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  • www.tips-fb.com Freedom

    Friday, July 06, 2007
    Freedom, one word that describes everything that we want and we need in life. There's a famous quote in BraveHeart Movie, star by Mel Gibson "They may take away our lives, but they'll never take our freedom!" . That is how much a freedom means to someone. What's the point of being alive but then cage in or being a slave and are forbid to do what we want most.

    I am not a very patriotic person, but when it come to evaluating what I have in life, I really feel blessed and lucky enough to be born in an independence country where I could enjoy the freedom that I want. Yes, I have to admit, to have a total freedom without any limit is IMPOSIBBLE. It will mean breaking the law and rules and also sometime the nature of how things a suppose to be.

    I look at my own life, what kind of freedom that I have. Not in the sense of a bigger scope but what I have to go thru daily in my life.

    - I have the freedom to make friend no matter what gender or races they are
    - I have the freedom to say Yes or No and no one can force me otherwise
    - I have the freedom to make my own decision
    - Most importantly, I am free to be me
    - I am free of War
    - I am free of fatal/contagious disease
    - I am free of fear especially fear for my life

    There are a lot of things I would list down to define how I embrace the freedom, but it would only conclude one thing, I may not be a politician, there maybe a lot of things I wish the government would handle better, and there may be a lot of disagreement of how I see things are being handle, but by the end of the day, I know that, the freedom we have here is something we should appreciate. There are a lot of people out there that were hoping to be in our shoes, but we are the lucky one that was chosen to be us. And I embrace that!

    www.tips-fb.com Transformers and a pair of sun-glasses

    Monday, July 02, 2007
    What is the relevan between a pair of sun glasses and the Transfomers Movie? Well, its my weeken of course!

    Like many other Saturday, I wake up at 8++ am and prepared the food for my cats. I already bought a transformer's ticket the other day, so I was going to see the movie at 12pm... alone.. but its okay, I dun mind watching the movie I like alone..

    When I arrive at the cinema, the place already packed with people and the queue line is so LONG, lucky I bought mine earlier and juz gonna collect it at the kiosk machine. So, after the movie, this is what I have to say:

    At the beginning of the movie, the scene is for me a good opening, we have the Decepticon breach the Qatar base to get the information that they need to get to the Allspark and Megatron(their leader), follow up by a scene where Sam Witwicky, the grandson of Captain Witwicky who first found megatron during his adventure to explore the artic circle, wanna buy his first car. Then the scene quite funny when the car actually kick the car saler butt because he refused to sell the car at 4 grand, but then settle for the price after the explosing glass breaking incident, then sam chasing his car (bumble bee) with her mom bicycle and also the scene when Sam is running away from bumble bee and meet Mikaela, (The HOT Megan Fox, I do admit, she's really HOT)..

    When Optimus and the other autobot landed after being signal by bumble bee and then take the form of expensive car, except for Optimus Prime, he is a trailer, but a really nice trailer.. it still cool, and I like the scene when one of the autobot raised up by the pool with the little girl near it, it is breath taking..

    But then after the introduction and a brief story about their purpose and objective, which is getting the Captain Witwicky specs and discover the latitude of Allspark location( known as The CUBE), the story is a bit slow. I dont understand two part of the story, one is when the translator, cant even remember her name, stole the info from the national security and ask her fren to hack it, he easily got the message which is the project iceman, but the story end there, after the sect 7 busted them, then nothing. The info juz died, so what the purpose of having to discover the code??

    And also, the autobots clearly make it their priority to retrieve the specs. But once Sam finally found the specs, the sect 7 come and bust them. And the autobots take so long to rescue them, once rescue, never ask about the specs. Not until accidently , sam drop the specs when he was trying to save bumble bee and being apprehended again by sect 7. Then Optimus go and get the specs.

    The fighting scene is way cool, especially when the military guy shoot down the decepticon on a bike stunt, and when Mikaela drive the trunk and let bumble bee shoot. But the scene when Optimus fighting Megatron is too brief. I wish it could be longer...

    The first part- wow (especially when the decepticon (the scorpion like) attack the survivor of Qatar in the desert)

    The Middle Part - why is so slow... take the specs!!please!!... when are you going to spill the info, argh!!!.... too slow...

    The Ending.. I like the fighting scene.. why sect 7 so stupid!!!

    So.. thats should conclude all, watch again?? Maybe.. I gave it 3 star and a half.

    Eagerly awaiting the greatest movie this year.. Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix.. gonna reread the book before the movie this 11 July!

    Ahh.. and the sun glasses, On sunday, I went to Mines wif K liza , actually I wanna buy contact lens, same as K liza, but then I also bought myself a sunglasses. A polarised sun glass that I really need especially on day-driving. I frequently got migrain lately.

    So there goes my weeken. Conclusion.. I am so happy to buy treat for myself!! Now I am more comfortable with my daily life.. hope nothing would ruin it :D

    www.tips-fb.com C# Programming

    Friday, June 29, 2007
    Yea.. I still on to Billing, last time I tot I already being pull out from the Billing Project but to my disappoinment, I am Back! Hehe.. ;P

    On last Wednesday, I already upload the latest Billing Function and Fixes to the Reporting Server, but yesterday, Sharlene coem back to me with a few more changes she need me to do. Oh God.. and I tot I am already free as bird. This is what I do today, a Context Menu to be display when the user right click the list in the List View. A snippet of the code I use:


    private void listView2_MouseClick(object sender, MouseEventArgs e)
    {
    ContextMenu contextMenuStrip1 = new ContextMenu();
    MenuItem menuItem1 = new MenuItem();
    menuItem1.Click += new System.EventHandler(this.menuItem1_Click);
    contextMenuStrip1.MenuItems.AddRange(new MenuItem[] { menuItem1 });
    menuItem1.Index = 0;
    menuItem1.Text = "Some Menu Here";

    if (e.Button == MouseButtons.Right)
    {
    contextMenuStrip1.Show(listView2, e.Location);
    }
    }

    private void menuItem1_Click(object sender, System.EventArgs e)
    {
    //soem code I write here
    }

    Hurm, there is still some issue on one of the changes she ask me to do. Juz hope I'll finally figure it out how to handle that. Oh my... back to work!

    www.tips-fb.com Nokia N73 Music Edition

    At last, I finally bought myself a new phone. After using Nokia 6030 for a 1 year plus and it still working perfectly (dats y it is never across my mind to change a new one), finally, I think its time to change because I need a phone with multiple functions to suite my current lifestyle right now. And I choose a Nokia N73ME. First, because it is a music phone, Second, because the camera is 3.2 megapixels and using the Carl Zeiss Optic Lens and lastly because it is easier for me to connect to the internet on the GO using the 3G or GPRS. I thought of using a Data Card for the internet connection but it seem that using data card always cause a lot of problem to my laptop.


    So here are the features for this cute baby of mine:-

    A generous 2GB mini-SD card capable of storing up to 1500 songs and a new music interface are at the core of Nokia's upgrade of the N73, the N73 Music Edition. The handset is the same in all other areas including 3G support, a large and clear display and a 3.2 megapixel camera with a Carl Zeiss Lens combining to make it an attractive, all purpose media device.

    The N73 Music Edition is equipped with plenty of connectivity options, but doesn't include Wi-Fi. It still supports Bluetooth, infrared, and USB 2.0 however, and Nokia includes a USB cable in the sales package. There is also an excellent Web browser that has the ability to scroll through each page with a feature called 'page overview'. This view shows a full Web page shrunk to fit the screen and a selection box is used to navigate to the part of the page you want to view in more detail.

    Email is also included with SMTP, IMAP4 and POP3 clients supported. Email attachments can be downloaded and saved to the N73 Music Edition's mini-SD card or to the 42MB of internal memory. The mini-SD card slot is cleverly located at the bottom of the handset. There is also regular MMS and SMS messaging with T9 predictive text input, but the poorly designed keyboard will affect messaging speeds (has to admit that, it kinda hard to type in message, lucky my fingers not TOO BIG).

    The N73 Music Edition conveniently includes an adapter to plug in a standard 3.5mm headphone jack, which is handy, because it will be easier to plug in any standard headset device. There is a digital music player with stereo audio supporting MP3, AAC, M4A, eAAC+ and WMA files. The device also includes RealPlayer, so playing full screen videos in MPEG-4 format is possible. Best of all, the N73 Music Edition is a USB mass storage device so files can simply be dragged and dropped onto the phone without using Nokia software. A stereo FM radio with 20 preset stations is also included, with all multimedia functions controlled through a stylish media menu.

    Running on the Symbian 9.1 operating system, the N73 Music Edition has a full array of smart phone applications, including Quickoffice Word, PowerPoint and Excel document viewers, a host of PIM features (calendar, contacts, to-do list, notes, recorder, calculator, clock and converter) and both voice recording and dialing. But the speed on switching from one application to another is kinda slow. Start-up time is also a little slow.

    The N73 Music Edition's 3.2 megapixel camera features a Carl Zeiss lens, 20x digital zoom, a flash with red-eye reduction and autofocus, so it's one of the best camera phones on the market in terms of features. While the photos it captures still don't compare to a good compact digital camera, they are very good for a camera phone.

