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    Friday, June 30, 2006
    I owez tot dat becoz of this world is full of mysteries and humans are borned with millions of different character, it makes our life sometimes like sugar and spices.. and sometimes like the roller coaster ride. Interesting enuff, it can sometimes be boring, especially when you feel the world is moving against you and everybody is a world-apart from u.

    My part of early life, I never dreamnt to experience what I have been thru. Full all my notiness and not really care about other people, I just enjoy being a happy-go-lucky person. Because I kept most of my feeling trapped inside, lil by lil, it eats me from within and make me unsatisfied towards everything. I become rebellious and don't want to listen to any advice. I keep feeling that nobody understand me and i keep telling myself that i don't need anybody but me.

    Then, come to a phase of my life when I realized, how hard I am making my parents life in trying to make me good. I then start accepting that I am being love and my parents is the best person alive. Living in hostel teach me a lot. It make me more bold and unbreakable. I start to appreciate people around... but at the same time, i lost some friends and i become a quiet person and only talk to whom i am close to. As time i open up my heart to the very person i respect and love, he went away and find someone else. Well, dah xder jodoh, i dun really mind.

    When in university, i have a bunch of good friends.. and my life a lot more fun... I start getting to know alot of people and busying myself in making frens but there's one person been making my life difficult. I finally left him and i have to pay for the consequences of leaving him. I use another guy as an excuse to get rid of him and of coz, that is a very stupid thing to do. Not that i hurt him, i also hurt myself and the fren in the process. Well, what's gone is gone, no use crying over spill milk...

    Looking at where I am now, and how much my life have changed, I am very grateful, i have a lovely family, a loving boyfren, an understanding friend and a job that i love. But sometimes, as i said.. the world is round. Not all that we tot are moving in the direction as we wish it to be, along the way, there's a few bump here and there... but just keep in the heart, whatever happen, we should always be thankful... after all we are considered lucky compared to millions of people in nearly all part of the other side of world, who are suffering of wars, disease, starvation, natural disaster and lots more. What we are dealing here juz a scratch compared to the injury they all have to endure...

    ALHAMDULILLAH!!

    www.tips-fb.com Profit Swinger is paying and paying...

    Thursday, June 29, 2006
    Eventho I have lost usd450 because of my egold account have been hacked, at least I am glad that PS is doing great. The admin is really helpful and have call me two time to make sure my egold account issues are solved. I already created a new account, and hopefully thing like that won't happen again. I did scan my computer and yes, there are 16 critical virus that been using the IE cache to collect data from my computer. I have to be extra careful after this.

    www.tips-fb.com Another Long Nite

    Wednesday, June 28, 2006
    Last nite I've found out that my EGOLD account has been hacked and i lost about USD450. I keep on calling the EGOLD and when I finally got the access to my account, the balance is $0. Sad lor, but what can I do... After this gonna take necessary precaution so this thing won't happen again. I also lost my sleep last nite. I can't sleep after my conversation with EGOLD and stay awake until morning. Now, I have headache and very blur. No "semangat" to work either. I am forcing myself to stay alert!!

    www.tips-fb.com Bahasa Hati

    Tuesday, June 27, 2006
    dalam pelbagai bahasa di dunia ini.. bahasa hati adalah bahasa yang paling sukar dimengerti... kekadang lain yang dirasa.. namun lain pula dirasional kan.. peningnyer kepala... diperbodohkan oleh hati... biar akal mengatakan itu semua xbetul.. namun hati menuruti jugak kehendaknyer.. kenapakah bahasa hati tidak selari dengan akal.. selalu membuatkan jiwa keliru dan buntu... kalo tidak mengikut kata hati.. alamatnyer, meranalah jiwa, sengsaralah diri... betul.. sungguh sukar sekali memahami bahasa hati...

    www.tips-fb.com If only Love Can Be This SweeT!!!!

    Monday, June 26, 2006
    Tanpamu - Farawahida

    Terasa indah bila cinta telah bertemu,
    Terasa syahdu bila hati telah bersatu,
    Tak dapat ku mungkiri apa yang kurasakan,
    Di saat-saat kita bersama..

    Chorus:
    Kau damaikan diri ini ,
    Sejukkan dasar jiwaku,
    Tenangkan resah hatiku..

    Tanpamu ku rasa suramnya...
    Tanpa cinta...Oh..
    Tanpamu ku rasa
    resah dan gelisah...

    Rap:
    Ku tunggu dikaulah pujangga
    Lantas oh hatiku bergema...
    Terfikirkanmu hingga malam terbit mentari..
    Ekoran wajahmu menghiasi diri ini..

    Terasa bosan bila ku harus sendiri,
    Terasa bosan bila ku harus begini,
    Tak dapat ku mungkiri sepi tanpa mu kasih,
    Resahnya tanpa cinta mu kasih...

    Chorus:
    Kau damaikan diri ini ,
    Sejukkan dasar jiwaku,T
    enangkan resah hatiku..

    Tanpamu ku rasa suramnya...
    Tanpa cinta...Oh..
    Tanpamu ku rasa
    resah dan gelisah...

    www.tips-fb.com Ku sangka panas hingga ke petang...

    Friday, June 23, 2006
    I juz can't understand why this thing would happen to me.. Juz yesterday, I am so content wif myself.. hang out wif fren, feeling absolutely happy... then today something bad happen. All I ever wanted is to be left alone. I never "kacau" other people.. why people "kacau" me. It is very sad to see picture of me wif absolutely cruel title... and not to mention, dumping my mother pics wif it.. what have I done to deserve this. I truly love him.. I never know about what he has done in his past, and I won't bother... people change, I've changed and I am sure he has also changed, in his own way...

