Satu Rasa

    Tuesday, March 20, 2007
    Satu rasa itu mengetuk jiwa, satu rasa itu mengunci aku dalam kegelisahan. Rasa itu kadang-kala amat menyakitkan hati, tapi sebab rasa yang satu itu, kutahu aku sayang.

    Satu rasa itu ibarat racun, menyelinap ke pelusuk hati, membusuk jika dibiarkan.

    Kenapa satu rasa itu hadir, sedangkan telah dibina tembok tinggi mencecah langit..

    Satu rasa sehalus zarah, namun menyulam derita seluas lautan..

    Satu rasa mencetus banyak bencana, namun satu rasa yang kadang kala hadir.. membuatkan aku tahu.. sayangku itu seluas cakerawala..

    satu rasa.. rasa cemburu!!!

    www.tips-fb.com 300 THE MOVIE

    Friday, March 16, 2007
    #I only have one word for this movie which I watched last nite.."WOW!". I know there are much controversial and conflict going on inside the movie where hollywood is once again set to rewrite the history with their own fiction. Well, it just a very good movie for me and thats it. Like "Troy". For God sake, it is based on a comic. So how true it is? Do u consider it as a true story? Da Vincci Code also received a lot of critic from the church. Good movie tend to do that because it is almost real. :D I said almost... that the fun of it. See the news on why 300 will never be shown in Iran.

    (FROM MSN NEWS)

    TEHRAN, Iran - The hit American movie “300” has angered Iranians who say the Greeks-vs-Persians action flick insults their ancient culture and provokes animosity against Iran.
    “Hollywood declares war on Iranians,” blared a headline in Tuesday’s edition of the independent Ayende-No newspaper.
    The movie, which raked in $70 million in its opening weekend, is based on a comic-book fantasy version of the battle of Thermopylae in 480 B.C., in which a force of 300 Spartans held off a massive Persian army at a mountain pass in Greece for three days.
    Even some American reviewers noted the political overtones of the West-against-Iran story line — and the way Persians are depicted as decadent, sexually flamboyant and evil in contrast to the noble Greeks.

    In Iran, the movie hasn’t opened and probably never will, given the government’s restrictions on Western films, though one paper said bootleg DVDs were already available.
    Still, it touched a sensitive nerve. Javad Shamghadri, cultural adviser to Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad, said the United States tries to “humiliate” Iran in order to reverse historical reality and “compensate for its wrongdoings in order to provoke American soldiers and warmongers” against Iran.
    The movie comes at a time of increased tensions between the United States and Iran over the Persian nation’s nuclear program and the Iraq war.
    But aside from politics, the film was seen as an attack on Persian history, a source of pride for Iranians across the political spectrum, including critics of the current Islamic regime.
    State-run television has run several commentaries the past two days calling the film insulting and has brought on Iranian film directors to point out its historical inaccuracies.
    “The film depicts Iranians as demons, without culture, feeling or humanity, who think of nothing except attacking other nations and killing people,” Ayende-No said in its article Tuesday.
    “It is a new effort to slander the Iranian people and civilization before world public opinion at a time of increasing American threats against Iran,” it said.
    Iran’s biggest circulation newspaper, Hamshahri, said “300” is “serving the policy of the U.S. leadership” and predicted it will “prompt a wave of protest in the world. ... Iranians living in the U.S. and Europe will not be indifferent about this obvious insult.”

    www.tips-fb.com Not So-Easy..

    Thursday, March 15, 2007
    Yeah, you guys know rite that I am doing a part time job, teaching Malay Language at one of the tuition centre in Cheras, well, I found out that it is not as easy as I tot it would be. I have to juggle between my brain-dead task at work and also preparing the lesson. What make it difficult is, I have no idea what are the syllabus in school. *sigh*.. I am really on my own and has to do a lot of studying my self(the text book), and to my very own surprise, I found out that my language skill are quite bad..especially in tatabahasa. Well, all those kata nama, kata kerja, kata adjektif, kata tugas, transitif, tidak transitif, and when to use ialah instead of adalah, and the prosa klasik thing, understanding syair, pantun and all those petikan klasik, not to mention brain--storming through the essay, to prepare my own essay example. It is quite a hard job after 8 hours going thru all those coding, not to mention speaking 100% English at work. OMG, could I do this?

    At first I considered teaching Malay language because it is my native-tongue language and I tot it would be easy, maybe because I don't read as much Malay tabloid or novels as I used to do. Whatever I do or I will do, I will make sure that I will do my best. My students are quite fun but some of them doesn't seem to take the class seriously. Maybe I am being a bit boring..but I try to act cool, hehehe..maybe not cool enuff..

    Well, whatever it is, I am their teacher, hope that they do learn something from me.

    www.tips-fb.com Kites anyone?