    Capturing images at up to 2048 x 1536 pixels, the N73 Music Edition's colour reproduction is excellent. It also has a solid list of settings including close-up and portrait scene modes, the ability to adjust white balance, colour tone settings, and light sensitivity (ISO). For editing photos and other images, Nokia includes a copy of Adobe Photoshop Starter Edition 3.0 in the N73 Music Edition sales package.

    A dedicated camera shutter button and zoom keys are easily accessible when the phone is flipped horizontally, so the camera experience is much like that of a stand alone digital camera. It also has a 20x digital zoom. Video recording is also available; up to 1.5 hours of video in MP4 and 3GP formats can be stored. Videos are captured in 352 x 288 resolution at up to 15fps and feature automatic white balance control and up to 8x digital zoom. There is a second, integrated VGA camera on the front with 2x digital zoom. This second camera can be used for both video calling over a 3G network or for taking portrait photos.

    One of the most compelling features of the N73 Music Edition is the high quality, 2.4-inch colour display. The screen is capable of 240 x 320 pixels (QVGA) and can display up to 262,144 colours. It has a great viewing angle and is clearly visible in a variety of lighting conditions. The display is ideal for use as a viewfinder with the phone's camera and also stands out for Web browsing. It is capable of displaying all 12 menu items on one screen, so scrolling in the main menu is eliminated. The N73 Music Edition display also features an ambient light detector which is used to optimise display brightness and power consumption. This feature automatically adjusts the screen and keypad backlight depending on the conditions.

    Measuring 110mm x 49mm x 19mm, the N73 Music Edition isn't the smallest phone on the market, but it weighs just 116g. The metallic plastic surrounding the keypad and controls gives the unit a touch of class, but the major setback of the N73 Music Edition is its keypad; it is very small and is squashed into the bottom half of the phone. The keys themselves are flat, so typing messages is quite difficult. Above the keypad is a more pleasing five-way joystick, two selection buttons and answer and end call keys. There are also buttons for menu, clear, edit and multimedia that surround the keypad.

    According to Nokia the N73 Music Edition is rated at up to 226 minutes of talk time and up to 370 hours of standby time using a 3G network. These figures are very good, and we found they were quite close to the mark - on average we had to charge the unit every three days. Using a 2.5G network with handset, the figures will change to 20 minutes extra talk time, but 20 minutes less of standby time.

    www.tips-fb.com My One

    Monday, June 25, 2007
    He is my one,
    my only one,
    even when mere worst come cross to mind,
    my heart would shattered and be broken.

    I am so hunted,
    bounded to the miserable past,
    these flashes of uncertain future,
    to have him not with me,
    will only left me,
    a body without it soul..

    To survive the worse,
    I doubt I could,
    coz with him,
    he carries not my love,
    but also my life, my soul.

    Please let him be with me,
    don't let anyone drove us apart,
    to bear the worse is nothing i am capable,
    b'cause our bond so strong,
    once its broken,
    and I'll be alone,
    and I'll be dead...

    Forgive my sins,
    and let not punish me,
    by taking him away from me,
    because I rather be dead,
    than be all miserable without him...

    I love him,
    more than love itself could ever imagine!!!

    www.tips-fb.com Unfaithful- Rihanna

    Wednesday, June 20, 2007
    EnJoY!!

    Story of my life
    Searching for the right
    But it keeps avoiding me
    Sorrow in my soul
    'cause it seems that wrong
    really loves my company

    He's more than a man
    and this is more than love
    the reason that this guy is blue
    the clouds are rolling in
    because I'm gone again
    and to him I just can't be true

    and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
    and it kills him inside
    to know that I am happy with some other guy
    I can see him dying

    I don't wanna do this anymore
    I don't wanna be the reason why
    Every time I walk out the door
    I see him die a little more inside
    I don't wanna hurt him anymore
    I don't wanna take away his life
    I don't wanna be...
    a murderer

    I feel it in the air
    as I'm doing my hair
    preparing for another day
    A kiss up on my cheek
    He's here reluctantly
    as if I'm gonna be out late
    I say I won't be long
    Just hanging with the girls
    A lie didn't have to tell

    Because we both know
    where I'm about to go
    and we know it very well

    'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
    and it kills him inside
    to know that I am happy with some other guy
    I can see him dying

    I don't wanna do this anymore
    I don't wanna be the reason why
    Every time I walk out the door
    I see him die a little more inside
    I don't wanna hurt him anymore
    I don't wanna take away his life
    I don't wanna be...
    a murderer

    Our Love, His Trust
    I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
    Get it over with
    I don't wanna do this
    Anymore (anymore)

    I don't wanna do this anymore
    I don't wanna be the reason why
    Every time I walk out the door
    I see him die a little more inside
    I don't wanna hurt him anymore
    I don't wanna take away his life
    I don't wanna be...
    a murderer (a murderer)

    No no no no

    Yeah yeah yeah


    And all people out there.. STAY FAITHFUL ya' ..U dun wan Karma to came back and bites u ;)

    www.tips-fb.com Utter Nonsense ...

    Thursday, June 14, 2007
    Why do I spent my precious time doing this rubbish, for no reason at all. Juz wanna act stupid for this time being.. hehe..


    PJ Frog’s Birthday
    PJ frog opened his eyes to the bright sun of a new day. He
    stretched out his long legs and stuck out his tongue to taste the morning
    air. PJ hopped out of his bed onto the green, dew soaked leaves and raced
    to his mom’s nest nearby.
    “Wake up, mommy, wake up,” PJ shouted with
    excitement!
    “Good morning, my baby boy”, his mom said. PJ yelled, “Do
    you know what today is?”
    His mom teased, “No, what is today?”
    “My
    Birthday”, exclaimed PJ. “I’m 5 years old today.”
    “Oh,” mom said, “Is
    it your birthday TODAY?”
    “Mom, you remember, don’t you?” said PJ.
    “Of
    course I do. It’s my favorite day of the year,” mom said. She pulled out a
    big box with a bright red bow.
    “Happy Birthday, PJ!”


    Pj Katak harilahir
    PJ katak buka dia mata kepada terang matahari untuk baru hari. Dia regangkan keluar dia panjang kaki dan terlekat keluar lidah untuk rasa pagi udara. PJ lompat keluar dia katil ke atas kehijauan, embun basah daun dan berlumba kepada dia mak sarang berhampiran.

    "Bangun, mak, bangun!" PJ jerit dengan teruja.
    "Bagus pagi, aku bayi budak" dia mak cakap.
    PJ jerit"Buat awak tahu apa hari ini ialah? aku harilahir!" Jerit PJ.
    "aku lima tahun tua hari ini"
    "Oh" mak kata "ialah ia kamu harilahir hari ini?"
    "mak, kamu ingat, tidakkah kamu" kata PJ.
    "Dari kursus aku buat. Ialah aku kegemaran hari untuk tahun" mak cakap.
    Dia menarik keluar satu besar kotak dengan terang merah reben.
    "Gembira Hari lahir, PJ"

    haha..yess..utter nonsense thats what it is. Have u guys ever buy a pirated CD and found that the Malay translation is rubbish. Sometimes even the English is bad. Maybe they translate it one by one as what I have done.

    Have a nice day (Ada satu bagus hari! :P)

    www.tips-fb.com Liberisme

    Wednesday, June 13, 2007
    One sentence..

    People always admit of having a liberal thinking to justified their own sins.

    www.tips-fb.com Happy Father's Day ??

    This is something I read on the news.

    “I DON’T care if the police want to press charges against my son. I will still go ahead and sue them.”

    So said Ishak Tulus, whose son, 20-year-old Hairul Anuar, was allegedly beaten up by cops after the youth tried to escape a police roadblock at Pesiaran Kayangan, Shah Alam, on June 3.

    The 54-year-old businessman said he wasn’t concerned that the police planned to charge his son for reckless driving.

    “I’m not worried over the police’s plans to charge my son. I am also seeking legal redress against the policemen who hurt my son.

    “I have already appointed a lawyer for the case,” he said.

    Ishak was responding to a statement by Shah Alam police chief Assistant Commissioner Noor Azam Jamaludin that Hairul would be charged under under Section 43 of the Road Transport Act for driving recklessly.

    If found guilty, Hairul is liable to a fine not exceeding RM2,000 or to a jail term not exceeding six months.

    On June 11, The Malay Mail quoted Noor Azam as denying that police had used excessive force on Hairul.

    Hairul , he said, was speeding and in his bid to escape the roadblock, hit a policeman trying to stop him.

    He also made an illegal U-turn on a dual-lane one-way road.

    “There would not have been any time to beat him up as we were helping our man. There were members of the public there helping him.

    “It would have been impossible for us to beat him in front of the public,” Noor Azam was quoted as saying.

    In the 2am incident, Hairul, from Kampung Sungai Serdang, was heading towards Section 24, Shah Alam, when he encountered a police roadblock.



    As he did not have a driving licence, he made an illegal U-turn.

    A policeman near him tried to stop him. However, Hairul claimed he then lost control of his bike and rammed into a policeman.

    Both were admitted to Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Hospital.

    It is learnt that the policeman sustained a fractured leg while Hairul suffered a fractured neck.

    Yesterday, Ishak said he had to spend RM2,500 on his son’s neck brace.

    “Imagine having to sleep with pieces of metal embedded in your neck. I’ve been told that it will take him at least three months to recover.