    There's so many sad stories. too many broken heart.. not let me go thru this again.. I'm not sure I can survive. How I wish to be somewhere else... away from all of this. I see his existence in my life as a way to get out of all my bitter past.. I put my full trust so he would guide me, make me believe again, make me love again... I have a dream of having a good husband, who would teaches my children between bad and good, so they never ever have to go thru what I've go thru because of my bad judgement. My parents did their best, but along the way... we have gone thru so many hardship... I have been so rebellious... and I don't want anything like that to be replayed. I don't ever want anybody to have so much regret as I had...

    "Ya Allah, betapa berat dugaanMu.. Kuatkan hatiku, jgn Kau biarkan kurebah. Kau pasrahkan hatiku.. semuga aku redha dengan apa yang berlaku"

    www.tips-fb.com World Cup FEVER!! FooTBaLL MAd NatiOn!!

    Monday, June 12, 2006
    For those who have visited my blog, thank you. I really appreciate you guys coming here and wasted your time by reading me blabbing here. For those who have writen their comments and "memeriahkan lagi" this blog, loads of BIG T and Q for u.. :P

    My investment in PS(profitswinger) rite now, went well, so those who are interested, can ask me for further enquiry.

    Today, I am a lil bit free. Most of my work are done, for this early stage. Still working on the Lysaght website. Later to be integrated with the content management system. There are amendment here and there, but generally, everything goes well. The deadline is in this 23rd June, a full running system with the content management system. The translation task are mostly pending. Sure gonna have a few things to be corrected later. Well, I'm not good in reading the specs especialy for those Purchase Order, Invoice or Despatch Advice, Got a lots of term which I can't understand, but hecks, I am not a business graduate, so i have to learn from scratch... a lot of mistake are made to be perfect, at last..

    Last weekend went back to melaka again. Not much activity, juz watch TV (astro). I do watch the worldcup with my bro-in law.. and awfully dissappointed to see the Eng vs Paraguay match. The England surely win juz because of luck. If the ball didn't touches the Camara head, sure be a nil to nil score. They should have perform better. Even Beckam seem as not full-heartedly played the game. And all the wasted chances to score because of Lampard who kicked the ball too high to pass the goal. Damn.. and I am a Lampard supporter. And not to mention the poor performance of Gerard( captain of Liverpool). Plus, all those free kick given to opponent because of Crouch. Man, he shouldn't be playing at all, he's stinks!! BIG TIME!!

    The games between Ger vs Croatia is much better. At least, the opening game of this world cup season went well. Hope to see more excited yet improved game after this. However, I am a BIG Brazil supporter, so I don't really care about England.And of course, I love Argentina too.. :D

    Looking forward to the next games, hope i can see most of it!!
    May BRAZIL crush all, especially ENGLAND.. muahahahhaks( gelak jahat!!!! ) and win the WORLD CUP 2006 YEAH!!

    HYIP Investment!!!

    Thursday, June 08, 2006
    Let give us something useful today in this blog. I have tried autosurfing last time and it earns me some pocket money before the 12DailyPro have to confront serious issues with the stormpay that I've stop being active in autosurfing. However, a friend has recommended to me yet another way of investment. It is actually a Forex Trading, but we don't have to do anything, just invest some money, and wait for 10 days for a 150% returns, which means 50% of profits. It is risky of course, just like any other online investment, but there's nothing like a risk-free investment. The thing I am talking about is about the profitswinger.com.
    To know more about this kind of investment, and if you dare to take risk to make money,( but please invest the amount you dare to lose), try going to :

    https://www.profitswinger.com/?ref=12179

    I am doing it and benefitting from it. :D Could use a few more dolars. But of coz, the risk is there, if u are new to this kind of thing, try starting which a minimum investment, which is usd$5 for 1 unit.

    www.tips-fb.com My Chemical Romance "HELENA"

    Thursday, June 01, 2006




    Long ago
    Just like the hearse you die to get in again
    We are so far from you
    Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
    The lives of everyone you know
    And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
    from every heart you break (heart you break)
    And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
    Well I've been holding on tonight

    [Chorus]
    What's the worst that I can say?
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long and goodnight
    Came a time
    When every star fall brought you to tears again
    We are the very hurt you sold
    And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
    from every heart you break (heart you break)
    And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
    Well I've been holding on tonight

    [Chorus]
    What's the worst that I can say?
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long and goodnight
    And if you carry on this way
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long and goodnight

    Can you hear me?
    Are you near me?
    Can we pretend to leave and then
    We'll meet again
    When both our cars collide?

    [Chorus]
    What's the worst that I can say?
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long and goodnight
    And if you carry on this way
    Things are better if I stay
    So long and goodnight
    So long and goodnight

    www.tips-fb.com Two Days after HOLIDAYS

    last friday on 26 may, I went back to Penang and Kedah wif my sis. Stay @ kampung until Tuesday. Not much happening. I bring back my cat, Otomen wif me to KL and my sis gonna take her to Melaka. My cat was darn skinny. I wonder if my grandma really been feeding her rite. Not much to tell. Work.. like usual, is never ending but it is going okay...
    Well, later then.. bye! I have loads of work to be finish.