    Monday, March 12, 2007
    Last Sunday I went to Malacca to attend a wedding ceremony of one of my former coursemate in UPM. I left quite early from Damansara and arrived there at 10am. So I drop by at my sister house first. At around noon, my bf and I along with my brother and niece went to the wedding. The wedding took place quite near to my sister house, I think mite be around 5km away. As we arrived, there was already a lot of people, after greeting the bride and the bridegroom and give our present, we straight away find a place to enjoy the buffet fiest. The food thr are juz delicious, we have "rendang ayam", "nasi minyak", "jelatah", "ikan kering",beef curry, "rebung masak lemak" and etc. I ate a lot there, huhuks, there's goes my 2-week diet...

    After that, we went back to my sister house. Because of being so bored, I asked my bf to go for a joy-ride aroung malacca. My brother and niece follow us. As we drive around, suddenly I want to eat laksa at the Kg. Limbungan, near Kelebang Beach. However, I manage to miss the stall and we went straight to Kelebang. So we mite as well drop there. There are a few people who is flying kite. It has been a long time since I flew kite so we bought a kite for RM5, I consider this a reasonable price and help my niece to get it up on air. As the wind blew, and the kite flew, I felt so calm and enjoy the peaceful moment. Then I went and buy some ice-cream nearby and make the day perfect.

    On da way back, we manage to find the stall and eat laksa. after that drop by at Dataran Sejarah where my sister and her husband went for jogging. I play frisbies, a battle-against-da-wind badminton, and a quiet, peaceful time, sitting on the grass and looking at people. I just love the moment.

    Later around 9.30pm dat nite, I head back to damansara and arrived between 12pm.

    www.tips-fb.com Bridge To Terabithia

    Friday, March 09, 2007
    Last nite I went for this movie with my fren, instead of watching 300, I decide that we go for this movie because I don't want to be burden with emotion as I know I would feel if I watch war movie. Not that I am saying I dont like it, it just, last nite I wanted to watch something lite and beautiful.

    The story of Bridge to Terabithia is indeed different from what I have expected. It is about a beautiful friendship that bloom between two lost soul who need each other companion. Instead of having some imaginary friend, they travel far beyond their imagination and create a world for just the two of them, where Jess become the King and Leslie is the Queen. As they venture more into this imagination, giving them hope, something to enjoy, teach them how to stand up for themselve from being the victim of 8 grader student.

    I was touched by the creative projection of the imagination, and how it mold their friendship and created a sanctuary for them where they are safe from the hardness at school and home. I cry during this movie, I was so touched and sad to see the friendship between those two was shattered because of death. How Jess feel guilty for his action not to invite Leslie on his field trip to the museum with the teacher, and how Jess seem to protect himself from the sadness by denying the fact that Leslie is gone.

    The ending of the story show, how Jess bring his little sister to the Terabithia, and let terabithia live on as he know that is the most special thing he ever share with Leslie.

    www.tips-fb.com When I'm Gone

    Thursday, March 08, 2007
    I like this song, there's a deep meaning behind da story.. appreciation!!

    When I'm Gone(Eminem)

    [Introduction]
    Yeah...
    It's my life...
    My own words I guess...

    [Verse 1]
    Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
    Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
    When they know they're your heart
    And you know you were their armour
    And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
    But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
    And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
    What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
    "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
    "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
    I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
    Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
    I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
    Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
    And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
    That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
    Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

    [Chorus]
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back...

    [Verse 2]
    I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
    She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
    "You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
    Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
    "You always say that, you always say this is the last time
    "But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
    She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
    "Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
    Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
    It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
    I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
    These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
    They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
    Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
    And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
    It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
    And I'm singing...

    [Chorus]
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back...

    [Verse 3]
    Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
    The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
    I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
    They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
    I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
    "Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
    But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
    "I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
    "You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
    "And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
    "That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
    "I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
    But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
    "Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
    That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
    It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
    Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
    I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
    How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
    I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
    Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
    The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
    That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
    It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
    Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
    Almost as if to say..

    [Chorus/Outro]
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back...

    www.tips-fb.com All well Ends well

    Monday, March 05, 2007
    I actually dunno what to write today. There's so many things in my mind, I couldn't even think of a title for this post. It's not that important anyway. Just to think of how stress people are and to what limit they are willing to go, breaking all boundries of sanity for the sake of satisfying the hunger of the insanity. If we do not let go of the stress, it will consume us. So the choice actually in our hand. This remind me of a friend. She use to be so stress out and on the point of breaking down. Then for the reason unknown to me, she survived and she has awaken from her madness and move on. I, myself is not so sure if I have that kind of spirit, to move on after having a major breakdown. Look at where she is now, I am very happy for her, and what touches me the most is she wanted to share all this with me. On how she trust me all this time. I am so glad I have such friend.