    “I have spent a lot of time, money and energy looking after my son while the cops who hurt him are still out there,” he said.

    How a father love would do anything for his son, that is including protecting him from the law plus blaming everyone else except his son. Just think.. he has power, he has MONIES, and he has a very spoiled child who knows he will always be protected no matter what.

    Think..think again!! Enuff said....

    www.tips-fb.com Bowling Game

    Thursday, June 07, 2007
    Last nite was our very first B2BE Sport Day. Actually we are suppose to go and play badminton but unfortunately all courts are booked out, and it is a long-term booking agreement. Huh.. wat to do. Instead of having it cancels like so many plan that we have cancel before this, we went for bowling instead and it was fun. I team up with Keng Wai, Kian Loong, and Ti Kean with the name :Nothing To Lose: it is the best thing that Kian Loong can came up with :D, and the other team : The Incomplete: also a courtesy from Kian Loong because at first their team player Jane has to go home early because she has something else to do and KK still hasn't arrive yet ( once he arrive he doesn't even play anyway) consist of Ronnie, Farah and Kit Lim where Ronnie and Kit Lim take turn to play on behalf of KK. The final score is 411 to 363, yes we won but my own score, juz keep it as a secret. Hehe..

    Then there was a misunderstanding at the counter when we going to pay for the game. Earlier, I already asked whether we could take a RM72 package of 20 games for 10 players and also free shoe rental, and the earlier cashier say yes we could. Then this cashier refuse by saying that we have to make an earlier booking then we could be eligible for that and demand we pay RM 4.50 for per game (which will total up to RM90) , the thing is we already pay the deposit of RM50 for the so-called package. But Ronnie stands out and fight for us to pay juz rm72, we end up paying RM76, an extra RM4 for 2 pair of socks. :D

    Kian Loong and KK then when for pool where the rest of us headed to Old Town KopiTiam for dinner. I was darn hungry at that time. After dinner we went back home and I realize I forget to buy fish for my cats, pity Bhutan and Kona, they have to eat the wet pack food for their dinner. I do some of the translation my fren ask me to help her with until 1am then ZZZZZZZZZ.

    Yesterday nite I was in the Neutral Zone and it feels just nice. ;)

    www.tips-fb.com Something Different

    Wednesday, June 06, 2007
    Today I feel utterly weird. Must be something I read today. I am so easily being drag into whatever I read and sometimes it destroy my emotion. Does it make me different? Crazy maybe?

    I'm stuck! I feel like I am trap somewhere inside myself. I am not able to be a good person, but my consious mind wouldn't let me be bad. I know, I know, I kept so many secrets in my life. I have abundance stock of guilt and grief inside of me. Sometime it make me feel so alone...

    I will always be in-between of everything. My emotion always been split between two different zone. The black zone and the white zone. I am not a good person, but I am also not a bad person, then who am I? *confuse*

    I know these two people recently, not too close but close enuff for them to influence my life. This gal or guy(a pengkid actually) know me because I am a friend of her/his fren. She-man has been messaging me asking for this guy fren. which I myself refuse to keep in touch because this guy have feeling for me and I juz cannot accept it. Asking me to help her/him to find this guy. Well, at first I juz say that I don't even see the guy, then she-he frankly told me that this guy owe her-him money, and she-he is totally on tite budget and need the money. I finally meet this guy and I told him that somebody was looking for him and that she-he doesn't tell me why. And this guy lie to me by saying that the she-he keep bugging him, asking him to go and fetch her/him to here and there. He asked me to lie and said that he was in Kedah. For me, I dont want to have anything to do with it, yess.. thats me, it is after all, not my problem, but then.. I felt pity for the pengkid... this guy is trying to avoid her-him to pay her/his money. Now I know sometimes people who seem really nice, is not good after all. He doesn't have the courage to tell this person that he indeed cannot afford to pay the money back yet and choose to runaway. I myself, hate this kind of person!

    Sometimes admitting how messed up you are will make you feel good and sometime, it a weird way, maybe proud, that you are messier that anybody else, like you have the hardest life of all of the people. But sometimes it make you wish that it is not true, that all of this is a nightmare and when you wake up everything will be back to normal.

    "Could I have my childish innocent life back?" My soul always beg me, do the rite thing, my pride always lure me, don't u ever give a damn as long as it doesn't concern you, my lust always drag me to the black zone where my rational will built a big wall to keep me from leaping over the edge. I always in need of something. Why do I need to be dependent so much at other people when I claim that I could carry all the responsibility. I am , at least what I think I am, capable of guiding other people so they could take me as their example... but in reality, it is me that always in need of guidance.

    "Sue, you have such a wonderful life. You are so lucky. You are smart, pretty and have everything" Who told me that? yeah.. the person always has been jealous of the life he thought I have. On the surface, the perfect sue always happy, so kind, funny, sporting, open-minded.. bla..bla...
    Does anybody want to know the real me!! Could anybody accept the real me!!

    I am suffocated by the past. Why waste your time by letting the past haunt you down. Look at the bright future! Do I have one, I wonder...

    I know I am rational, I am not a mentally disturb person, and I am love and been loved by so many loving and caring people, but if they know my true colour, will they love me the same way as they love me now. Will any of them will understand and forgive me...

    Its been a weird day indeed for me. I must learn not to believe anything I read.. on second thought, heck with all that... I AM OKAY!

    www.tips-fb.com Shrek and my Weekend

    Monday, June 04, 2007
    I have a very pack weeken last week. On Friday, I have to pick up my youngest brother who has come to spent his weeken with me and also my dear fren.. Kak Liza. After work on that very Friday, I straight away headed to Kelana Jaya to fetch my bro, however the traffic jam is unbearable, my darling said, it was because the Subang Jaya is flooded.

    After picking up my bro, I've headed to the Curve where my darling wait for me. After go back to KJ to pick Kak Liza, we went for dinner. My darling also cut his hair. I always like his hair to be short. He look so cute with it and it goes well with his round chubby face. So cute that I feel that I want to kiss him all over.. :P

    The next day, I asked my bro juz stay home and promise to take him to the movie the next day. While I go dating with my boyfren. At first we want to go to Sg Wang to do my hair at my favourite salon, but funny thing is, the monorail ticketing system is down and we cannot go there by monorail. (we take public transport because according to my darling, he misses taking it..haahaks.. I am not glad but its okay consider that it will be very jam in KL)We then headed to MidValley instead, he bought a Tissot watch for himself and I buy a pair of sandal(coz my feet is killing me), this is the first time i buy a pair of shoe which is for comfort and not design. And it is very comfortable.My feet says" aaahhhhh!!!! Leganya!";

    From Mid Valley, take commuter to Bank Negara, then Star LRT to Hang Tuah then monorail to Imbi. It was raining very heavily then. We walk to Sg Wang and straight away to the salon coz it was already late. Poor Darling has to wait me for three hours. Sorry dear, next time i do the same for u ;)

    Because it's already late when we went back, my baby straight away when home while my bro, Ayu and I went out for dinner. After that, went back and ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!

    Next morning wake up early, put medicine to my cats, feed them, take bathe and when to 1U for Shrek movie at 11am. There's already a lot of people outside of the cinema, lucky I already buy my tickets online. I dun have my usual seat, but I still get the middle seat, two row in front of the row I usually seat. Still it can be consider a good seat. I will never watch anything if i cant get a good seat. :D

    Shrek was hillarious, but I always prefer the first two. My brother do enjoy the movie. and that's juz good enuff. After that, we drive back to Melaka, after go back to fetch my cats first. My mom already in Malacca and cook me my favourite dish, laksa, sambal petai with sotong kering. Yummy. I eat until I want to vomit.. hehe

    I juz came back from malacca this morning, went out at 6am and reaches here at 7.30++. I almost got into accident. I was driving so fast but suddenly the car stopped because there has been an accident previously and like usually, altho it been cleared out, the road still jam. I hit the break but still the car too fast so I swerve to the left, lucky there's no car on the left but I almost hit the car in front of me and I swerve back to the right lane. Man, It is so freaky. I haven't notice the sudden stop maybe because I am a bit sleepy at that time. Not enuff sleep last nite and I am tired.

    So there's my weeken. Next week, maybe going back to Penang..but dunno yet.

    www.tips-fb.com Transformers

    Wednesday, May 30, 2007




    Another worth awaiting movie. Oh God, why does time move too slow. The Transformer will be on the cinema by this fourth of July, another month to wait and I am already down wif it fever.

    Check out the images from the movie. The design of this robots is so cool!! and yes.. it look so mechanic. Compared to the colour rich graphic on the cartoon, this one is different, it is quite sharp. Check the WEBSITE (Transformers The Movie). The website is way cool!! WOW!!!


    www.tips-fb.com Hoist The Colours (from POTC At World's End SoundTrack)

    Monday, May 28, 2007
    Yo, ho, haul together,
    hoist the Colors high.
    Heave ho,
    thieves and beggars,
    never shall we die.

    The king and his men
    stole the queen from her bed
    and bound her in her Bones.
    The seas be ours
    and by the powers
    where we will we'll roam.

    Yo, ho, haul together,
    hoist the Colors high.
    Heave ho, thieves and beggars,
    never say we die.

    Some men have died
    and some are alive
    and others sail on the sea
    – with the keys to the cage…
    and the Devil to pay
    we lay to Fiddler’s Green!

    The bell has been raised
    from it’s watery grave…
    Do you hear it’s sepulchral tone?
    We are a call to all,
    pay head the squall
    and turn your sail toward home!

    Yo, ho, haul together,
    hoist the Colors high…
    Heave ho, thieves and beggars,
    never say we die.

    www.tips-fb.com My Forever More Favourite Love Song

    And I always dedicated it to my forever love.. I love you!

    Marc Antony( My BAby You)

    As I look into your eyes
    I see all the reasons why
    My lifes worth a thousand skies
    Youre the simplest love Ive known
    And the purest one Ill own
    Know youll never be alone

    Chorus:

    My baby you
    Are the reason I could fly
    And cause of you
    I dont have to wonder why
    Baby you
    Theres no more just getting by
    Youre the reason I feel so alive
    Though these words I sing are true
    They still fail to capture you
    As mere words can only do
    How do I explain that smile
    And how it turns my world around
    Keeping my feet on the ground

    Repeat chorus

    I will soothe you if you fall
    Il be right there if you call
    Youre my greatest love of all

    Repeat chorus

    www.tips-fb.com Tough Week

    Friday, May 25, 2007
    It has been a very tough and tiring week for me..and I felt so depressed. Its like, when is the whole thing going to end!!

    But not all are bad anyway, apart of being annoyed and angry which one of the acquintance, and not to mention works!!.. my boyfriend gave me a lovely necklace. He sure know how to make my day. I love you so much Baby, I know you know it.

    And I also gonna see my favourite movie tonite! Finally, after the long waiting, even I watch it two days after it was released.

    Next week.. I foresee a more tranquil week, i am hoping so. ERm, juz let hope everything is going on more slow pace now.

    www.tips-fb.com Pasal Kawin

    Friday, May 18, 2007
    Bercakap pasal kawin.. hehe..isu agak panas bagi usia aku skang.. xderlah tua sangat..tetapi menurut org tua2(spesifik sket..mak aku lar), usia cam aku nie dah patut ader sorang anak.. kelakar pun ader kalo nak layan dier cakap...biarlah..

    Minggu nie aku balik Penang .. sebab sabtu nie kenduri umah awe, org jemput kenalah gie, kot2 leh jumpe ramai member lama yg dah lama xjumpe.

    Apa yang menarik fikiran aku time nie, aku terfikir.. kalo aku kawin aku nak majlis camner..kelakar erk, tetibe je terfikir macam nie, bukan sebab terasa nak kawin dah.. tapi orang cakap.. terkena penangan jemputan kawin.. hehehe..

    Aku penah sembang ngn sorang mamat nie pasal kenapa la orang Melayu suka letak hantaran tinggi-tinggi atao adakan kenduri besar-besaran, last sekali berhutang, hidup pun xsenang. Dier cerita yang dier ngn wife dier kawin simple je, dan mereka senang begitu. U know what, aku 100% setuju. Insya-Allah, kalau ditakdirkan aku bertemu jodoh, biarlah majlis dier biasa saja (lainlah kalo waktu tuh berkemampuan) yang penting .. aku atao bakal suami aku nanti tak berhutang dgn sesiapa dan kewangan selepas berkahwin tak tersepit.. kan selesa hidup..

    Kebahagian bukan diukur dari betapa besarnya sesuatu majlis kenduri atau semahal mana hantaran/ mas kahwin, tapi sejauh mana kita dapat bertolak-ansur dan menserasikan diri hidup secara berpasangan..bukan solo lagi tao.. :D nanti dah senang, barulah adekan majlis annivesary yang diidamkan.. sapa kata majlis kawin hanya boleh dibuat sekali saja..betul x?

    Itu pandangan aku..setiap orang ader pandangan sendiri. Mulut orang? memang xboleh nak puaskan hati semua orang, yang penting puaskan hati sendiri dan asal kita bahagia. Pandangan orang perlu diambil kira hanya jika ia dapat membina hidup kita dengan lebih baik dan bukan sebaliknya.. betul kan?

    www.tips-fb.com Please Take Me Away From ME

    Tuesday, May 15, 2007
    "Away From Me" (Evanescence)

    I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
    I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
    But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
    Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
    And I

    [Chorus:]
    I've woken now to find myself
    In the shadows of all I have created
    I'm longing to be lost in you
    (away from this place I have made)
    Won't you take me away from me

    Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
    I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
    I can't go on like this
    I loathe all I've become

    [Chorus]

    Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
    I have grown so weary of this lie I live

    I've woken now to find myself
    In the shadows of all I have created
    I'm longing to be lost in you

    I have woken now to find myself
    I'm lost in shadows of my own
    I'm longing to be lost in you

    Away from me.

    www.tips-fb.com My Celebrity Look-Alike :D

    Friday, May 11, 2007
    http://www.myheritage.com

    www.tips-fb.com Officially Launch Perodua Viva 10May2007

    Taken from The Star Motoring



    It here again.. the car that is believe to captivate the heart of car lovers. It's called the Viva, and the A-segment vehicle rolls in as the Kelisa's replacement and, at some point in the near future, the Kancil's too, though not quite yet completely at the moment.

    If it looks somewhat like a downsized Myvi, well, you could say it is, at least a little. Some of the contours and lines on this - essentially based on the previous generation Daihatsu Mira - will look familiar, but there is enough to suggest that it is its own car. Sleek more than outright pretty, but nonetheless a very sociable looking creature.

    Certainly, it's a big offering for a small car - wider and longer externally than the cars it replaces (it's even longer than the Myvi, at 1845mm to the latter's 1835mm), the cheer is carried into the interior, where significantly more cabin volume than the Kancil and Kelisa is to be found.

    Notable features include all doors that open to a class-leading 90-degree wide angle, and improved luggage carrying capacity with the rear seats folded down.

    There's also a fair bit in the way of storage compartments, a big plus. The 1.0l models come with an integrated seat height adjuster, which allows the seat to be raised by 45mm; handy, this one.

    In all, the Viva features a rather comprehensive standard equipment list, though most of this are to be found on the Premium variant - if you want ABS and EBD, dual SRS airbags, reverse sensor, seat belt anchor adjuster and retractable side mirrors, this is the one you need to be looking at.

    Three engine choices are available for the Viva, these being the EF-VE 660cc, ED-VE 850cc and EJ-VE 1.0l; all three 3-cylinder, 12-valve units come shod with DOHC, electronic fuel injection and DVVT (dynamic variable valve timing).

    Power output for the 660 is 47bhp at 7,200rpm, while max torque is 58Nm at 4,400rpm. The 850 turns out 52bhp at 6,000rpm (and 76Nm at 4,000rpm), while the 1.0l puts out 60bhp at 6,000rpm (and 90Nm at 3,600rpm). Kerb weight starts from 755kg for the 660 to 800kg for the 1.0l auto.

    Ah, yes, prices. The 660 goes for RM28,400 (solid) and RM28,800 (metallic), while the 850 is priced at RM32,500 (solid) and RM32,900 (metallic). For the 1.0 SX, it's RM36,800 (solid) and RM37,200 (metallic); the 1.0 EZ is RM39,800 (solid) and RM40,200 (metallic), while the 1.0 SXi is RM40,800 (solid) and RM41,200 (metallic).

    Finally, the 1.0 EZi, which goes for RM43,800 (solid) and RM44,200 (metallic); all prices are on-the-road, with insurance. Oh, and how about this - the Viva comes with a three-year warranty. It's a first for Perodua.




    Five colour options start the ball rolling, these being Glittering Silver, Passion Red, Tropical Green and Pearl Jade, all metallics, with Ivory White the only solid colour. A black unit was spotted during the test drive, but it'll be some time before that comes into the line-up.

    So, true love? By all accounts, surely, interminably, until the next one comes along to replace it years on - if the target is to deliver the best entry compact in the country, then the Viva hits the spot quite nicely. Like I said earlier, this one will simply run and run.

    www.tips-fb.com I wanna THANK YOU

    Thursday, May 10, 2007
    Yesterday, while I was driving home, suddenly from the rearview mirror, I saw an old uncle driving behind me. His face seem so familiar, and suddenly tears come to my eyes. Yes, he remind me so much of my father. I don't know why I felt so upset all of a sudden, then it hit me hard on my emotionally sentimental mind. I never have the chance to say thank you to my father. I meant really say thank you and meant it with all my heart. So I would like to tribute this entry to those who I really appreciate and I wanna thank them for making my life a happy paradise.



    Father,
    You always there for us. Even you could not provide all of the money in the world, you always do your best to support our family and make sure all of us living happy together. Although you are not highly educated or honor with certified education, but your wisdom prove that you are the best teacher that I will ever have. Till your last breath, u never stop working hard to ensure that you could provide us with things that we are needed. There's no car, or bungalow, or even expensive dining, but your love worth more that all of that combine. The wrinkle on ur face draw the hardship that you face in your life. You never asking for help but you always want to help others. For that, I wanna thank you. Thank you for bringing me to this world, teach me right from wrong, supply all the nescessity, and provide a happy house for me to live in. Although I didn't get the chance to repay you that now you are gone, but you will always be in my heart and I love you so much. All my prayer that you will be place among those who are blessed by Allah.