    Trouble always follow us whether we invite them or not. Some trouble we found so difficult to solve and it is almost impossible to handle. At that particular moment, we felt so alone. We tend to push away friend, hate people's advices and keep blaming ourself for letting the thing happen. All of the negative emotion overwhelm us and make us more distress. Even the tiniest problem will seem huge and even unrelated issues somehow manage to connect themself to the problem and make us much, much more distress. Even we know the source of the problem, we seldom acknowledge it. We are too lost in our miserable self.

    This is what happen when some people in distress. I used to carry all this emotion and I know how troubling it is. Even suiciding seem like a very tempting option and I always pray that some how God will have mercy on me, and just end up my life. How do I manage to let go of all this negative emotion, by having people care for me. By knowing that I am not alone and there will always be people loving me. My family and of course, GOD.

    Everything is easier said than done, yes, that is very true. There will be no one who could change you unless you are willing too, volunteerly, not to satisfy any third party. I learn to admit that I am not perfect. That God have a bigger plan for me than whatever I am suffering now. That someday, I will look back and laugh at my own stupidity. I know now, that I shouldn't be delaying my happiness and I should be happy now because of who I am. Sometimes when I am stress out, I know I can cry and speak out to my fren. I don't have to pretend to be happy just because people want me to be happy. There is no wrong in admitting you are not happy because after that you will feel better. No matter you are man or women, just cry if you feel upset. By crying we will feel better, just do not overdo it. After crying, know that the tears has carry with it some of the burden and you will feel better. That is how I do it.

    The most important thing is, know our own value. Never look down on ourself, if we make mistake, don't feel bad about it, no use crying over spilt milk, just try not to make the mistake again. If we want to sacrifice ourself, make sure the person really(3x) deserve it. Do not make sacrifices that can make you suffer more than you could handle. Sometimes selfishness is good, in ensuring that whatever we do is worth it or not. If not, don't do it. Dont try forcing ourself being the Hero if we are just mere mortal.

    I know my entry this time is more like giving motivation, it just so happen that some of my friends are having their bad moment at this time. I know I have had mine and I just wanted to share.

    Believe me everything will ends well as long as we stick to our value.

    www.tips-fb.com Friday..OoOoO..Friday

    Friday, March 02, 2007
    It's Friday..yeah.. d-Day that most of us been waiting for in the five-day-per-week working days.. Hehe..I should be happy and more relax lar.. but there are so much work to do..huh.. can I retired early, let say by d age of 25.. hahahakss.. dats only couples of days more... and less than a month.

    I am in my usual blabby and blur self today. Kinda sleepy, I wonder why, I sleep early last nite, after watching Kyle XY on TV3, yeah..it has become my favourite TV program at the moment. Wonder how is it like to know about all the great stuff but know nothing about ourself.. herm, sometimes I do think it is better that way than having to have difficult past.. but it juz me being all negative again.

    There's a contest of create my own Kyle XY. I would like to share with you my own version of Kyle XY.

    Here we go.

    Kyle XY is a result of an experiment. Long time ago, the earth was invaded by Alien(let us put a name to this race, let say the XY race) and mankind was tortured to develop a perfect city. As the perfect city finally becoming real, the human follow by greed and the lust for power to free themself from the XY, used the XY own technology and started a war with the XY. As these people are united, the XY grew worried. So they captured one of the human leader and genetically modified the DNA and hybrid it with their own leader. They finally created the first batch of human XY. With the intelligent of XY and the passion of human, the human XY finally defeated human. Lure by power and to have more and more, the human XY turn against the XY. The XY has long anticipated this. Without the knowledge of human XY, they have put a weakness in the human XY system which is they cannot be expose to a liquid known as H2O (water), so instead of using bullet, the XY armed themself with a water pistol(the one you can buy at a toy store everywhere, nationwide :P).

    Let cut the story short, the human XY are all defeated and buried somewhere not known to anyone except the XY leader. The leader (Aramas) at first already being injected with the hybrid DNA to test it efficiency was the last of the human XY that survive, knowing that he too have the weakness toward water, he secretly altered his own DNA and instead of having water as his weakness, the water now become his strenght.

    Because of these tragic incident, the XY decided to leave the planet. Know that he is not belong to his own race, Aramas stay behind. He live quitely in a place that no human have ever been and stay there until he dies.

    Two thousand years after the mass event, a group of expedition lead by a scientist marched into the unknown place to research about the place and how it has stay hidden for a long time without anyone knowing it. They know it have something to do with the Perfect City, known to Human as The Lost City of Atlantis. On their reseach the unveal a bone stay hidden beneath a rock in a cave. They have no idea how the bone get there or what species of animal it belong too. To their surprise, the bone's DNA is very similar to human but not quite human. In the advance of cloning technology, they tried to resurrect the thing using the DNA they have on the bones and there, Kyle XY was born.

    Hehe, ok..ok..I admit it rubbish. Better get to work anyway.

    Bye and enjoy the weeken, I know I would!