    Mother,
    Through you pain and suffering that I am here. Compared to what you have contribute, I will always be in debt with you. Oh mom, I love you so much and I will do anything to make you happy. You always there to support me with your unconditional love. You rather starving just to provide us good food, you rather don't have any new clothes so I could have mine, you always care for me, cooked my favourite dishes and entertain my naughtiness and sometimes my rudeness. I wanna THANK YOU mom for all the things that you did for me. Providing all the love that is much needed, care for me all the time, listening to my complaint, and giving advice to me and for always held my head up high when I was down. For that mom, thank you for being who you are. I just hope that I could make you happy and try to repay you in any ways that is possible.

    Sisters & Brothers,
    Though we have our differences, sometimes we argue, sometime we yell at each other, but it was part of growing up and sometimes when you guys are there, I forget how much I love you. My dear sis, without you, I may not survive the hardship of this cruel world and my loving brother, you always have a way to make me smile and I love you all most dearly. Thank you for loving me back.

    My love, my soul,
    what would happen to me if you don't enter my life at precisely the right time. You always help me in many ways. If not for you, I will be lost in my searching for love and reason for living. You teach me how to love and how to appreciate every little thing in my life. You always put a smile on my face. Sometimes I lie, sometimes I make mistake, but you never leave me. You trusted me and understand me. I could never ask for a better companion to be with than you. My love, the first time that i actually understand love is the moment than I spent with you. You might not be a perfect human, but u are a perfect partner, friend, lover and soulmate. U are made perfectly for me and I wanna thank you for coming into my life. I wanna thank you for loving me so much. I wanna thank you for everything that you have done to make me feel so love and blessed.

    All my dearest friends,
    Without you guys I will feel lonely. u make my life more meaningful. When I was sad, u cry with me and try to make me smile, when I was happy, u share my happiness and make it ur own. You listen to me when I am talking, u laugh at my joke and make me feel appreciated. You help me when I was in need of help with out having second thought. To all of my friends.. THANK YOU for making me a part of your life and welcoming me to join the wolrd of tears and laughter.
    I LOVE u GUYS.




    I wanna THANK EVERYONE who have made my life worth living for and who has helped me in many ways whether they have realise it or not. I love you all....

    www.tips-fb.com Now I know...

    Tuesday, May 08, 2007
    I know now why i like the evanescence song so much.. it is so easy to express my feeling thru it.. yet another one of my favourite Evanescence song in the ORIGIN album.

    "Field Of Innocence"

    I still remember the world
    From the eyes of a child
    Slowly those feelings
    Were clouded by what I know now

    Where has my heart gone?
    An uneven trade for the real world
    Oh I, I want to go back to
    Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

    I still remember the sun
    Always warm on my back
    Somehow,it seems colder now

    Where has my heart gone?
    Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
    Oh I, I want to go back to
    Believing in everything

    [Man:]
    "As the years pass by
    Before my face,
    As wars rage before me,
    Finding myself
    In these last days of existence,
    This parasite inside me,
    I forced it out.
    In the darkness of the storm
    Lies an evil,
    But it's me."

    Where has my heart gone?
    An uneven trade for the real world
    Oh I, I want to go back to
    Believing in everything

    Oh where, where has my heart gone
    Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
    Oh I, I want to go back to
    Believing in everything

    I still remember.

    www.tips-fb.com Anywhere Evanescence

    Monday, May 07, 2007
    Another Fav of mine from my favourite group EVANESCENCE

    Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
    And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
    I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
    And at sweet night, you are my own
    Take my hand

    We're leaving here tonight
    There's no need to tell anyone
    They'd only hold us down
    So by the morning's light
    We'll be half way to anywhere
    Where love is more than just your name

    I have dreamt of a place for you and I
    No one knows who we are there
    All I want is to give my life only to you
    I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
    Let's run away, I'll take you there

    We're leaving here tonight
    There's no need to tell anyone
    They'd only hold us down
    So by the morning's light
    We'll be half way to anywhere
    Where no one needs a reason

    Forget this life
    Come with me
    Don't look back you're safe now
    Unlock your heart
    Drop your guard
    No one's left to stop you
    Forget this life
    Come with me
    Don't look back you're safe now
    Unlock your heart
    Drop your guard
    No one's left to stop you now

    We're leaving here tonight
    There's no need to tell anyone
    They'd only hold us down
    So by the morning's light
    We'll be half way to anywhere
    Where love is more than just your name

    www.tips-fb.com Gunung Angsi

    *** UPLOAD STORY ESOK *** EDIT DR BLOG AYU JER** MALAS NAK MENGARANG


    5/5/2007..setelah berapa lama tak buat aktiviti lasak...kitorg naik Gunung Angsi dekat Kuala Pilah...kitorg pergi berlima naik keta Bahau...tolak dari sini lebih kurang 7.45 la kut...amik org la singgah beli brg jab la...gedabak gedebuk kul 9 atas highway....sampai kat sana dlm kul 10 lebih...lepas daftar diri kat pejabat hutan kitorg pun mula la mendaki...

    mula2 jln byk mendatar la sbb ikut sungai dan terpaksa menyusuri paip yg dihuni oleh anai2 yang berbau busuk serta melangkahi pokok2 yg tumbang... 45 minit selepas itu, akhirnya sampai di check point pertama kat Jeram Kak Lang (di situlah tempat kami mandi time turun gunung, cantik betul tempat dia).. from that point onwords, kami kena menyeberangi sungai.. jaga2 jangan kasik kasut basah, pastu jalan dah mula 40-45 degree tingginyer, berakar, dan tanah merah yang licin, giler susah...waaaa...rasa cam nak nangis jer...dah ler curam, licin plak...ada pakcik sorang tu.. si Bahau, lajunyer bukan main, macam lah kalo laju2 leh cepat jumpe ngan puteri gunung angsi.. hehe.. sian gak kat cayang Labu ai tu, malam sebelum tu tak tido, g main badminton plak, tapi sape suruh kan, dah tau nak panjat gunung.. housemate aku pun si Ayu sian gak, tapi digagahi juga, macam aku.. walau letih separuh pengsan..(entah nape ntah, penat dier melebihi semasa mendaki gunung dato. maybe sebab trail dier teramatlah jauh, walau ketinggian gunung tu hanya 825 meter dari aras laut... kejap2 berhenti sebab masing2 penat, yang penting kami mesti sampai puncak...

    Ada satu part kena mendaki menggunakan tali, bessnye, terasa adventure, tapi ader satu batu tuh aku xyakin sebab takut licin so ikut lubang2 dicelah batu untuk terus memanjat atas tanpa naik atas batu besar licin tuh...

    Si bahau yang laju bertambah berlagak sebab rasa dialah paling power antara kitorang time tuh.. haha.. yelah, pastu tak abis2 menyakat mangsa2 yang tak berdaya waktu tuh..geram juga...air yg bawak lum sampai atas dah abis...haus sesangat... lenkali kena beringat agar bw air yang mencukupi.

    banyak juga time aku pun rasa nak give up..tapikan..satu semangat dalam diri, aku mesti sampai puncak. Dalam terkial2 naik gunung mengejar Bahau dan Shahril dan meninggalkan Labu dan Ayu yang masih berehat menarik nafas, tersempak ngn bebudak kolej lagenda yg on da way turun, diorang cakap dah dekat dah.. 10 min lagi je.. aku pun paksa diri mempercepatkan langkah.. mesti sampai puncak nie.. Akhirnya..ternampak satu kawasan cerah yang disinari sinaran panas mentari..ya aku dah sampai. Terus berbaring menghilangkan penat. Tak berapa lama lepas tu.. Ayu dan Labu pun menyusul sampai .

    lepas rilek kat atas dalam 1 jam lebih, kitorg start jln balik...view kat atas sgt la cantik... waktu turun kitorang kemain lagi laju nak cepat sampai jeram sebab dahaga. apa lagi jumpa sungai terus terjun.. minum air, amek kesempatan tangkap ikan juga.. aku menggunakan skill yang tak berapa handal bersama bahau berjaya menangkap beberapa ekor anak ikan yang kami bawa pulang... jln balik xsesusah jln naik tapi kena hati2 sebab curam n licin...takut gak kalo ibu jari kaki cedera lagi macam gunung dato... nasib baik semua okay, kaki pun maintain lagi...ayu sekali kena tinggal la ngan kitorang lambat...kitorg mandi kat Jeram Kak Lang pastu sambung balik jln...sgt sejuk air...best sesgt...on da way balik kitorg jumpa balik budak kolej yg turun dulu sebelum kitorg...sbb ada budak kaki dia kejang jadi diorg kena tinggal...yg best xder org yg dtg jemput diorg..apanyer co-ordinator la..kitorg pun tolong la bg ubat apa yg patut...Bahau nak jadi Hero kononnyer nak angkat budak tu tapi budak tu xnak..so Bahau pun kecewa..hehhee jgn marah Bahau ek...kitorg sampai bawah dah nak gelap lah..lepas mandi mkn terus balik...on da way balik sempat g makan sate kajang lg tu...pastu balik tak larat dah...esoknyer kakiku sesgt la sakit..waaaa...tapi pengalaman camtu mana nak dapat yer tak...lepas nie maybe nak pegi cave exploring..rehat jap sblm daki balik and pegi camping kat pulau. Okay guys, seronok dpt buat aktiviti camnie..lenkali kita ON SET GO lagi......

    www.tips-fb.com Forgive and forget?????

    Thursday, May 03, 2007
    Forgive and forget, I say..what is that? Maybe we could forgive somebody who has done many wrong things to us but to forget what they have done.. could we really do that. Well, come on.. admit it.. our brains tend to remember the worst thing that happen and we could never, ever forget it. Brains are not like computer hard drives which you could delete and permanently delete anything you don't want. So I don't really think that if one person insist saying that he/she already forgive and forget, he really means it.

    I take myself for example, there's one person in my entire long live life, who I repeatedly saying that I already forgive and forget everything, who am I lying to, I never forget anything that he did to me and it eats me like a poison from inside my body and left me more hate him than before. I repeatedly said.." Yes, I forgive him. It is as much as my fault as it is his" but maybe its true, maybe I did forgive him, but I never stop hating him. This hate grow day by day and at one moment I realize, I could never ever forgive him. Let it be my fault or his fault.

    As much as I know how wrong it is to hate, and how wrong it is to hold vengeance to other, I could not help myself to wish that something teribble would happen to him. I want him to know no happiness and let him suffer in his own sins. That is when I could be release from this madness. He is who he think he knows everything... and claim that himself know every piece of me.. damn him.. I hate thinking that he think he know me, if he do know, he would never really thought that I would let him be my fren, I wouldn't even give him the honor of being my enemy.

    So , forgive and forget???????? NEAH.. I DUN THINK SO!

    I am so consume by the hatred that sometime I feel that the only thing that will make me glad if I know that he is no longer exist in this world... If only I could do something about it ... not juz make him vanish from my life.. but also from this world. AND why do I FELT this way? What that HE ACTUALLY do that make me HATE him so MUCH!!! I know its bad to pray for bad things, but PLEASE DEAR GOD, Give him nothing but SUFFER!

    www.tips-fb.com Spidey..spidey...

    Thursday, April 26, 2007

    Yay!!.. I got the ticket..I got the ticket! Yeah..dats rite.. I finally manage to get me a ticket for the spiderman 3 movie on 1st May 2007 and the best seat in the cinema(according to me lah :D), center..center..
    Cant wait to watch it.. and the POC, Shrek, Harry Potter, transformer.. men, it sure raining with good movie this season.. hehe.. and yeah.. fantastic 4...
    Let us enjoy our self!
    Lets MOVIE!!

    www.tips-fb.com Of Why and Why

    Wednesday, April 18, 2007
    Yesterday I talk about sugar and apple..and banana pie, why, just to confirm my suspicion. I knew it for a long time and i wanna know for how long will it last. Yesterday, finally, I have the confension. Telling the lies to get the truth and vice versa. How do I know... for starter, I know it because I have a very strong feeling about it. What I dun understand is the WHY??

    Today I woke up with a sad feeling inside of me. The love thing always make me confuse. Tell me, when u love somebody so much, more than urself but you couldn't have the guy, what would u do? Will u wait or try moving on, which u doubt u can make it? Will u regret it later for walking away and think about the life you could have(or u think u mite have even the posibbility is only 1%)?

    Why are we granted with the feeling we couldn't satisfy?

    Of why and why i keep on wondering!

    www.tips-fb.com Muhasabah Diri

    One of my friend email this FAQ to me and I found it really refreshing, yeah, because of my recent post sound so gloomy and all..hehe.. take a moment to read..its good!

    Kita selalu Bertanya...dan Al-Quran sudah menjawabnya.
    (We often ask and the Quran has answered everything)


    KITA BERTANYA :
    KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

    QURAN MENJAWAB
    "Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."
    (-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3)



    KITA BERTANYA :
    KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?

    QURAN MENJAWAB
    "Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
    (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216)



    KITA BERTANYA :
    KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?

    QURAN MENJAWAB
    "Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."
    (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286)



    KITA BERTANYA :
    KENAPA RASA FRUST?

    QURAN MENJAWAB
    "Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."
    (Surah Al-Imran ayat 139)



    KITA BERTANYA :
    BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

    QURAN MENJAWAB
    "Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medanperjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah- daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."


    KITA BERTANYA :
    BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?

    QURAN MENJAWAB
    "Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"
    (Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45)



    KITA BERTANYA :
    APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?

    QURAN MENJAWAB
    "Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dr org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ..
    (Surah At-Taubah ayat 111)



    KITA BERTANYA :
    KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?

    QURAN MENJAWAB
    "Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain drNya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."
    (Surah At-Taubah ayat 129)



    KITA BERKATA :
    AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!

    QURAN MENJAWAB
    "... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir."
    (Surah Yusuf ayat 12)

    We tend to forget the very basic foundation of our life which is faith, so each time we in doubt, it's great to take our time and do our prayer so we could survive the hardship and avoid damaging ourself by doing stupid act.

    EDITED:
    I REPOST THIS THING BECAUSE I THINK MANY PEOPLE NEED IT AT THIS MOMENT..THAT INCLUDE ME. A FRIENDLY REMINDER!

    www.tips-fb.com Yada..yada..

    Monday, April 16, 2007
    Last week has been a very busy week for me. My boyfriend was back form phuket on his vacation on Wednesday and the task load which was due last week. On Thursday, I spent the evening(After Work) with my bf and we went to watch a scary movie(ghost story) title "Jangan Pandang Belakang: which means DONT LOOK BACK. Its about a demon who was tied to the family after it descendent make a promise to it, where this thing have to look after the family. But when the person died, if there's no one want to accept the "thing", it will not release it host or it former master to die except if some "imam" exorcise it.

    The ghost was quite cute actually..hehe..but the gory screaming will raise ur hair. opss..out for lunch first..continue later....

    Okay, we juz had our welcome lunch for our newly joined colleague, farah. Erm, I have a nice, juicy piece of black pepper lamb chop, and it was so nice.. yummy...

    Back to the story, okay, what else happen last week, I have a replacement class for the Bhs. Melayu tuition and only two of my student show up in that saturday evening and one of them , sometimes could be very annoying, he doesn't seem like wanting to learn anything and just want to test my knowlegde as if he knew everything but honestly, he could even give me a satisfied answer when I asked him. I just can smile and be patience with him. Oh me, smily sue..heheheks..

    Today back on my Billing task where i have to add a few more function plus do a bit of debugging, the thing is, it work well on the test server but once you put it on the live server, got all this bug. I wonder why...

    After work, I am going to gym, I could enjoy a relaxing sauna and sweating to release the day stress.. That's all.... STOP HERE.

    www.tips-fb.com NicePoem??

    Friday, April 06, 2007
    I took this from Analia's Blog. I found it really interesting. Don't u agree?

    I take it you already know
    Of tough and bough and cough and dough?
    Others may stumble, but not you,
    On hiccough, thorough, laugh and through?
    Well done! And now you wish, perhaps,
    To learn of less familiar traps?
    Beware of heard, a dreadful word
    That looks like beard and sounds like bird,
    And dead: it’s said like bed, not bead –
    For goodness sake don’t call it ‘deed’!
    Watch out for meat and great and threat
    (They rhyme with suite and straight and debt).
    A moth is not a moth in mother,
    Nor both in bother, broth in brother,
    And here is not a match for there
    Nor dear and fear for bear and pear;
    And then there’s dose and rose and lose –
    Just look them up — and goose and choose,
    And cork and work and card and ward,
    And font and front and word and sword,
    And do and go and thwart and cart –
    Come, come, I’ve hardly made a start!
    A dreadful language? Man alive!
    I’d mastered it when I was five!

    www.tips-fb.com I HATE STRANGER

    Tuesday, April 03, 2007
    Tell me, it is wrong to hate a stranger? I do hate this one guy. Why?? Because he's so f***** annoying! At first, he came to my car and wanted to woo me somehow, but please, he is so outdated and not to mention not close even to one percent to what I like in a men. Why do I hate him? I myself sincerely do not know. What I know is, the way he come to talk to me, a totally stranger to him, is very un-gentlemen. I thought that would be the last time I saw him, but yesterday, out of nowhere he follow me up the stair when i came back from work. Seriously he look as if he don't have any other beneficial thing to do. From annoying, I become afraid. I hope he is not a stalker.

    And the question is WHY!!
    Why does he choose me.. I do not seem friendly to stranger and I don't even look at other people when walking. I do choose people to whom I speak or whom I will ignore. And this guy is totally in my ignore list. I've told my bf about this and he too is so angry. What pisses me off is, he just loitering around and I remember one of the "jawatankuasa" told me that its their people who always stand guard around the apartment area... to guard people or to disturb other?!??!

    I hope I will never hav to see him because just looking at him make me want to vomit!and I Hate Stranger who BUG me unwelcomely!

    www.tips-fb.com Pendakian Gunung Datuk

    Monday, April 02, 2007
    Last Saturday, as plan, my bf and I along wif two other frens, ID and Ina, set on our journey to conquer Mount Datuk. Mount Datuk is situated in Negeri Sembilan, somewhere in Rembau if I am not mistaken. The journey started at approx. 7.30am by Id's car, the Suzuki Swift. At first we stopped at Seremban to have our breakfast. We arrive at the mountain around 9++ am. There's another group of people doing their warming up to get ready to climb up. After we register with the ranger there, we do a bit warming up too, for me, not reallylah because I dun really know how to warm up. I juz too excited to start the journey.

    Looking up at the trail, I nearly want to go back, the track is quite hard, maybe because of the rain, it is a bit slippery, luckily, there are a lot of root hanging around so we used it as our aid to climb up. At first, I dun think I can make it, I am 25-year unfit lady who never exercise but the excitement make me high in spirit. Ina seem very exhausted and we have to stop every 5-10 mins to let her catch her breath and this actually really making me tired.

    I just love the journey, I got to see insects and of course, the beauty of nature. It really calming and I enjoy it more than going out for shopping. I sang and my bf making his stupid jokes all the time, while Ina said, Go ahead, leave me, hehe..it just so fun...

    It took us about 2 and 1/2 hour to make it on top and while we reached there, all my gratitude to GOD for HIS most magnificient creation. The scenery just take my breath away. We have to climb up the stone to the peak and from there, you can view as far as your eyes can see. And it just sooo beautifoo!

    We do take some picture but using ID's camera.. so he hasn't pass the pic to me. But once he does, I'll download it to my fotopages.

    Climbing down is more adventure than going up and I hurt my thumb, but its okay. My legs hurt, but I am very satisfied. There a river at the kaki gunung, and I immediately dive in once I arrive there. The water was so cold like ice.

    Everyone is tired and hungry by the time we got back... but I am sure everyone is happy. I am planning to go hiking again.... and this time maybe a more higher and tougher mountain. I just began so I better take it slowly until I am ready to climb Mount Kinabalu.

    www.tips-fb.com Keep Fit?

    Tuesday, March 27, 2007
    Last Saturday, I signed up for a membership with one of the gym club here. I wanted to have a new me. I know that I am getting older and of course, it is very important for me to take care of my own health. I only have one tiring session on Sunday, and unlucky for me that on Monday and Tuesday(today), I felt sick. Tomorrow nite I gonna have my class and that leave me only Thursday nite to go there. On Friday I think I have to rest because on Saturday I will go hiking with my fren.

    Yeah, keeping fit is very hard work. I hope I can do it! Come On , SuE! You must do what you think you cannot do!

    www.tips-fb.com My Astrology Reading

    Monday, March 26, 2007
    Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others

    You meet life head on and throw yourself into new experiences with zest and enthusiasm. You are direct, straightforward, assertive, and usually completely aboveboard in all your dealings. Candid and incapable of guile, insincerity or phoniness, you project a confident and sometimes arrogant appearance to others. You often lack tact and sensitivity, and can be completely oblivious to others' needs, and inadvertently selfish. You are self-reliant and don't depend upon social approval and reinforcement as much as other people do. You like to be original and do not mind going it alone. You may feel that you do not fit into groups very well, and that you do not naturally blend in and cooperate with others very easily. You like to be either a leader or a loner.

    Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation

    You are a person who thrives on challenge, and you often feel that you must battle your way through life, depending upon no one and nothing but your own strength, intelligence, and courage. You believe in being totally honest, true to oneself and one's own vision and convictions, even if that means standing alone. Honesty, integrity, personal honor, and authenticity are your gods, and you have no sympathy for weakness of character in others.

    Am I like that? I wonder....

    www.tips-fb.com LOVE

    Friday, March 23, 2007
    "Every instance of heartbreak can teach us powerful lessons about creating the kind of love we really want."

    www.tips-fb.com Pretends

    Thursday, March 22, 2007
    Some people really-really care about this,
    while some other pretend not to care and some of coz,
    really do not care...
    and some unusual cases, people tend to pretend to care but the truth is they really dun care.

    In my case, I belong in the second category. I always pretend as if I dun care but the fact is I do care... Sometimes I pretend not to care just for the sake of other people so they won't feel that in someway they are burdening me with the attitude.

    It is not the best way to handle thing, but it is who I am. But sometimes I just wanted to shout out loud what I really feel inside .. but I know, if I do so, that will be just selfish of me. **sigh**

    www.tips-fb.com Satu Rasa

    Tuesday, March 20, 2007
    Satu rasa itu mengetuk jiwa, satu rasa itu mengunci aku dalam kegelisahan. Rasa itu kadang-kala amat menyakitkan hati, tapi sebab rasa yang satu itu, kutahu aku sayang.

    Satu rasa itu ibarat racun, menyelinap ke pelusuk hati, membusuk jika dibiarkan.

    Kenapa satu rasa itu hadir, sedangkan telah dibina tembok tinggi mencecah langit..

    Satu rasa sehalus zarah, namun menyulam derita seluas lautan..

    Satu rasa mencetus banyak bencana, namun satu rasa yang kadang kala hadir.. membuatkan aku tahu.. sayangku itu seluas cakerawala..

    satu rasa.. rasa cemburu!!!

    www.tips-fb.com 300 THE MOVIE

    Friday, March 16, 2007
    #I only have one word for this movie which I watched last nite.."WOW!". I know there are much controversial and conflict going on inside the movie where hollywood is once again set to rewrite the history with their own fiction. Well, it just a very good movie for me and thats it. Like "Troy". For God sake, it is based on a comic. So how true it is? Do u consider it as a true story? Da Vincci Code also received a lot of critic from the church. Good movie tend to do that because it is almost real. :D I said almost... that the fun of it. See the news on why 300 will never be shown in Iran.

    (FROM MSN NEWS)

    TEHRAN, Iran - The hit American movie “300” has angered Iranians who say the Greeks-vs-Persians action flick insults their ancient culture and provokes animosity against Iran.
    “Hollywood declares war on Iranians,” blared a headline in Tuesday’s edition of the independent Ayende-No newspaper.
    The movie, which raked in $70 million in its opening weekend, is based on a comic-book fantasy version of the battle of Thermopylae in 480 B.C., in which a force of 300 Spartans held off a massive Persian army at a mountain pass in Greece for three days.
    Even some American reviewers noted the political overtones of the West-against-Iran story line — and the way Persians are depicted as decadent, sexually flamboyant and evil in contrast to the noble Greeks.

    In Iran, the movie hasn’t opened and probably never will, given the government’s restrictions on Western films, though one paper said bootleg DVDs were already available.
    Still, it touched a sensitive nerve. Javad Shamghadri, cultural adviser to Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad, said the United States tries to “humiliate” Iran in order to reverse historical reality and “compensate for its wrongdoings in order to provoke American soldiers and warmongers” against Iran.
    The movie comes at a time of increased tensions between the United States and Iran over the Persian nation’s nuclear program and the Iraq war.
    But aside from politics, the film was seen as an attack on Persian history, a source of pride for Iranians across the political spectrum, including critics of the current Islamic regime.
    State-run television has run several commentaries the past two days calling the film insulting and has brought on Iranian film directors to point out its historical inaccuracies.
    “The film depicts Iranians as demons, without culture, feeling or humanity, who think of nothing except attacking other nations and killing people,” Ayende-No said in its article Tuesday.
    “It is a new effort to slander the Iranian people and civilization before world public opinion at a time of increasing American threats against Iran,” it said.
    Iran’s biggest circulation newspaper, Hamshahri, said “300” is “serving the policy of the U.S. leadership” and predicted it will “prompt a wave of protest in the world. ... Iranians living in the U.S. and Europe will not be indifferent about this obvious insult.”

    www.tips-fb.com Not So-Easy..

    Thursday, March 15, 2007
    Yeah, you guys know rite that I am doing a part time job, teaching Malay Language at one of the tuition centre in Cheras, well, I found out that it is not as easy as I tot it would be. I have to juggle between my brain-dead task at work and also preparing the lesson. What make it difficult is, I have no idea what are the syllabus in school. *sigh*.. I am really on my own and has to do a lot of studying my self(the text book), and to my very own surprise, I found out that my language skill are quite bad..especially in tatabahasa. Well, all those kata nama, kata kerja, kata adjektif, kata tugas, transitif, tidak transitif, and when to use ialah instead of adalah, and the prosa klasik thing, understanding syair, pantun and all those petikan klasik, not to mention brain--storming through the essay, to prepare my own essay example. It is quite a hard job after 8 hours going thru all those coding, not to mention speaking 100% English at work. OMG, could I do this?

    At first I considered teaching Malay language because it is my native-tongue language and I tot it would be easy, maybe because I don't read as much Malay tabloid or novels as I used to do. Whatever I do or I will do, I will make sure that I will do my best. My students are quite fun but some of them doesn't seem to take the class seriously. Maybe I am being a bit boring..but I try to act cool, hehehe..maybe not cool enuff..

    Well, whatever it is, I am their teacher, hope that they do learn something from me.

    www.tips-fb.com Kites anyone?

    Monday, March 12, 2007
    Last Sunday I went to Malacca to attend a wedding ceremony of one of my former coursemate in UPM. I left quite early from Damansara and arrived there at 10am. So I drop by at my sister house first. At around noon, my bf and I along with my brother and niece went to the wedding. The wedding took place quite near to my sister house, I think mite be around 5km away. As we arrived, there was already a lot of people, after greeting the bride and the bridegroom and give our present, we straight away find a place to enjoy the buffet fiest. The food thr are juz delicious, we have "rendang ayam", "nasi minyak", "jelatah", "ikan kering",beef curry, "rebung masak lemak" and etc. I ate a lot there, huhuks, there's goes my 2-week diet...

    After that, we went back to my sister house. Because of being so bored, I asked my bf to go for a joy-ride aroung malacca. My brother and niece follow us. As we drive around, suddenly I want to eat laksa at the Kg. Limbungan, near Kelebang Beach. However, I manage to miss the stall and we went straight to Kelebang. So we mite as well drop there. There are a few people who is flying kite. It has been a long time since I flew kite so we bought a kite for RM5, I consider this a reasonable price and help my niece to get it up on air. As the wind blew, and the kite flew, I felt so calm and enjoy the peaceful moment. Then I went and buy some ice-cream nearby and make the day perfect.

    On da way back, we manage to find the stall and eat laksa. after that drop by at Dataran Sejarah where my sister and her husband went for jogging. I play frisbies, a battle-against-da-wind badminton, and a quiet, peaceful time, sitting on the grass and looking at people. I just love the moment.

    Later around 9.30pm dat nite, I head back to damansara and arrived between 12pm.

    www.tips-fb.com Bridge To Terabithia

    Friday, March 09, 2007
    Last nite I went for this movie with my fren, instead of watching 300, I decide that we go for this movie because I don't want to be burden with emotion as I know I would feel if I watch war movie. Not that I am saying I dont like it, it just, last nite I wanted to watch something lite and beautiful.

    The story of Bridge to Terabithia is indeed different from what I have expected. It is about a beautiful friendship that bloom between two lost soul who need each other companion. Instead of having some imaginary friend, they travel far beyond their imagination and create a world for just the two of them, where Jess become the King and Leslie is the Queen. As they venture more into this imagination, giving them hope, something to enjoy, teach them how to stand up for themselve from being the victim of 8 grader student.

    I was touched by the creative projection of the imagination, and how it mold their friendship and created a sanctuary for them where they are safe from the hardness at school and home. I cry during this movie, I was so touched and sad to see the friendship between those two was shattered because of death. How Jess feel guilty for his action not to invite Leslie on his field trip to the museum with the teacher, and how Jess seem to protect himself from the sadness by denying the fact that Leslie is gone.

    The ending of the story show, how Jess bring his little sister to the Terabithia, and let terabithia live on as he know that is the most special thing he ever share with Leslie.

    www.tips-fb.com When I'm Gone

    Thursday, March 08, 2007
    I like this song, there's a deep meaning behind da story.. appreciation!!

    When I'm Gone(Eminem)

    [Introduction]
    Yeah...
    It's my life...
    My own words I guess...

    [Verse 1]
    Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
    Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
    When they know they're your heart
    And you know you were their armour
    And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
    But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
    And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
    What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
    "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
    "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
    I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
    Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
    I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
    Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
    And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
    That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
    Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

    [Chorus]
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back...

    [Verse 2]
    I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
    She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
    "You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
    Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
    "You always say that, you always say this is the last time
    "But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
    She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
    "Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
    Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
    It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
    I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
    These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
    They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
    Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
    And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
    It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
    And I'm singing...

    [Chorus]
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back...

    [Verse 3]
    Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
    The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
    I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
    They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
    I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
    "Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
    But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
    "I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
    "You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
    "And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
    "That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
    "I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
    But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
    "Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
    That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
    It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
    Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
    I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
    How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
    I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
    Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
    The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
    That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
    It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
    Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
    Almost as if to say..

    [Chorus/Outro]
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back
    And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
    Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
    Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
    And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
    Just smile back...

    www.tips-fb.com All well Ends well

    Monday, March 05, 2007
    I actually dunno what to write today. There's so many things in my mind, I couldn't even think of a title for this post. It's not that important anyway. Just to think of how stress people are and to what limit they are willing to go, breaking all boundries of sanity for the sake of satisfying the hunger of the insanity. If we do not let go of the stress, it will consume us. So the choice actually in our hand. This remind me of a friend. She use to be so stress out and on the point of breaking down. Then for the reason unknown to me, she survived and she has awaken from her madness and move on. I, myself is not so sure if I have that kind of spirit, to move on after having a major breakdown. Look at where she is now, I am very happy for her, and what touches me the most is she wanted to share all this with me. On how she trust me all this time. I am so glad I have such friend.

    Trouble always follow us whether we invite them or not. Some trouble we found so difficult to solve and it is almost impossible to handle. At that particular moment, we felt so alone. We tend to push away friend, hate people's advices and keep blaming ourself for letting the thing happen. All of the negative emotion overwhelm us and make us more distress. Even the tiniest problem will seem huge and even unrelated issues somehow manage to connect themself to the problem and make us much, much more distress. Even we know the source of the problem, we seldom acknowledge it. We are too lost in our miserable self.

    This is what happen when some people in distress. I used to carry all this emotion and I know how troubling it is. Even suiciding seem like a very tempting option and I always pray that some how God will have mercy on me, and just end up my life. How do I manage to let go of all this negative emotion, by having people care for me. By knowing that I am not alone and there will always be people loving me. My family and of course, GOD.

    Everything is easier said than done, yes, that is very true. There will be no one who could change you unless you are willing too, volunteerly, not to satisfy any third party. I learn to admit that I am not perfect. That God have a bigger plan for me than whatever I am suffering now. That someday, I will look back and laugh at my own stupidity. I know now, that I shouldn't be delaying my happiness and I should be happy now because of who I am. Sometimes when I am stress out, I know I can cry and speak out to my fren. I don't have to pretend to be happy just because people want me to be happy. There is no wrong in admitting you are not happy because after that you will feel better. No matter you are man or women, just cry if you feel upset. By crying we will feel better, just do not overdo it. After crying, know that the tears has carry with it some of the burden and you will feel better. That is how I do it.

    The most important thing is, know our own value. Never look down on ourself, if we make mistake, don't feel bad about it, no use crying over spilt milk, just try not to make the mistake again. If we want to sacrifice ourself, make sure the person really(3x) deserve it. Do not make sacrifices that can make you suffer more than you could handle. Sometimes selfishness is good, in ensuring that whatever we do is worth it or not. If not, don't do it. Dont try forcing ourself being the Hero if we are just mere mortal.

    I know my entry this time is more like giving motivation, it just so happen that some of my friends are having their bad moment at this time. I know I have had mine and I just wanted to share.

    Believe me everything will ends well as long as we stick to our value.

    www.tips-fb.com Friday..OoOoO..Friday

    Friday, March 02, 2007
    It's Friday..yeah.. d-Day that most of us been waiting for in the five-day-per-week working days.. Hehe..I should be happy and more relax lar.. but there are so much work to do..huh.. can I retired early, let say by d age of 25.. hahahakss.. dats only couples of days more... and less than a month.

    I am in my usual blabby and blur self today. Kinda sleepy, I wonder why, I sleep early last nite, after watching Kyle XY on TV3, yeah..it has become my favourite TV program at the moment. Wonder how is it like to know about all the great stuff but know nothing about ourself.. herm, sometimes I do think it is better that way than having to have difficult past.. but it juz me being all negative again.

    There's a contest of create my own Kyle XY. I would like to share with you my own version of Kyle XY.

    Here we go.

    Kyle XY is a result of an experiment. Long time ago, the earth was invaded by Alien(let us put a name to this race, let say the XY race) and mankind was tortured to develop a perfect city. As the perfect city finally becoming real, the human follow by greed and the lust for power to free themself from the XY, used the XY own technology and started a war with the XY. As these people are united, the XY grew worried. So they captured one of the human leader and genetically modified the DNA and hybrid it with their own leader. They finally created the first batch of human XY. With the intelligent of XY and the passion of human, the human XY finally defeated human. Lure by power and to have more and more, the human XY turn against the XY. The XY has long anticipated this. Without the knowledge of human XY, they have put a weakness in the human XY system which is they cannot be expose to a liquid known as H2O (water), so instead of using bullet, the XY armed themself with a water pistol(the one you can buy at a toy store everywhere, nationwide :P).

    Let cut the story short, the human XY are all defeated and buried somewhere not known to anyone except the XY leader. The leader (Aramas) at first already being injected with the hybrid DNA to test it efficiency was the last of the human XY that survive, knowing that he too have the weakness toward water, he secretly altered his own DNA and instead of having water as his weakness, the water now become his strenght.

    Because of these tragic incident, the XY decided to leave the planet. Know that he is not belong to his own race, Aramas stay behind. He live quitely in a place that no human have ever been and stay there until he dies.

    Two thousand years after the mass event, a group of expedition lead by a scientist marched into the unknown place to research about the place and how it has stay hidden for a long time without anyone knowing it. They know it have something to do with the Perfect City, known to Human as The Lost City of Atlantis. On their reseach the unveal a bone stay hidden beneath a rock in a cave. They have no idea how the bone get there or what species of animal it belong too. To their surprise, the bone's DNA is very similar to human but not quite human. In the advance of cloning technology, they tried to resurrect the thing using the DNA they have on the bones and there, Kyle XY was born.

    Hehe, ok..ok..I admit it rubbish. Better get to work anyway.

    Bye and enjoy the weeken, I know I would!